Marching Toward Monday Morning
“I'm not really nervous about the operation. After all, I'll be asleep. I trust my doctors, they're good at their jobs. And in my case, there really is no choice.”
First, I want to thank all of you for the tremendous outpouring of support, good wishes, and prayers. I cannot thank you enough. As we all know, a life with cancer includes moments of fear and loneliness. But remembering that we are all in this together can banish those feelings and give us the strength to keep walking down this road, no matter how difficult the next step may be.
As I get ready for my surgery, I know that there are so many others out there, getting ready for their own procedures or their next chemo appointment. Or just trying to get through a difficult day. This is not an easy life. But it's the only life we have, so we might as well get on with it.
I'm not really nervous about the operation. After all, I'll be asleep. I trust my doctors, they're good at their jobs. And in my case, there really is no choice. But I went into the meeting with my surgeon yesterday with my mind made up, anyway. This is what I was going to do.
So now I'm running around like crazy, trying to get everything done before Monday. It's a little like getting ready for a vacation, except that you know the food won't be great, there's no pool, and they certainly don't serve frosty drinks with little umbrellas in them. But the dress code is pretty casual, so I guess that's one plus.
If anything, I have to keep myself from getting impatient. Monday will come soon enough. And there's one tumor that has no idea what's coming. I like that.
7:13 AM ET | 09-28-2007 | permalink


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