Oh Leroy, I am so sorry about your left eye. What an unexpected and scary thing to have happen. Am glad to hear you are walking around and cursing fluently though. That's the spirit!

My prayers for your continued recovery.

Sent by Robin LeTourneau | 3:28 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Ted, Laurie, and Leroy, and friends at NPR:

I was essentially so happy about the outcome of this surgery that I was ready to jump out of my chair, until I read down another paragraph and learned of the stroke, and the prognosis. I know Leroy is having a hard time. He's tough, and strong, but after a week in the hospital hitting the morphine button, and the possibility that he won't drive again, I know he is down. Therefore, as I try to grapple with this myself, all I can say is, "Thank God the surgery appears to be successful and he is putting weight on his new spine, and Thank God he is alive". I know the fact that he may not be able to drive is a real pisser, but I've been blind in one eye for 40 years. If I lost my good eye, I wouldn't even be able to READ, much less drive. All I can see is fuzzy shapes with my bad eye, and do have a code on my driver's license. So, I know he is not in the best of spirits, but please don't give up Leroy. You're just a week out of a surgery where they replaced a piece of your spine, for Pete's sake! That is miraculous. The vision may return, and best of all, the cancer in that area is definitely gone! I am still optimistic, and still praying. This ain't over till the fat lady sings, and I heard she has laryngitis! Take heart, and take care my friend, and your friends and loved ones. Heal and give yourself some time to rest. All is not lost!

Sincerely,

Connie

Sent by Connie E. | 3:29 PM ET | 10-05-2007

The poor guy just can't catch a break, can he? Every good result seems to come with a kick in the gut.

I've been amazed at how closely Leroy's case mirrors my Terry's, stroke and all.

Sending good thoughts to Leroy and his circle of caregiver-friends as well. You're all doing very tough jobs.

Sent by Bruce | 3:35 PM ET | 10-05-2007

You know we are all saddened by the news of Leroy's stroke and the reality of the situation. I am sure Leroy will adjust and regain his fight for the next hurdle. We all know the reality of the road we are being forced to travel but there have been some great adventures along that road as well as lots of curves! This blog has been about the journey and Leroy has done such a great job sharing the story with many of us on similar paths as well as those who always assumed cancer was a lateral downward journey. To Leroy I say, rest, heal, and take joy in the good news about the spinal surgery. Laurie our thoughts are with you and thanks so much for your post. Peace,

Sent by Dona | 3:46 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy and Laurie,

Sending a lot of love and good wishes from northeastern NJ. Your spirit and resiliency will get you through - and please know that while you're going through it, your friends are helping to carry you. Godspeed, and thanks so much for posting these updates. They mean so much to those who love and care about you - your "blog" family.

Sent by Amy | 3:48 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy,
All I can say is that we will continue to stand with and beside both you and Laurie. My thoughts are with you.

Sent by Betsey Kuzia | 3:53 PM ET | 10-05-2007

I feel such a sense of sadness as I read the words about Leroy's stroke, even sadder what he is dealing with emotionally. My prayer is that this is the darkness before the dawn and each day he will grow stronger and healthier. He is a hero and an inspiration to us all. As always, peace & love to Leroy, Laurie and all who fight the battle everyday, be it as a patient, caregiver or healthcare provider.
Martie

Sent by Martie | 4:04 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy,
I'm so sorry to hear about the stroke. You have been fighting so hard. Please try and keep faith. You don't know if your eye sight will stay that why. Give it time. You are strong try not to worry about it now. You have a lot on your plate now with healing. Try to look at healing first. You will get through this. I know how down you must feel. You will get through this and you MUST BELEIVE IT. This is another of those things that cancer does to us. While you try and fight the beast it's your body that gets so tired and I'm sure that is why you had the stroke. How much can a body take? If only our body was as strong as our will. Give yourself time, heal and get stronger and worry about your eye sight later. We can only tackle one thing at a time. Please stay strong. BELIEVE!
Laurie,
You are in my prayers along with Leroy I know how hard this must be for you. I too am a caregiver. My husband has stage 4 colon cancer and is only 46 years old. He is now looking into a phase 1 study. Please stay strong, give yourself time to be upset. All we can do is hope and pray. Everything is in God hands. Know that you are all in our prayers. Stay strong and have faith. That is all we can really do. God Bless you all.

Sent by Aurella | 4:13 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Hi Ted, this is Krupali Tejura, the person you met a few months ago on your Discovery Channel special who traveled from Atlanta. I just wanted to say thank you for the update, and am sorry to hear about the stroke that Leroy endured....I'm also from California, and cars and freeways are instilled in our blood. The change will be difficult, but I hope that the will to fight won't diminish in Leroy.

Next time you see him, please give him a huge hug from me. I hope you and your family are well.

--Krupali Tejura

Sent by Krupail Tejura MD | 4:13 PM ET | 10-05-2007

We love you, Leroy! You're still very much in our thoughts and prayers.

Sent by Rita (NC) | 4:16 PM ET | 10-05-2007

This life gives with one hand and takes away with the other.

I'm so sorry about the stroke. It must be a little scarier to contemplate the future now.

You and your family are in my thoughts and I hope for a good recovery and peace with whatever you will have to cope with.

Sent by Celeste | 4:20 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Hi Leroy-- you and your loved ones are in my thoughts and prayers. Here is wishing for a good/quick recovery from your surgery and less pain.
Jean

Sent by Jean Mangan | 4:28 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Ted...thanks so much for the detailed update about Leroy. Also, I enjoyed your recent visit to the Daily Show.
Leroy...I'm, I just I don't know what...angry, miffed, flummoxed...by the stroke after your surgery, but I echo Donas' celebration that you're alive, and able to be on your feet. You've had to endure a lot, Lord knows, and a lot that has impact upon your body image, and your view of yourself as a strong, vital person. It's not surprising that you're having difficulty coping. We are all here behind you, and I hope that in some way, that that helps you.

Sent by Nancy K. Clark | 4:30 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thank you Ted for the update even with the bad news. Leroy is also our friend, mentor, muse, humorist and realist. When he hurts, we suffer with him. Yes, bad things do happen to good people, lots of them including us. We won't quit in our quest to have Leroy returned to us, God willing. So folks, continue the prayers; the good thoughts; and as a wonderful friend often says "even shake them chicken bones". Whatever it takes to help Leroy through this darkness.

We all know that the road we travel is not smooth but filled with bumps and potholes. It tests our resolve. Let us pray for Leroy's strength and resolve to continue to push the darkness away and let some sunshine in to restore his spirit.

Ted, Laurie and Leroy, always know that there are hundreds of people praying for you all each day. God does and will answer our prayers.

Sent by Al Cato | 4:32 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Oh, Leroy!

I am so so sorry to learn you had a stroke! Enough already! I don't understand why you can't drive, though, unless the stroke hurt you in other ways. Peter Falk drives. Glad you're swearing. Those Anglo Saxon four letter words do the job better than anything.

Sent by Diana Kitch | 4:32 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thank you Ted for the update. I nervously open this blog every morning for an update.

Hi Leroy,
My heart sank as I read about your stroke. I wish you quick recovery from your surgery. You are in my thoughts daily.

Laurie,
Hang in there.....my son had cancer almost 5 years ago. I understand the anxiety, the pain, and anger a caregiver suffers. You are also in my thoughts daily.

Sent by grace | 4:42 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Good luck Leroy. You can deal with this, your made of stronger stuff.

Besides, now you can wear a patch like a pirate, and the puffy shirt that you have always wanted will not look so silly now.

Sent by Brit | 4:45 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Dear Leroy,

Okay, I am officially envious. To have Maeve McGoran and Ted Koppel for guest bloggers. Don't get the big head.

Seriously, Leroy, it sounds like you are doing well, except for the stroke. As long as it doesn't take your wit and personality, we know we will hear from you again. Why can't you drive with one eye? I would argue that point. My son has amblyopia, his right eye is really bad and only correctable to 20/50, and he still got his drivers license without his glasses.

Chin up! Carefully.
Ruth
http://ruthsmusings.blogspot.com

Sent by Ruth from Virginia | 4:45 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy - I know it's got to be hard to be optimistic about anything right about now, but please don't lose heart! We are all there with you, through every x-ray, test, walk down the hallway - you name it, WE ARE THERE.

Ted and NPR - it is so very kind of you to take the time to give us updates regarding Leroy. Thanks for understanding how much we all care about him.

Sent by Gretchen Hoag | 4:57 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Hi Leroy, (Ted) All in blog land...

Leroy... NEVER give up!!! No matter what!
My dad had a stroke, they (the doctors) said he'd never walk, use his arm or his eye again and guess what... he proved them all wrong!!! That was years ago, but he had hope! So don't ever give up on hope. We (I think I can speak for all of us out here) thank you for all you have done for us in the cancer community...the word thank you really isn't enough, but I have no word for how my heart really feels... thank you Leroy... and I'm sending you positive healing vibes... hope they reach you! Take care all! Just a note: anyone in the Rochester NY area, there will be a benefit walk for Cancer on Sunday the 10/7... you can see more at http:www.jessishouse.com. Hope to see you there!
Carpe' Diem! Shirl Dolitz

Sent by Shirl Dolitz | 4:57 PM ET | 10-05-2007

I question the driving issue, as well. A co-worker of mine years ago had a patch over one eye and a coke-bottle-thick lens over the other and drove every day, sometimes in a car, sometimes on a motorcycle!

Sent by StephenT | 5:04 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Dear Leroy,

This is a "good news, bad news story." I am pleased to hear your surgery has been successful and extremely saddened by the minor stroke. In view of the current circumstances, I am sure it is more difficult to remain upbeat and optimistic.

The important thing is to continue to heal and try to be patient with what is and has happened.

Mr. Koppel, thank you so much for your update.

Laurie, take care.

You will continue to be in my prayers.

Sent by Susan Chap | 5:23 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Dear Leroy,

You see more with one eye than most of humanity will ever see with two 20/20 vision eyes. My prayers are with you that you'll recover to see and drive with both eyes again. Meanwhile please know how much we are all pulling for you and Laurie and how good it is to read that your pain is so much less. Pain takes away so much of life. I hope having much less pain now will give back much to you.

Sent by brin | 5:37 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thank you TED for the update. Oh Leroy,
so sorry to hear about the stroke - just something else to overcome. Now the nurse in me is asking if you are sure about stopping your pain medicine!
I also am hopeful that the stroke is not going to slow you down too much as I have seen wonderful results with therapy. Please don't lose faith as we are all praying for you and relieved that you can walk and are feeling less pain. You have been through so much but you are still needed here. The light of God surrounds you, The Love of God enfolds you, the power of God portects you, the presence of God watches over you, Wherever you are God is and all will be well. (Quote from Unity School of Christianity)

Sent by Vicki (FL) | 5:42 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thank you ever so much, Ted, for the update. Thank you for sharing your friend with us and acknowledging his importance to those of us who read his blog. (I'm Nancy H's friend, who met with you decades ago after a Nightline show; I still miss you on Nightline.)
Leroy, you've beat the odds already once, if not twice. Nothing says you can't do it a second, third, fourth and fifth time. I know. I'm living proof it can happen. So much for nine lives. I think I'm on my 15th (or is it 16th?) life now. I quit keeping track when I got to the double digits.
The feeling that the downhill slide is gathering momentum and may not be stoppable is all too familiar to me. In my 20+ years of battling various cancers, I've learned to just think of it as one more gigantic hill on the roller coaster this disease sends us on and stay focused on the "up" hill ahead and on making sure it's one heckuva a good ride while it lasts. Laugh at it, Leroy. It will seem less ominous if you do.
All of you are in my thoughts,
Lani

Sent by Lani | 5:43 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thank you for the update on Leroy's condition, Ted. I'm going to focus on the good news: he's alive and at least one tumor is gone!Sure, the downhill slide will get us all sooner or later, cancer or not. We all know the odds. But my hope and prayer is that he will come back from this and have some good, pain-free time.A LOT of it!A good friend can drive the convertible while he leans back and sips his mai-tai. (No,I guess that would be illegal...) Anyway, maybe the vision will improve.

Wishing you fast healing and rising spirits this weekend, Leroy.

Sent by Doris | 5:55 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Dear Ted Koppel, Thank you so much for sharing your visit to Leroy and Laurie with us. As I read your words, I can picture you speaking them in your familiar cadence. This is bittersweet news, indeed. But, the scientist in me is not ready to believe that one or two data points constitutes a downhill slope. Stroke recovery science has advanced so much in western medicine. And there is wider recognition of the roles that Eastern medical practice can play in rewiring the nerve paths that have been impacted.

Dear Leroy, You have been such a source of strength to us for the last many months. I hope that you can draw strength from us that will help you face each new day as a fresh start. Coming off of pain meds after 5 days is already huge. Lean on us, please, while you focus on your own healing. And, if you need to use some of those Anglo-Saxon epithets/words, let it all come out.

We are thinking of you and Laurie positively all of the time.

Sent by Sheara | 6:41 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thank you to everyone helping with these updates to those of us hoping for good news about Leroy though we only know him through his blog.

Leroy, I am so sorry about the stroke and the damage to your vision. That must be very frustrating and there's nothing to say that would make it less so. But I am glad the spinal cord suregry appears to be working and well enough that you are off the morphone so quickly. I suffer a very frustrating disability as a result of my cancer treatment (serious swallowing problems) and I know that such a price is not an easy one to pay--and it makes you feel permanently wounded in a greater way than scars and pain because it affects your life more. As I said, I wish I could say somehting to make it better, but there really is nothing.

Sent by N.R. | 6:52 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy,

Hang tough, man. It's not even close to the end.

Sent by Marshall Spriggs | 6:53 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Dear Leroy,
I've been reading your blog off and on and I'm praying for your healing and recovery.
I too am sad to hear about your left eye and the stroke, but keep on going! One day at a time. Thank you for your perspective, honesty and the stories that you share. I really appreciate it.

Sent by Jen | 7:06 PM ET | 10-05-2007

I was terribly upset to hear about Leroy's condition with his eye. You know...it probably wasn't something he even thought of before the surgery. Life, I guess, continues to play lots of little tricks. I think he has been tested enough. My prayers are with him. I thank the site for keeping us informed.

Sent by Helene Weingarten | 7:22 PM ET | 10-05-2007

To Ted,
Thank you for your update though I did feel like crying when I read about Leroy's stroke. Too much suffering for such a good person. It breaks my heart.
To Bruce,
So happy you're OK after your seizure. A spouse/caretaker's stress is almost as toxic as the patient's.
Hang in there everyone. One day, they'll find a better way to deal with this awful illness. Until then, stay strong. There seems to be no other choice.

Sent by Elaine | 7:41 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thanks for the guest post Ted. Leroy, I am sorry to hear about your stroke. And about not driving. Life is not fair sometimes...but hang in there Leroy. We are all pulling for you. I hope you feel better soon, Beth
PS Have you had the drink with the umbrella yet? Might be time...
PS My 2 year anniversary from my recurrence (original diagnosis 8 years ago) is today - I got a good report from my oncologist. Thought I'd share some good news!

Sent by beth | 7:47 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Thank you for the updates.

Leroy and Laurie, I am one of many people sending heartfelt best wishes, prayers, and positive energy your way. I am sorry to hear about the stroke. I have experienced stroke in my own family, and I have seen recoveries that weren't expected. Also, my Mother experienced a very serious loss of vision that was thought to be permanent, even after surgery to recover whatever was recoverable. Amazingly enough, for years afterwards, her eye kept slowly but measurably improving, long after she was told it would stop. She still has low vision, but she is able to do things like read, and has a driver's license.

Hang in there. Heal quickly.

Sent by Lilly T. | 8:07 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Ted, Thanks for the update on Leroy. My thoughts and prayers are with Leroy and Laurie. I lost my husband to lung cancer six months ago but it was never able to take his spirit (Mine, maybe). Ted, I would love to see the documentary on Leroy replayed as I missed it the first time. Please keep us posted........., Jane in Arkansas

Sent by Jane Garrett | 8:10 PM ET | 10-05-2007

My best friend lost her peripheral vision in one eye due to treatment of a met. to her retina. It was a blow to her, but once she adjusted to this, she LIVED for several years. She lived each day with enthusiasm and joy. The extra time this treatment gave her was well worth it to her, and to us. Hang in there and know that people care.

Sent by Jen | 8:23 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Stay strong Leroy...Our thoughts and prayers are with you each day.

Sent by Julie | 8:35 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Tks Ted for the update...Leroy's spine has endured the major operation(Great News)...Leory, please do not feel that this is near the end...your just tired and weary from the operation..Your body has gone through a roller-coaster ride and your just tired.. Take it easy and your body will heal in time...I know now is hard, but you will be ok...I feel it in my gut...your sight maybe not the same, but hell I'm 70% deaf..you learn to deal with it...Your a true blue soldier!!

Sent by Rudy | 8:55 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy, Laurie, Ted, et al...

I am just tickled pink to hear the surgery has made the pain subside. I think that's the best news I've heard all week!

Go take a walk on the wild side!

Sent by Teri Thomas | 9:09 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Oh Leroy, I'm so sorry that you are having more difficulties. It is wonderful to hear that the spinal surgery was successful and that you can be up and about. We can hope and pray for the eye to get better no matter what the pro's think. Stay positive and keep fighting.

Sent by Sondra Scott | 9:26 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Dear Mr. Koppel, Laurie and NPR,

Thank you for your updates on Leroy's condition.

I am so saddened by the news of Leroy's stroke. Please hang in there Leroy........don't give up on us. There are too many of us out here who love you.

May God watch over you, Laurie and your loved ones.

Sent by sasha | 9:32 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Life is what happens while we're busy making other plans, or to be more specific, strokes are what happen while we're fighting cancer. PLEASE, PLEASE know that we're still here for you; we expect you to be #!*# angry about this turn of events because we are too. But we are also very, very grateful that the surgery has taken out one of the enemy tumors, and that you're able to put weight on it already.

Sent by Barbara | 9:40 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Laurie, Ted and NPR, thank you for taking the time to update the motley bunch of i-surfers that congregate here. The big guy has a lot of friends that may never have met him, but care about him quite a lot just the same.

Leroy, I've been a big fan of yours for years going back to the old Nightline days and the daily e-mail that more often than not came from you. They were just little things, those e-mails discussing the evening's upcoming show topic, but they were so delightfully written that I quickly found myself looking forward to them every day. The particularly good ones, the ones that were especially wonderful at expressing your sense of humor or your true heartfelt emotion depending on the subject matter, would get forwarded on to friends for their enjoyment.

Oddly, I felt like I got to know you a bit through those daily e-mails, so while I was deeply saddened and frustrated to learn of your cancer's return a couple of years ago, it didn't surprise me at all that you landed here with this blog, generously sharing your warmth, wit, insights and writing talent with readers as you take us on this journey with you. For me, finding this blog was like was like hearing from an old friend that had been out of touch for a while.

I'm thrilled to hear the surgery appears to have been successful and will hopefully soon bring an end to the constant pain you'd been experiencing. I'm sorry for and share your frustration with the minor stroke complication, but it certainly seems to me to be a bit early to fully assess what kinds of restrictions, if any, will result from this development. Hang in there. We're all sending good thoughts for a speedy and thorough recovery. That said, I do like commenter Brit's image of you wearing an eye patch like a pirate and the puffy shirt. Oh yes, *dahling* that look could sooo work for you!

Sent by Lisa | 9:48 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy - still sending positive energy your way and wishing you and the rest of the cancer community a full remission.

Sent by Joyce | 10:51 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Simply, nothing but the best of wishes and prayers.

Always

Sent by Haley | 10:58 PM ET | 10-05-2007

So, Leroy, here's the deal...if you really won't be able to drive (and who knows - that may not happen), then I'd bet you would have a line of people waiting for their turn to drive you around. A different one of your faithful blog correspondents each day...I know we'd all stand in line for the honor. (and think what a boost for the airlines, as we travel from near and far to do it!!!) Oh, the stories we could tell.
All the best - keep on recovering. Better living through chemistry...if the drugs help, take advantage of them.
Best to you and Laurie,
Cindy

Sent by Cindy | 11:30 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Leroy,
We are all still behind you 100%, and where your comments and ideas gave me strength, I am sending it back to you double. If you can just follow your own advice, you will pull through this just like so many of us have found a way to survive. I have confidence in you and fully expect to hear more words of wisdom through your blog within days.
We look forward to hearing from you soon.

Sent by John Zizelmann | 11:30 PM ET | 10-05-2007

Ted, Leroy, Laurie and all at NPR -

We are sorry to hear about the new challenge put on your plate. We are hurting for you.

Please please just make it stop. This is so hard for you and yours Leroy.

You have created a powerful community of support and togetherness. Now it is our turn to suport you. Know we are - each of us in our own way.

Laurie we hope you are getting support too as you support Leroy during this trying time.

Thanks to you all for keeping us informed. We hope that the flow of good news comes your way from here on out.

Sent by Melissa T | 11:59 PM ET | 10-05-2007

dear leroy,
it is amazing what the human spirit can endure. Life is precious and beautiful so we struggle on, each of us with our own burden. I hope that we are able to lift some of your burden with our concern and love. We can cry and mourn our losses and then we must gather our stength and travel our paths. I know that there are good days ahead for you.

love and peace,
susan

Sent by susan d. | 12:19 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,
That you're off morphine after major spinal surgery and have been putting weight on your newly constructed spine is not an unstoppable a downhill slide, it's a triumph. Breathe deeply. Those who cover your back, will also cover your left flank. You can look straight ahead and enjoy some pain free sleep. Trying to think of a one-eyed joke for you, could only come up with, "What's left?" Sending positive energy to you and Laurie.
Cherylene

Sent by Cherylene Lee | 4:23 AM ET | 10-06-2007

This is the part of the rollercoaster ride where you go screaming down the steep hill, wondering why you took this ride in the first place. Hopefully, Leroy, you will get off this ride soon and think it was worth the risk. Healing energy to you and your family!
Jenn from Maine

Sent by Jenn | 7:35 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Can't think of any man who has more love and caring thoughts going out to him than you, Leroy. Such good friends and loyal followers we all are, just waiting for words of encouragement about you.
The "miner stroke" may be a warning to the doctors and a way for your poor body of crying out. I had the same type of stroke six months ago and the sight in the left eye has never returned to normal. But I am enduring. What are the alternatives?
Now you have had another boulder thrown in your path that you must get around.
You shall overcome Leroy but oh, the agony you are going through!
We are all here for you to draw strength from. Love and prayers.

Sent by J C R | 7:47 AM ET | 10-06-2007

To Leroy and your loved ones - Continuing to hold you all close in my thoughts and heart-felt prayers.

Sent by Vicky (NY) | 8:12 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted, Maeve, Laurie.....Your updates have been so appreciated. This blog has helped so many people and we have become like a giant, patchwork quilt....pieced together with hope and love. I am sending love and good thoughts and a prayer that Leroy will give himself time to recover. He's been through so much and yet has done such an awesome job of maintaining this blog. Now his friends and collegues are stepping in and giving him a helping hand. Blessings to each of you and love to Leroy.

Sent by Beth | 9:22 AM ET | 10-06-2007

As a resident of Northern Virginia, having someone else do the driving could be a blessing in our traffic!

Leroy, I know a couple of folks who have vision in one eye and drive...so, get a pirate's patch to eliminate that issue with the left eye and be ready to hit the road again in the future.

Seriously, rest and continue to recuperate. Your body has been abused and needs some time to recover...it hasn't even been a full week yet.

If you need a few more "choice" words to describe how you are feeling, let me know. I got quite creative during my post-op/chemo days!

Sent by Peggy Miles | 9:24 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted...Thanks for finding time from your busy schedule to sit with Leroy and talk with him and post an update. I have always liked your Nightline broadcasts where you focus on the truth, cut through the bias.

Leroy,

I am sad you had this stroke. Not fair at all. The brain is amazing to heal or rewire itself after injury, so I would not give up hope that the left eye may improve, may improve enough to to let you drive later. If tests show the stroke is improving, the DMV may ultimately let you drive, maybe just in the daytime, so I would not give up. You have no brain cancer, that is a very good thing. Jodi my late wife did have it in her brain in many areas, so no treatment was possible. Like Bruce's Terry she had a stroke near the end and rapidly declined. Great you are getting off the morphine, that stuff really was hurtful to my wife, cut her appetite and paralyzed her GI tract,nausea too. It was required for her great bone pain, no choice. Drs need better pain medicine for severe pain, morphine was used in the Civil War!!

Keep healing and we are praying for you.

Steve

Sent by Steve Faulkner | 9:29 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Hi Ted, thank you so for the update. And don't believe those doctors, they always give you the grimmest prognosis. Leroy, don't you believe them!!! Just think about your nerve growing back healthy and maybe some sight will return. I know you gotta feel pinched poked slashed burned and frozen; totally violated at this point. I hope you can find a time of respite and emotional and spiritual healing after this last go-round. We're all on a downhill slide. You just have your "sell by" date more evident than the rest of us. Sending meta-hugs and healing thoughts

Sent by Alycia Keating | 9:33 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted - thank you for filling in and providing updates for us on our beloved friend........please keep them coming......
Leroy and Laurie - prayers, good energy, karma - it's all coming to you every minute......so sorry that it seems that life will change for you post-surgery - but sounds like you "beat the beast" back.....and you're strong of heart and will - all shall be well!
lots of love to you!

Sent by Ruth Chermok | 9:39 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Thinking of you Leroy - boy could you have done without the eye thing. On the other hand you woke up, you're still here, you're well enough to be peeved, and I suspect you can afford a driver. Am I being harsh - I don't mean to I just mean that you have always emphasised how much life means to you, and today, right now, you still have life and if that is your priority then your glass is still half full. I don't hear any fat lady singing so I'll look forward to your next blog entry. Stay fighting.

Sent by Lisa Burt | 9:56 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Dear Leroy, I just read Mr. Koppels comments, and my heart is very heavy for you. I admire your strength and courage. May you blessed throughout your recovery. Roxi

Sent by Roxi | 10:03 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Thank you for the update Ted Coppell...LEROY, you are SO STRONG! Stay this way and come out a winner as always! I think of you every day and send good wishes your way. You are a fighter, strong as ever, just keep telling yourself that. Keep getting better and beat the IT! With Love, Cristina Gonzalez

Sent by Cristina Gonzalez | 10:03 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Dear Leroy, F---! Swear away! Howl into the wind! There is no way out of the fear except to go through it.

Hang in there. Hold on tight to those who love you.

Sent by Marilyn | 10:05 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Dear Leroy,
I hope and believe you will somehow find the physical, emotional, and spiritual strength to bounce back from yet again another set back- this being the minor stroke and loss of vision in your left eye.
I am metastatic cancer patient and a Nurse Practitioner who has cared for stroke patients many years ago. I've witnessed remarkable recovery that couldn't be predicted.
Keep up your hope and most amazing attitude! There are so many rooting for you.
Sincerely,
Janet

Sent by Janet Nafissi | 10:15 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted, Leroy, Laurie and friends and family:

My prayers and support are with you for peace and healing.

Kind regards,

Elaine

Sent by Elaine Barnes | 10:16 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,
Let's stay with the "good news" parts of your progress. The other problems will fade in importance as you contiue to recover.
Stay strong, eat, rest and to build up your spirits and muscles.
We'll be right here -sending you our good wishes.

Sent by Deb | 10:21 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, we just want you to know that all our thoughts are with you during this ordeal. You are so strong and such a model for us all.
John & Kathy Kershaw

Sent by John & Kathy Kershaw | 10:25 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Dear Leroy,

You are a model for all of us who have had cancer. Keep on fighting, and I'm looking forward to the day in the not-too-distant future when you are well enough to start blogging again.

Sent by Matt | 10:53 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,

I can't tell you what an inspiration you have been to me during my own cancer journey. I think I've learned that it's okay to grieve for our losses along the way, as well as to celebrate our victories. It sounds like you have a bit of both to do. I am always pulling for you and I wish you the very best in your recovery from your latest surgery. So many people need you and love you - take care.

Sent by Marianne | 11:02 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Dear Leroy, Laurie and Ted, I am thrilled to hear of the success of the surgery and saddened to hear of the damage to your vision, Leroy. It's early in your healing process. Most likely, your situation looks its darkest right now. But, things will improve. Perhaps the vision will improve. Maybe it WILL be possible to drive with this partial impairment. No one knows any of these things for sure at this point, do they?. But we do know that the cancer is not in your spine anymore. Halleluia!! Let's focus on that and getting you back on your feet! And if you have some transportation issues in the future, there are those of us in your cyber community who would drive cross-country to give you a lift!

Thank you for your post, Mr. Koppel. You are in my thoughts and prayers, Leroy and Laurie. Sincerely, Jan

Sent by Jan | 11:02 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,
So many thanks to your friend and ours for updating us on your condition. I know you feel the slippery slope but please know there are always places to get your footing, even if its for a little while. My husband is in much the same position as you with his cancer. I know he feels like it is taking hold in a way thats not good. I encourage him constantly to keep hope so I want you to do the same. And Laurie, it is taking a lot of strength for you to maintain some sense or normalcy but we can do whatever needs to be done. All of you please keep hoping because we are wishing only the best for you both.

Sent by kathie | 11:37 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted, thanks for the update. I am happy the spinal surgery went well and sad that Leroy had a stroke. I know he will overcome this as well.
I am a California "girl" (actually an old woman now) and not driving is an unpleasant thought. But I know several people with vision in one eye that still have driver's licenses so don't give up yet!
I got the results of the biopsy on my left thyroid lobe...great news, no cancer. They did not get enough cells on the right side so it is still watch and see. I am not too worried about it.
Leroy, take care and use those pain meds if you need them. I know from experience that sometimes you just have to swear a little to feel better. I am confident this is just another bump in the road for you (albiet a pretty big one) and you will be back sharing your beautiful thoughts and words soon. May God bless you and Laurie and keep you safe.
Charlotte in Temecula

Sent by Charlotte Kewish | 11:41 AM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,
I, like so many others, appreciate the updates. I know that at a time like this it is hard to focus on anything but attempting to heal. I know that there is nothing I can say to help you cope, but my thoughts are with you. Thanks also to all your family and friends who support you and also take the time to continue the blog.

Sent by fern | 11:51 AM ET | 10-06-2007

A blog message on a Saturday ... I admit I was a bit fearful to open it. Shame on me. I should have known better after all my husband has experienced this past year. The big C is quite a roller coaster ride.

Thank you, Mr. Koppel, for providing us with this update. So good to hear Leroy has been able to get up and put weight on his spine. That's so very important. But my heart hurts for the disappointment he's experiencing with the results of the stroke. One more hurdle, one more bump in the road - and oh so easy to get lost in the downhill slide. Just means the rest of us need to step up those prayers and good thoughts to give Leroy the strength he needs to get on top of this. He will.

God bless Leroy, Laurie and all who care for them.

Sent by Dianne in NV | 12:22 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Dear Leroy and your wonderful friends and family,
Thanks for the update. These individual battles are certainly challenges to the body and spirit. You have weathered them all with such grace and ease here on your blog. This latest news will certainly require some adjustment. I know though, that soon you will return your focus to the bigger picture and renew your battleplan. I am praying for you and pulling for you.

Sent by JMoyer | 12:24 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy and Laurie
Stay strong. You have done so much for so many people. I might not be standing now if it wasn't for you. Thanks.

Sent by Irene | 12:24 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, My thoughts are with you. I had to stop driving for 6 months when I had a seizure due to my brain cancer and it was quite a transition. Fortunately, I was able to return to driving, but I totally commisserate with you. Good luck and best wishes, Tammy

Sent by Tammy | 12:34 PM ET | 10-06-2007

well it looks as if the wild roller coaster ride has been extended.....know that you are not alone on the ride of your life...we are here, right behind you with only the positive of thoughts and the kindness of strangers praying for your well being.
thinking of you today and everyday.

Sent by marianne dalton | 12:37 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,
I pray for and wish you only the best. You have been such a fighter and inspiration to me when I wanted to give up. Hang in there... you are my hero.

Sent by Diane Vandenberg | 12:51 PM ET | 10-06-2007

It is so good to hear that you are feeling well after your spinal surgery. Now, you will just have to enjoy the scenery around you instead of worrying about traffic.

Sent by Nancy Kelly | 1:02 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,

My best wishes are with you right now. I hope things get better with your eye, but even if it doesn't you are a very special man with more guts than any other person I know.

I am thrilled the back surgery has gone well and that will no longer bother you, but know it will be tough as recovery always is. My good thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care and best of luck to you.

Sent by Beth Hime | 1:19 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, don't count yourself out yet. My partner lost the vision of his left eye a few years ago, from untreated high blood pressure. That was also his Good Eye. The right eye has a kind of tunnel vision. He is still able to drive on a limited basis, and we still take motorcycle trips together. We use my eyes to help us stay safe. Some people think I'm crazy to ride with a "blind man" but I feel as safe, if not a little more so, because we don't take unnecessary chances. Hang in there!

Sent by Leah Wellman | 1:24 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy--Bless you.

Sent by sue | 1:36 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, Laurie, Ted, Maeve, and all ships at sea,

Thank you to Laurie, Ted, Maeve and NPR for keeping us up to date on our cyber-friend. My well wishes and positive energy are always pointed in his direction.

Hey guys, Michael here. Haven't responded a lot but have been reading. Life after Melody (10/20 makes it a year) has been tough but actually very educational. She taught me how to live and how to die, how a terminal illness changes your perspective and how perspective changes the way you feel about a situation...and here's the scoop (from my point of view)...

The situation: Leroy suffered a minor stroke after a successful major surgery. He has lost peripheral vision in the left eye from that stroke.

Admittedly: Dealing with any type of debilitating problem sucks. But one can not say "oh he's got it better because I lost all motion on my left side". You can not judge what one person's pain is to another. I could loose dexterity or some motion in a hand...and to some that may not be a big deal...but I am a piano player...that is a big deal. So I am not making light of the severity of the loss.

Some of us know all too well that little by little this monster takes away a little of our freedom, but it can't take away our spirit. The ability to continue to touch the ones around us, and love the ones around us, and talk and fellowship and find comfort and peace with those we are so fortunate enough to have. This, compared to all else, is the most precious. Live every day like your last. Love and be loved by the ones you are with (thank you Crosby Stills and Nash), go out and one of those things you want to do, experience something new no matter how small, these victories will out-shine the defeats. The old adage, "Take time to smell the roses" really takes on a different perspectives.

Leroy, your freedom will not be hindered by your eye problem. You will still be able to get around (albeit a little less convenient). You will still be able to see Laurie, Ted and all your friends. You will still be able to read our well wishes and you will still be able to give us the comfort we look for when we read your words and touch us with your insights. You'll still be able to enjoy a great steak and some wine, watch the Cubs blow the playoffs, laugh at the silly antics of Shattner and Spader on Boston Legal, see Ted on TV...Hey, compared to loosing peripheral on the left eye, that's not so bad eh?

I love you Leroy!

Michael

Sent by Michael (Caregiver Survivor) | 1:57 PM ET | 10-06-2007

What else can I say thathasn't been said....as you already know, but I will reitrate, WE LOVE YOU Leroy.
thanks Ted and Laurie for the updates...

Sent by liz zimmerman | 2:41 PM ET | 10-06-2007

If you can, Dear Leroy, move to the country and get an old rescued horse. Great physical therapy for the back and you won't have to pay the insane gas prices. Your adoring peeps will drive you to Dr.'s appts. or pub when necessary.
My brother had similar spinal surgery for a metastisis --he was also up and about soon after.
Best wishes for strength, and a speedy recovery.
Love,

Sent by J.Ron | 2:51 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, I read your blogs regularly from Charlotte, NC. Just want you to know I feel like you are part of my daily life and I'm thinking of you and praying that you continue to improve emotionally, spiritually, and physically!

Sent by Beth Hertzfeld | 4:23 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, What amazes me today, is the support and love that is heading your way! Stay strong our friend...you are an amazing man with an amazing army behind you!
Laurie, Ted, Maeve and NPR, thank you so much for the continued updates! This blog renews my strength and hope each and every day!

Sent by Laurie Hirth | 4:35 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy
It's so good to hear that you are recovering. God has a special journey for you. Stay strong and God will protect you.
Mary
Cypress, TX

Sent by Mary Scruggs | 5:06 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, as a neuro nurse, i know that stroke is something that is so unpredictable in these early days when mostly likely the damaged area is still recovering from it's injury. I've seen things like this that resolve to any degree and have also seen patients who do, as some of your other friends have suggested, need to adjust. Awhile ago you wrote about what you would be remembered for, and I strongly feel that rather than the accomplishments that you mentioned it will mostly be the fact that you have adjusted so well to everything all along your journey, bringing so many people together and causing us all to put our own lives in perspective and truly think about the things that matter. But don't take the comment about people remembering you as anything of a hint that I think you are on the slippery slope; if I were that cancer, I think I might just be getting darn tired by now.

Sent by julie | 5:06 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted - thanks again for remembering Leroy's buddies. Any news about Leroy is always appreciated.

Laurie - make sure that you take care of yourself too. We know you are suffering through this too.

Leroy - I'm impressed that you are back up on your feet and expressing your feelings in a manner that we all understand.

You're a tough cookie, don't let the vision issue set you back. Bodies are amazingly resilient - my incredibly poor eye-sight is actually getting better with old age. There's a positive for you.

You've been through some tough spots and war zones during your career - you'll make it through this one too.

Best wishes for your recovery.

Sent by Marie | 5:17 PM ET | 10-06-2007

I think that what Ted Koppel is describing is not the loss of vision in one eye, but rather losing his left field of vision in either eye; this has happened to my daughter during a severe migraine.

In California, driving means independence, and the loss of independence is devastating to anyone. Here's hoping that this condition proves to be temporary, and if not, then I know he will forge ahead with life in new and different ways.

Sent by Michele | 5:20 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted, Thank you so much for the update on Leroy's status, even though it had to be a good news/bad news type of report.

Leroy, I'm glad that you are letting off some steam, in what ever way you choose. That proves that the old spunk is still there!! You are making remarkable progress, even though it may not feel that way right now. And try not to worry too much about the left field of your peripheral vision. You can learn to compensate with your right eye. I have very little vision in my right eye and I still drive. And I can hold my own, even next to all the NASCAR wannabe drivers we have here in Charlotte! I'm tough and so are you!!

And Laurie, what can I say? I know your emotions have been all over the board, up, down and all around. I'm sure you are exhausted!! But we are all there with you and sending mountains of Cyber-Hugs to you, Leroy and everyone envolved in his care. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. God Bless!!

Eileen Pruyne
Charlotte, NC

Sent by Eileen Pruyne | 5:33 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Oh, Leroy, what a kick in the teeth. It reminds me of my dad being diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, and getting an unrelated kidney stone the next month--what, the guy wasn't dealing with enough already?! The icing on that cake was that they couldn't dissolve the stone because of the chemo, he just had to suffer through it. I really, really hope that there is something to be done for your vision. Whether there is or not, I'm so sorry you're hurting.

Still lighting a candle for you and yours each day... hope it's sending you something positive, even if that's as small as a cocktail umbrella : )

Mr. Koppel, thank you very much for the update.

Sent by Jess Neiweem | 7:07 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Your words have given me the strength to go on. I pray that we can give you that same strength.

Sent by Paula Polk | 8:18 PM ET | 10-06-2007

So sorry about the added complication of stroke, you've been thru so much. But you will again grow strong at the broken places and persevere. Not much really to say except that i am thinking of you and your loved ones and sending love and blessings...from sherri in texas BC dx 4-06

Sent by Sherri Eggleston | 8:40 PM ET | 10-06-2007

What they said!
I love you, Leroy Sievers!!
Anita

Sent by Anita Solomon | 8:42 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy and Laurie, when I saw you the other week, I didn't realize you were coming in for surgery. I am so sorry to read about your stroke. I am thankful however that you are up and around and that your deficits are not more severe. I thank you for the positive light you have shed on this terrible disease. I will be sure to tell Pierse on Monday what I have read. Although we all know she is most likely more on top of this than any of us. I will pray to God for peace and healing.

Sent by Kerry Z. | 9:14 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Ted, Maeve, Leroy and NPR,

Thank you so much for the update. I know you carry our thoughts and prayers for Leroy to him. Let's hope that the stroke and the cancer are things he will beat.

Sent by Geoff | 9:52 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy -

You are such an inspiration to all of us fighting our cancers. I understand from today's post that the road to recovery is a lot more treacherous than you imagined. We've all had periods where we could not see that proverbial light at the end of the tunnel. Please know that whenever you get frustrated and tired of the fight, you can lean on us for your strength and purpose. I suspect you have several more frivolous trips to Hawaii in you yet.

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Sent by Diane W. | 10:41 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,

I'd like to wish you the best of luck for as complete of a recovery as possible. You have been a real fighter through all of this.

I know what the fight takes as I have been through many of the same treatments as you over the past 5.5 years.

Keep your spirits up.

Sent by Jim Bloom | 10:43 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, Laurie, and Ted: I am so sorry to hear this news. Leroy is and has been a fighter through all of this. An unexpected turn is the kind that takes your breath for a moment. He will recover from this. He is loved greatly! All of you at NPR, thank you so much for the continued communication. Stan

Sent by Stan Wozniak | 10:53 PM ET | 10-06-2007

A reader of your blog, just want to extend positive vibes your way. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Cancer sucks, no doubt about.

Sent by Jane | 11:15 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy,
I am so thankful the surgery was a success. I have hope the vision loss may not be as debilitating as you fear. When faced with another cancer "challenge" I think back to all the other things I did not think I could do or tolerate. And yet when the time came,I just kept going forward and adjusted. Its amazing what we can do when there really is no other choice. You have already done this many times, and I am sure you get tired and hope for a break. I'm hoping too; and happy for what I have and hoping for what I lack.
Its too early to slide into home base just yet. Hoping for a good nights sleep and the desire to try again tomorrow.

Sent by cv | 11:25 PM ET | 10-06-2007

Leroy, Laurie, Ted, and all of Leroy's friends and family--many, many prayers. You are a blessing to so many.... From a faithful reader.

Sent by Connie (Constance Brown) from Texas | 12:52 AM ET | 10-07-2007

Leroy,
Keep on cursing! Anger and frustration seems a perfectly normal reaction to the eyesight issue. But when you're done cursing, remember the latest miracle as well!

Sent by Julie | 8:25 AM ET | 10-07-2007

My husband's name is Ted and my daughter's name is Maeve,[a name I love]. So I really feel like family. Thank you for continuing to bring us news of Leroy and his great wit. He has managed to keep us all afloat. I pray for you all.

Sent by Eileen Pluta | 8:29 AM ET | 10-07-2007

Dear Leroy & family
Glad to hear the surgery is a sucess, sorry for all the pain and complecations. You hang in there, that downward spiral is not happening now!! If love and good wishes can make you well...you should be feeling better by the second. Sending you all the support one can, keep that sence of humor, its what hold us all together.

Sent by Ellie Wingerson | 9:56 AM ET | 10-07-2007

Thanks for keeping us posted. We all need a friend as true and supportive as you are! Leroy is a big part of our lives - his blog is really important to me and to my husband. May his pain be minor and his recovery swift.

Sent by paula kent | 10:55 AM ET | 10-07-2007

Good Morning Leroy & loved ones! A week has gone by and each and every day must bring changes and healing. Your poor body must be resting up and gathering strength for the process.
I have no words which have not been said by all your well wishers! Hopefully, our vibes are getting through. Our very best ~ ~

Sent by J C R | 11:55 AM ET | 10-07-2007

My favorite response when I first learned I had cancer was a string of lovely profane words from my friend Karen. It seemed the most accurate and heart-felt response, and the one with the least pity and fear. I won't replicate it here, but say all this only by way of recognizing Leroy will face this in his own fierce and clear-eyed way. I do not know whether the collective energies all are sending will be felt in a tangible way, but am grateful that we have the updates in order to target our wishes, prayers, visualizations and energies on his and Laurie's behalf. And how lovely to have a friend so forthright and steadfast as Ted Koppel -- in good times and bad. Dear Leroy, you will find your way through this, and whatever may come next. Trust your instincts as you always have. You will find your way through.

Sent by Sarah | 1:19 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Leroy, Try not to be too discouraged. In the world of Cancer is seems like we are always trading one problem for another. I'm glad your back is doing well and I'm sending positive vibes for your eye.

Sent by Jill | 3:21 PM ET | 10-07-2007

I'm sorry this has happened. My girlfriend had a similar thing happen to her, but she has regained some sight, and can drive. OTOH, she remains a terrible driver! And she doesn't like to drive anyway.

It seems that cancer always involves compromises and adjustments, doesn't it? Those of us with serious cancer know all to well.

On the positive side, you have a lot of people pulling for you. Continued good wishes and continued hope for you. Keep your chin up.

Sent by Scott S. | 3:28 PM ET | 10-07-2007

I have been following your story since the earlt days. It is one of the first things I download each week. Hang in there Leroy You blog means a lot to me and to everybody. Keep fighting for as long as you can. I fell you are like family

Sent by Jeffrey Goodman | 3:40 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Keep cursing. You will drive again. Heck, you'll probably drive better than the majority of folks out there behind the wheel. Stay strong and my prayers are with you.

Sent by Anne Lumberger | 4:13 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Leroy:

I have just read both the good and bad news of your current conditon.

My heart soared to hear that you had been out of bed and that the surgery itself had been a success...You truly have wonderful doctors.

My heart than sank with the word of your stroke and the difficulty with your vision. There is nothing that any of us can say or do that will make that easier for you personally to deal with. We can tell you that you have only to look at the mountains you have climbed the last 22 months to realize that we are still behind you - eagerly helping to push and pull you up and down yet anothr mountain...for we don't really know what is on the other side.

Your afraid that the downhill momentum is gathering....perhaps it will make the climb up the next hill a bit easier....we really can't say. We do know that you are fighting with all of your heart and soul and that you have a tremendous team of doctors, nurses, friends, family and yes, even we blog partners cheering you on and praying that we can help you to see the top of tis next mountain top very soon.

God speed, Leroy

Sent by Cindy Sivula | 4:53 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Please know that your are never far from my thoughts and I only know you from your blog and your fight.....please keep fighting

Sent by Karen Tucker Mulligan | 5:35 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Leroy,

My prayers and thoughts are with you. I started reading your column religiously as my dear friend was battling melanoma. You both show such strength and spirit.

Al the best from Garnder, KS>

Sent by Deb Sull | 5:47 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Dear Leroy

My husband brought me several pages of your blog. I don???t know if you might be interested in this, but???..
And I couldn???t put it down. I???ve read it over and over as you have read my mind and beautifully written it down. Thank you.
I am so sorry you are enduring more pain with this new operation and although I don???t pray any more, all my good thoughts and feelings are with you during this time. I am 68, stage 4 colon-rectal / liver for 2 ?? years. My bravado is thinning but somehow, Leroy, your words and honesty are helping me. Be strong and come back for all of us who are staring to doubt our worth.
Nancy O. from Arkansas

Sent by Nancy Otley | 5:49 PM ET | 10-07-2007

please hang in there leroy. am praying daily for you.

neal

Sent by neal griffin | 6:51 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Leroy:
The God in us greets the God in you, the Spirit in us meets the same Spirit in you. If you need us we are there. Just call and we will hear!
Love, Don

Sent by Don Winslow | 7:23 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Leroy
Keep the faith and know that all of us in your Cyber-Family Love you and are grateful for all the hope and inspiration you have given us. You are in our hearts and prayers.

Sent by Michael | 7:23 PM ET | 10-07-2007

I HAVE BEEN DOWN THIS ROAD W SEVERAL CLOSE RELATIVES, INCLUDING MY FATHER. DON'T LET GO OF WHAT IS OUT THERE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IS COMING IN MEDICAL TECHNOLOGY. MEND WELL. YOU HAVE VOICED SO MUCH FOR SO MANY. THANK YOU !!!

Sent by MARY JO ALBERT | 8:42 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Leroy,
Hold strong. Things will get better, and the first week after surgery is always the most difficult. My father, who just passed away from lung cancer this summer, was totally blind in one eye for many years and drove all over the country without trouble. It is certainly sad that you had a stroke affecting your vision, but overall, it is a small thing. Focus on the positives...see yourself walking out of the hospital painfree....cancer-free or at least a bit ahead of the game again. I will pray for you to have strength in this very difficult time. Feel the support of all of us who care so much about youl

Sent by Laura | 10:08 PM ET | 10-07-2007

I'm sorry to hear about your vision problems. I lived two years of my life without car. One year in Austria where the car had to hold our parking spot and one year in Atlanta because we thought we would go back to Europe. It was an amazing time of my life. Much more relaxed and I met so many people while walking and on the bus I would never met otherwise. I learned so much about people from all parts of society. Even today I think about it sometimes how great it would be if I could live without a car.
I hope you will get over the mountain soon and will be able to put a positive spin on life as you adjust. And who knows: After my husbands brain surgery I saw amazing things a brain is able to do in terms of healing.

Sent by Sabine | 10:39 PM ET | 10-07-2007

"The less good news is that he suffered a minor stroke during surgery. The impact is on his left eye. Leroy is experiencing a sort of tunnel vision. His peripheral sight to the left is gone. The doctors are not optimistic that it will come back."

Ah yes, but according to what the docs initially told him Leroy should already be dead by now. And he's not. The Leroy we know and love quite likely can and will overcome this eye thing. Besides, people can legally and successfully drive with one eye. I have absolute faith Leroy will be driving himself around in no time.

We love you Leroy! Live strong!!

Sending much love and good wishes from Seattle,
Susan
http://lemonmargaritas.com

Sent by Susan Metters | 10:51 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Dear Leroy:
I am so happy that your surgery went well, and you are up and walking around. As for your stroke, no words can express how sad I feel.

Do you remember that game bop a mole. I tell people I feel like cancer is like bop a mole. Every time you feel you've hit the mole(cancer) here comes another one. YET WE (CANCER SURVIORS)keep bopping the mole(CANCER)in hopes of winning the game. It is possible.....to win the game!!!! We are all in the game together and are hoping and praying that all the people that read this blog with all their prayers will make a difference. On the day of your surgery I prayed all day long for you. YOU ARE TRUELY LOVED BY ALL OF US BLOGGERS.

May God Bless,you are in my prayers

Beth Morrison

Sent by Beth Morrison | 10:52 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Hi Leroy,

I am very sorry to hear about your post operative stroke and vision loss but glad to hear that the profanity lobe was preserved. A full verbal pallet is nice to choose from.

I, like you, can't drive due to cancer (a brain tumor, GBM) and it has taken me a while to adjust. I have also discovered which of my friends' and family's driving scares me most. Good luck with that.

Your writing has helped me considerably in dealing with my own disease and I'm sure it has given comfort to many others. There is a thread of humor running through your blog, a reminder to not take even this twist in life too seriously. Thank you and good luck.

Michael Burkill

Sent by Michael Burkill | 11:11 PM ET | 10-07-2007

Perhaps because Leroy is a big man and has undergone so much and in a very short period of time and has come out of it all cheerfully and determined that it seems a shock that this unforseen vision loss should occur.
I am so sorry as it seems to means such a lot to you. Perhaps unless we were in your shoes we wouldn't be able to understand how this feels for you.
I was also thinking that in some ways you have become our "Poster Boy", you seems to take so many things in your stride and I fel quite amazed and awed by your resilience. Then I wonder whether ir gets hard to do this all so publically, whether you feel any external pressure to react in certain ways??
I don't know the answer, I am trying to guess how i might feel.
But it's about how you feel, and how ever that is is OK with me.
I am really glad the operation seems to have been successful, but I am really sorry you are hurting at this loss.
My best wishes to you for a speedy recovery, and all those you hold dear

Sent by JJ | 3:02 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Dear Leroy,

I am so happy that the surgery for your spine went well but am heartstick about the stroke and your eye. I know how scary this must be but I am sending you lots of love and prayers and sometimes the doctors don't know how much will come back so soon after a stroke. You may end up getting that peripheral vision back. Perhaps it is too soon to know. Either way, hang in there, everyone is rooting for you! You are in my thoughts everyday,

Lianne Friedman

Sent by Lianne Friedman | 8:16 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Hang in there. Thinking of you every day.

Sent by Luba Wyznyckyj | 8:50 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Dear Leroy,

My heart just hurts for you. My husband has lost his vision in his left eye and can still drive. It must be the stroke that will stop you from driving.

I'm focusing my positive energy and love on you and praying for your situation to turn around. Please don't give up hope.

I know it's hard for you, Laurie. Know that we are all with you, too.

Thank you for the update, Ted. It means so much to all of us who care.

Sent by Laurel M. Jones | 9:54 AM ET | 10-08-2007

How about a peripheral seeing eye dog? she could look out the left side? ... maybe that wouldn't work ....hmmm .... then again .... miracles happen. Never, never, never give up! love from NOLA, Jen

Sent by Jen | 10:00 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Leroy and Laurie, I know you are both exhausted at this point but I bet your 2nd wind is just around the corner. Take a deep breath and know that you are not walking this path alone; we're all with you and you are being held by the Hands of God through all of this. Oh, and tell the docs you WILL drive again....hey can't be any worse that what's out there on the streets as we speak!!
Take care, and thank Ted for us.

Sent by Karen | 10:01 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Leroy: YOU CAN DO THIS! A friend of mine only has one eye and she drives all over - so,no your driving days are NOT over. You hang in there! We are HOLDING you up in PRAYER - and you've come too far baby, so HANG IN THERE!

Sent by Joan from Va. | 10:14 AM ET | 10-08-2007

He's running his own Chicago Marathon. My thoughts are with you Leroy!

Sent by Lisa | 10:19 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Leroy, I too am praying for you and your Laurie. I don't mess around with these prayers, I am praying for complete healing so that you can serve others by continuing to shine your beautiful light. I believe this is a worthy prayer and entirely possible.

There are so many wonderful people here trying to lend you strength and encouragement right now. A lot of focus on the positive and excellent points. What hits me though is that you were dealt another blow and that you might need a little time to deal with that. You DO still have a lot to be thankful for, but you are mourning the loss of something right now and you are afraid. Everyone who has been following this journey with you knows that you are going to get back up and continue to fight and laugh and share your insights with the world. I guess I just wanted to say that I hope you don't add to your burden by trying to be strong for us. Just be you, that has always been, and will always be, enough.

I hope you feel the respect and love so many are sending your way.

Sent by Nichole in FL | 10:32 AM ET | 10-08-2007

It's all been said, but I would like to join my voice with everyone else in sending my best wishes and hopes your way. I share Leroy's apprehension about the 'downward slide'. I know this is the hard part. When we were going through active treatment, as opposed to band aids to treat symptoms, and there was hope that we could beat the monster, it seemed we could endure anything. This feels like a different situation to me. I don't know how much I am willing to put up with in the name of 'feeling better.'

Lots of love and encouragement and understanding to you and Laurie. I cherish your presence here on earth. Thanks for sharing your time with all of us.

Sent by Stephanie Dornbrook | 10:41 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Leroy....

Peace and Love

Sent by Missy | 11:01 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Dear Leroy and Laurie,
I have been following all the posts from before Leroy's surgery and those post surgery. Please know that I've been with you in spirit and in prayer each day. The news that the surgery was successful was wonderful but the news about the stroke affecting your left eye's peripheral vision was heart wrenching. Thank you to Ted for keeping us aware of how you are doing. You are so strong and have passed on your strength to all of us, let us give you back all our strength for healing and love to lift both of you up. You are always with me!!
Love to both of you! Jude

Sent by Judith Tynan | 11:12 AM ET | 10-08-2007

Leroy,
I was sorry to hear about your stroke and the damage to your left eye, but I was incredibly grateful to hear that the spinal surgery appears to have been a success. Though I haven't had to go through anything on the order of your medical trials, I can say that those I've had have all had a blessing in store, especially when viewed with a bit of time and perspective.
I pray that God strengthens your body and lifts your spirits during this difficult time. Though you may struggle with needing to lean on others more than you have in the past, I'm sure you'll find that friends and loved ones treasure an opportunity to demonstrate how much they care. Sharing time with others as you are chauffeured may turn out to be a gift you'd never expected. I pray that this proves to be the case.

Sent by Kathy Groh Canby | 12:15 PM ET | 10-08-2007

Oh, Leroy, I am so sorry, having a stroke and loss of vision is such a cruel burden -- particulalry the potential loss of autonomy/driving (but from fellow posters here, that may not be the case...). Still, I couldn't help but think of the wounded buck perusing your backyard and smile knowing that there is a loving doe and a large herd supporting him as he forages, takes pleasure in his junkets and both makes his way and endures INNUMERABLE gauntlets. May this be the beginning of many good things as you continue to recover and thrive. I send you and yours my best thoughts.

Sent by Marcia | 12:43 PM ET | 10-08-2007

To Caregivers and Friends of Leroy and to Leroy.
From everything I have read in repsonse to Mr. Koppel's news, the same goes for me. NEVER, ever give up hope. The hills and mountains of life can seem impossible, but put one foot in front of the other and keep a'going.
Blessings, peace be with you all, and live strong.
Your work, and the words of everyone who responds, lifts me up every day. Looking forward to better news/days soon.
Deborah in Asheville (caregiver survivor )

Sent by Deborah Compton | 12:49 PM ET | 10-08-2007

Mr. Sievers,
I am glad to know you made it through surgery and are recovering. I am sorry to hear you had a stroke and that left you with vision problems. As you said in one of you earlier postings, on top of cancer, as cancer patients we still have to endure cancer as bad as that is and still face other illnesses and medical issues just like anyone else. I am also a cancer patient. Mine began as inflammatory breast cancer in 12/2004 and since then has metastasized to my bones in my spinal area (thoracic). I already have the osteoperosis bend in my back from the many fractures I've had. I want you to know that you are a hero if to no one else, then to me. Since you chose to be so candid about your cancer struggle and detail various treatments and surgeries you get, I have been able to show some of this information to my doctors to see if some of the procedures will work for me since my cancer is also in my spine. From the bottom of my heart, thank you and I will continue to pray for you!

Sent by Danette Winfrey | 1:01 PM ET | 10-08-2007

Leroy, your biggest enemy right now is DEPRESSION! I can tell you that from my own experience.
I am an aging Artist, a former cancer patient, who had a "Minor Stroke" six months ago on April 3rd. I will never forget it because I was about to bake a birthday cake for my husband for the next day.
Well my periphial vision in my left eye also and some in my right eye which already had the start of a cataract, is gone.
Needless to say, that the bottom has fallen out of my life and depression is my constant companion. Although my husband is my best friend, I'm afraid that I am not the best companion anymore.
However, my vision has constantly changed since that day. Sometimes it seems improving but then, when I strain they or get overtired, they get worse.
But you should be able to drive again after you have gotten adjusted to your new limited vision. Please take heart and do not let this deter your wonderful spirit. You have gone through so much and you also, have loving support around you. Focus on healing that back of yours, get walking again, and the rest will fall into place. I am DETERMINED to paint once again, or draw, or do some sort of art again. Maybe teach, I used to.
Leroy, we are waiting for word from you once again. Keep that great determination and spirit of yours going!
YOU can do it! Loveing good wishes to you and all those who love you.

Sent by J C R | 1:26 PM ET | 10-08-2007

I'm so happy to hear of the success of your surgery dear. Equally sorry to hear of your stroke and damage to your left eye. Anything that messes with our independence is "unwelcome"! I, myself, fear that. Even though doctors may not be optimistic, we all know that God sometimes has other plans. Even doctors admit that many times it is out of their hands. Try and relax and allow "time" to work on your behalf. You know the old saying, "God willing and the creek don't rise".... We all already knew you're not one to give up. Hugs and more hugs!

Sent by Linda | 2:54 AM ET | 10-10-2007

So glad to hear you are home and on your way to recovering. Keep looking ahead to those pain free days.
Will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers, your blogs are a constant inspiration to me. Thank you, Linda

Sent by Linda Dundore | 2:19 PM ET | 10-11-2007