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It's Not Rude: These Portraits Of Wounded Vets Are Meant To Be Stared At

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It's Not Rude: These Portraits Of Wounded Vets Are Meant To Be Stared At

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It's Not Rude: These Portraits Of Wounded Vets Are Meant To Be Stared At

It's Not Rude: These Portraits Of Wounded Vets Are Meant To Be Stared At

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  • In 2011, Nicholas Vogt, then a first lieutenant, was severely injured by a roadside bomb while on foot patrol in Afghanistan. He says, "The only thing that I want to pass on is this: Losing limbs is like losing a good friend. We wish we could still be with them, but it wasn't 'in the cards.' Then we get up, remember the good times, and thank God for whatever we have left."
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    In 2011, Nicholas Vogt, then a first lieutenant, was severely injured by a roadside bomb while on foot patrol in Afghanistan. He says, "The only thing that I want to pass on is this: Losing limbs is like losing a good friend. We wish we could still be with them, but it wasn't 'in the cards.' Then we get up, remember the good times, and thank God for whatever we have left."
    Courtesy of David Jay/Unknown Soldier
  • Spc. Robert Bernier sustained burns over 60 percent of his body after he was hit by incoming artillery. He appears here with his daughter Layla.
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    Spc. Robert Bernier sustained burns over 60 percent of his body after he was hit by incoming artillery. He appears here with his daughter Layla.
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  • Staff Sgt. Robert Henline's transport was hit by a roadside bomb in Iraq. He was the lone survivor.
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    Staff Sgt. Robert Henline's transport was hit by a roadside bomb in Iraq. He was the lone survivor.
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  • On Dec. 13, 2012, while on a foot patrol in Afghanistan, 1st Lt. Jason Pak was hit by a roadside bomb. The blast took his legs and part of his hand.
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    On Dec. 13, 2012, while on a foot patrol in Afghanistan, 1st Lt. Jason Pak was hit by a roadside bomb. The blast took his legs and part of his hand.
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  • Spc. Marissa Strock was 20 when her vehicle was struck by an IED.
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    Spc. Marissa Strock was 20 when her vehicle was struck by an IED.
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  • Sgt. Joel Tavera, now 26, was severely burned and blinded and lost a leg in Iraq at age 20. More than 90 surgeries later, he has this to say about his journey thus far: "Looks are deceiving. ... What looks like a half empty glass is actually three-quarters full."
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    Sgt. Joel Tavera, now 26, was severely burned and blinded and lost a leg in Iraq at age 20. More than 90 surgeries later, he has this to say about his journey thus far: "Looks are deceiving. ... What looks like a half empty glass is actually three-quarters full."
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  • On June 8, 2013, Maj. Matt Smith was shot, along with five others, by a member of the Afghan National Army. The bullet severed his femoral artery, resulting in the amputation of his leg.
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    On June 8, 2013, Maj. Matt Smith was shot, along with five others, by a member of the Afghan National Army. The bullet severed his femoral artery, resulting in the amputation of his leg.
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  • Staff Sgt. Shilo Harris was severely burned on Feb. 19, 2007, by a roadside bomb that weighed an estimated 700 pounds. Only Harris and his driver survived the blast.
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    Staff Sgt. Shilo Harris was severely burned on Feb. 19, 2007, by a roadside bomb that weighed an estimated 700 pounds. Only Harris and his driver survived the blast.
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It's impolite to stare. But when it comes to severely injured soldiers, maybe we don't look enough; or maybe we'd rather not see wounded veterans at all.

That's the message you get from photographer David Jay's Unknown Soldier series. Jay spent three years taking portraits of veterans returning from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, but before that — for nearly 20 years — he was a fashion photographer. His stylish, artful images appeared in magazines like Vogue and Cosmopolitan.

"The fashion stuff is beautiful and sexy — and completely untrue," he says.

Truth became the focus of Jay's work for the first time about 10 years ago, when he started The SCAR Project, a series of portraits of women, naked from the waist up, with mastectomy scars. Around the time he was taking those photos, he was also trying to comprehend the news coming from Iraq and Afghanistan.

"We hear about 'this number of men were killed' and 'this many were injured,'" Jay says, "and we think of them — maybe they got shot — or we don't really picture what these injured men look like."

So Jay visited Walter Reed National Military Medical Center outside Washington, D.C., and one of the first injured soldiers he met there was Capt. Nicholas Vogt. In 2011, an explosive device detonated under Vogt's feet in Afghanistan, nearly killing him. His legs had to be amputated.

"I had never seen anything like it," Jay says. "It appeared that he ended at his waist."

He asked Vogt if he would be willing to be photographed.

"And Nicholas was very kind and said, 'Listen, I understand what you're doing but I don't think I can take part in that, certainly [not] right now,'" Jay recalls.

About a year later, Jay was back at Walter Reed and from across the room he heard someone yell, "Hey, photographer!" This time, Vogt wanted to participate. He'd been working hard at his recovery and seeing results. He was swimming a lot and he had a girlfriend (a nurse at Walter Reed who is now his fiancee). Vogt gave Jay permission to take his picture, but he had some parameters.

"I wanted to make sure there was action, it was movement," Vogt says. "Because I didn't want to portray myself as someone that's just waiting for medical retirement and going to be stationary for the rest of my life."

David Jay delivered. In his portrait of Vogt, he captures that sensation of jumping into a swimming pool and feeling your body descend to the bottom. Vogt's arms are stretched out and his eyes are tightly shut. Beneath his black swim trunks, there is nothing.

Vogt doesn't know how other people will react to the portrait, but he's glad he did it. "I just know I felt fulfilled afterwards," he says. "I felt like it represented me as a person. Yeah, I was happy with the result."

Army Spc. Jerral Hancock sits for a portrait with his son Julius. It is believed that Hancock was trapped under the wreckage of his Army tank in Iraq for half an hour before he was rescued. Courtesy of David Jay/Unknown Soldier hide caption

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Army Spc. Jerral Hancock sits for a portrait with his son Julius. It is believed that Hancock was trapped under the wreckage of his Army tank in Iraq for half an hour before he was rescued.

Courtesy of David Jay/Unknown Soldier

Other portraits in Jay's Unknown Soldier series are more graphic.

Take Army Spc. Jerral Hancock: On his 21st birthday, a roadside bomb hit the tank Hancock was driving in Iraq. The explosion sent shrapnel into his spine, paralyzing him.

Jay's photographs of Hancock show him with his young son — in one, their eyes are fixed on each other; in another, they're looking at the camera. In both, the veteran is bare-chested, revealing his tattoos and the mangled skin and bone where his left arm was amputated.

Then there's Sgt. Joel Tavera: When a rocket hit his Humvee in Iraq, he received third-degree burns across two-thirds of his body, including almost all of his face.

Jay believes these wounds belong to all of us: "You can imagine how many times each of these men and women have heard a parent tell their child, 'Don't look. Don't stare at him. That's rude.' I take these pictures so that we can look; we can see what we're not supposed to see. And we need to see them because we created them."

Jay believes seeing is one step closer to understanding.

The Library of Congress has acquired images from his Unknown Soldier collection as part of its visual documentation of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.

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