October 5, 2009
Emerson Brown, NPR
ON NPR NEWS' TELL ME MORE
MILDRED MUHAMMAD TELLS NPR: "The random shootings were to cover up my
murder so that he could come in as the grieving father to regain custody of
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Asked why she's confident she was her ex-husband's main target, Muhammad says: "I just look at it that you don't know John. The people that know John know that this is something he could do. You are not able to understand or comprehend the level of planning that John does." She goes on to say, "His endgame scenario was to come in as the grieving father, to get the compensation – the victim's compensation because John and I were divorced October the 6th of 2000. So my children would have been considered victims of crime. And they would have received the victim's compensation and he would have drove away. Nobody would have been the wiser. He maybe would have been called the father of the year for coming in as the grieving father."
On why she thinks of her situation as a domestic violence issue, Muhammad says: "He was also in the community so a lot of people knew him as a go-to person. If you needed something from John then you could go to him and he would definitely get it for you. He was a man of his word. He said what he meant and he meant what he said. So when I tried to get help from those same individuals, they looked upon me as if I was the one that was crazy -- or what did I do to him to cause him to behave in this manner. It came to the point where I had to get a restraining order on him and then we set up arrangements for him to see the children."
On her reaction to her ex-husband's arrest, Muhammad states: "I blamed myself for that because I thought maybe I didn't yell loud enough. Maybe I didn't tell enough people. Why didn't they listen to me? That was the one thing I continuously said over and over and over. Why didn't they listen to me?"
As to what may have made a difference, Muhammad says: "I believe what would have made a difference for me is when John came back from Saudi, that he would have been debriefed and he would have received the counseling that he needed to be a more productive person in a non-war zone. That’s what I believe."
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