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Dispatch #13 from Rwanda

"It looks like malaria," I heard several people whisper.

A sea of faces looked down at me as I lay on the couch shaking uncontrollably and sweating profusely, yet I couldn't seem to get warm to save my life.

I had been in the middle of making a wreath for a game at a Midsummer's Night Party hosted by Butare's gaggle of Swedes (well, 2 couples of Swedes). I was suddenly overcome by nausea and thought I was going to vomit. Leaving the wreath in the hands of my partner, Veronique, I rushed to the toilet.

But I didn't vomit. Instead, I quickly realized I had the runs. And it was pretty bad.

I'm not sure how long I was in the bathroom. I vaguely remember losing all my strength and sweating so badly that I had to take off my shirt. After what seemed like forever I heard someone at the door. I explained that I was ill. Problem was the door was locked so she couldn't get in.

I summoned my last bit of strength and somehow made it to the door, practically crawled to the living room and then collapsed on the couch. That's when I quickly became surrounded by this sea of faces and whispers of malaria. I felt almost like I was hallucinating, like I was in a fog.

As I lay there shivering they began to throw blankets on me. Finally, they wrapped me up, took me to a waiting vehicle and off we headed to find a doctor.

We first stopped at a clinic but the doctor was out on a call so we headed to the hospital. After speaking to a doctor we headed to a lab. The lab attendant pricked my finger to get blood for the malaria test. As he was getting ready to put the cap back onto the needle, the lab guy managed to prick himself with the same needle (yup, this in a country where the HIV/AIDS rate is high and climbing).

We had to wait. It felt like forever. I was suddenly exhausted and all I wanted to do was sleep. I finally curled up on the cold concrete floor of the lab. When that proved too cold I headed outside and lay on a narrow wooden bench.

After some time, they came out and said the test was negative. I breathed a sigh of relief but I felt like hell. My friends bundled me up again and finally took me back to the hotel where I immediately crashed. But not for long.

Within 30 minutes I was wracked with cramps and more diarrhea. This continued for four days. I could barely eat and lived on about a piece of toast per day but it never stayed in my system long enough to do any good.

Finally, on day five I went back to a doctor who figured I had eaten something and had some intestinal infection as a result. I guess I wasn't surprised, I had been waiting for something like this to happen while I was here (what I had always jokingly referred to as the "African Diet"); until now it never had. The doc gave me a prescription for antibiotics and off I went.

I'm now on the last day of antibiotics (will be having a celebratory drink Monday night!!) and am feeling human again. I suppose I should be thankful it wasn't malaria - it seems everyone here gets malaria at least once. But whatever it was, it was pretty horrible.

Now you know why I haven't written the past week. The week before I got ill I had spent in Kigali doing a workshop for TV Rwanda and was so exhausted by the time I got back from that I had no strength to do any writing then either.

I'm now in my last week here in Rwanda (I'll meet Paul in Nairobi July 5 and we'll start a 2-week vacation in Kenya and South Africa). It's hard to believe four months have passed since I arrived and since a couple of the expats tried to predict whether I'd make it or not. It's like a betting game here trying to figure out whether the new arrivals will survive the harsh reality that is Rwanda. They had figured I would tough it out.

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