Godspeed Leroy, for a quick recovery, certainly a recovery that is better that the last one! Love and blessings to you and Laurie during this difficult time.

Sent by Karen | 7:16 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you Laurie for taking time to update up. We're all praying for strenght for you and Leroy. You are being held in the hands of God while you walk this path.
Rest.

Sent by Karen | 7:17 AM ET | 02-07-2008

All the best to the two of you. Stay strong. As always, sending positive healing thoughts your way. Take care, both of you.

Sent by Sandy Lathe | 7:21 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Hi Laurie and Leroy,

Wow, long day indeed. Glad to hear he's using his pain button. Just overall, sorry that they found more cancer. This is a tough time, how are you doing? Hope you have lots of support too. Still keeping you both in our prayers and healing thoughts.

Take good care,

Kim B.

Sent by Kim B. | 7:24 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, thanks for the update and please know you are both in my prayers. Remember to take especially good care of yourself. Your journeys have been amazing and such a blessing to all of us on the blog in ways we sometimes cannot explain. My hope is that you both will be filled with as many blessings as we have all gotten from Leroy's daily sharing. Take good care of you while Leroy is recovering, and our best to him as always.

Sent by Paula Swink | 7:24 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks so much for the update. All best wishes and prayers are with you both.

Sent by Jen | 7:42 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie I am praying for both of you through this challenging time. Also praying the doctors have found the cause of the pain and dealt with it. Pain distorts everything. Blessings to you today and always.

Sent by JMoyer | 7:42 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Leroy and Laurie,
All my love and healing thoughts are heading your way. You both have given this incredible community you have woven so much.
Much love,
Mary Sullivan
Charlottesville, VA

Sent by Mary A. Sullivan | 7:43 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie - God Bless You for updating us...what a long, and hard day for you. Sometimes when I was going thru my surgeries, I really felt it was the hardest on my husband - at least I was "out" and he was the one that had to worry thru every minute and face it all so head on.
I'm praying and praying - for Leroy's healing, peace and hopefully that he will now be pain free.
Thank you so much for keeping us informed!

Sent by Ruth Chermok | 7:44 AM ET | 02-07-2008

With prayers of thanksgiving for the doctors and staff, with prayers of hope for your comfort and healing, I look forward to hearing from Leroy himself again soon.

Sent by Barbara | 7:45 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Bless his heart. Oh so much to endure. So much.

Prayers and love,

Lori

Sent by Lori | 7:46 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you for taking the time to update us during this is a difficult time for the two of you. Prayers are being said for the both of you! PS- Leroy, press the button OFTEN.

Sent by PC | 7:49 AM ET | 02-07-2008

What strong, lovely people you all are Laurie. Leroy is so fortunate to have you by his side. It is so good to hear that Leroy made it through this latest setback. Can't help but wonder how much this one man can take, but oh,for him to be able to reach a point where he will find some fredom from pain and a quality of life he can enjoy once again
Just reading the messages yesterday, as they increasingly came in, makes you realize how very much Leroy has become a part of our lives. Quite a tribute to a great man! Thank you for keeping us informed. Tender thoughts for you all.

Sent by J C R | 7:50 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie, I can relate to your "long" day. Just know you have the love and support of all your blogger family out here in cyber space. We will continue to keep you and Leroy in our prayers. God's peace and blessings to you, Leroy and this family. Stay strong and get some rest...

Sent by Laurie Hirth | 7:51 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you so much for the update, Laurie. I echo what everyone else has said - especially that our prayers are for both of you. Your role is so difficult - extra special prayers for partners and caregivers.

Sent by Laura | 7:53 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie and Leroy -
Please know we are praying for your each and every day. I hope the pain button continues to manage the pain related to cancer and surgery.

I begin each day with coffee in hand and start it with said coffee and My Cancer. This blog as helped so many of us feel less alone and the community that has grown has been healing for us all.

My prayers today will focus on recovery and healing and miracles.

I hope you all have lots of love and support around you.

Sent by Melissa T | 7:53 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, thanks so much for updating us on what had to be a sad, scary and exhausting day for you. I won't give you any advice, as I know that you're a seasoned veteran of life with cancer. It just seems so wrong that after all he's been through, especially lately, Leroy doesn't get any respite. You're both in my prayers.

Sent by Nancy K. Clark | 8:00 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie & Leroy,

So sorry to hear that more cancer was discovered. Hopefully the pain will be gone after this procedure and Leroy will be feeling better.

You are both in my thoughts and prayers.

Be good to yourselves and take time to heal.

Marie

Sent by Marie | 8:02 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, thank you for taking the time to update us. You and Leroy are extraordinary people...

Loving hugs...

Sent by Faun | 8:07 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie - please know that we know how hard YOUR job is. Taking care of someone, that balancing act, is not easy. When we say we are thinking of Leroy, don't forget we are thinking of you too. 9 hours of him in surgery means even more hours on pins and needles for you (at least Leroy has morphine!). Many of us who follow the blog are not patients but caregivers (or former ones like me) and know how agonizing it is. Be strong, but don't be afraid to take a little time for your self too.

Leroy: feel better soon! Sleep sleep sleep!

Sent by Liz L. | 8:09 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you Laurie. I know that all of this takes a toll on you as well. Just know that our prayers include you. Be sure to take care of yourself physically, emotionally and spiritually.

I am glad that the docs identified the source of Leroy's pain and have done their best to alleviate it through surgery. I will continue my prayers while the little light of Hope in my heart burns somewhat brighter with the news of today.

Leroy, remember that drugs are your friend at this time.

Sent by Al Cato | 8:11 AM ET | 02-07-2008

you are so fortunate to have each other through all of this. God love you!!!! Sarah

Sent by sarah | 8:12 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy is my hero.

Sent by Scott Fertig | 8:12 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie, Thoughts and prayers are with you both. Thank God for pain buttons.

Sent by dorothy in oregon | 8:13 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Wow - what a day for both of you! My prayers for strength for both of you in the coming days. I pray most for a cessation of pain....

Sent by Robin L. Fairfax VA | 8:14 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you for the update, in the middle of a very trying time.
My prayers are with you, and May the Grace of God be with you. May everyone surrounding Leroy at this time, find strength and peace. Let Leroy know that we are
using the button to God!
Wanda Amorose

Sent by Wanda Amorose | 8:19 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I will keep both of you in my prayers. Use the "pain button" as much as you need. Pain makes everything so much worse, as you know. Godspeed.

Sent by Carolyn | 8:20 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie Thank you so much for posting an update. We are all worried about the big guy and about you. It stinks that there was more cancer there. Hopefully, finding it and going back in results in giving you more good time together. I'm so sorry for all that you are both going through and wish I could give you a big hug.

Sent by Nichole in FL | 8:21 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, thanks for the update. Thank goodness for the pain medication button! Good luck with the hospital food.

Sent by Lisa D. | 8:29 AM ET | 02-07-2008

My thoughts and intentions are for the both of you.

Sent by Pat Z | 8:31 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie, I am sorry this is happening to Leroy and to you. You both deserve so much better; it is just so unfair. I'll continue to pray, along with countless others...pray for healing and pain free peace. Know that you have so many who care and are hoping for good results from this surgery. And, like everyone says, Take good care of your self, too.

Sent by Cathy | 8:33 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Lots of care and love to you, Leroy, and to you, Laurie! So many of us are pulling for you.

Sent by anne | 8:34 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, hang in there and stay strong! Thank you for keeping us posted!

Leroy, I wish you a quick recovery with minimal pain and KEEP using that button!!!! ;)

God Bless you both and you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Sent by Cristina Gonzalez, Tampa, Florida | 8:35 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie,
As a caregiver,Iknow what you are going through. We are doing doctors appts today and tomorrow awaiting the dreaded results of tests. I know you are somewhat grateful to have the distraction of the blog for a few minutes. Please take care of yourself and blessings to both you and Leroy for a speedy recovery.

Sent by Kathie | 8:35 AM ET | 02-07-2008

sending warm, caring, healing, strengthening thoughts to you both...and to all the others who are also experiencing a similar journey.

Sent by Gail | 8:39 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you, Laurie, for the update. I wish you much love ans patience as you and your Leroy recover.

Sent by Eleanor | 8:41 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie,
I thank God every day for both of you. You have given all of us the gift of friendship.
I would like to invite everyone who reads this blog to reach out to Leroy and Laurie, yesterday there were over 180 entries. Lets show Leroy what positive energy he has created. Sending that energy back his was can only help.
Prayers for all.
Linda

Sent by linda | 8:57 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie - I was so glad to see your news this morning, even though I know it must have been an exhausting day for you. Thank you so much for keeping us informed.
Leroy - Really, really hoping this gives you both pain relief and access to the next weapons in the arsenal. Meanwhile - rest and heal.

Sent by Leigh Hough | 9:04 AM ET | 02-07-2008

http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=Leroy

Lighting more candles for recovery and healing.

Sent by KathyV | 9:05 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Prayers, love and healing thoughts are with both of you~

Sent by betsey kuzia | 9:09 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Leroy and Laurie,

I hope you can stay strong. This is hell. I'm so sorry you are having to go through so much. God Bless both of you, with comfort and healing.

Sent by Connie | 9:13 AM ET | 02-07-2008

"You'll go through some tunnels, surrounded by dark,
And you'll wish for a light or even a spark;
You might get scared or a little bit sad,
Wondering if maybe your track has gone bad.
So here's some advide to help ease your doubt:
The track you took in must also go out.
So steady yourself and just keep on going-
Before you know it some light will be showing.
And then you'll be out, heading to a new place.
You'll be ready for the next tunnel you face."
This is an excerpt from one of the best books I've ever read, "I knew you could! A Book for all the Stops in your Life" by Craig Dorfman. It is based off of the story of "I think I can". I bought this book for my youngest child while I was potty training her and as I was reading it, I realized that this book is for me too. It has taught me a lot about my cancer experience and given me some good lessons to live by. I hope they help you too Leroy. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Sent by jen barad | 9:14 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Prayers to you and Leroy Laurie. The struggle continues...One day at a time.
Thanks for letting us know what is going on.

God Bless you both.

Judy

Sent by Judy Voller | 9:16 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Sending love and healing thoughts.

Sent by Harriet | 9:16 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I'm praying that this surgery will give Leroy the comfort he's fighting so hard for. My prayers are also being offered for you, Laurie, to maintain the strength needed to help Leroy. Bless you both.

Sent by Sharon | 9:20 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, thank you for using precious energy to let the extended family know how Leroy is doing. Hope that the love, prayers, hopes and positive energy flowing to both of you gives strength and comfort.

Sent by Lou Ann | 9:24 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Prayers to you both and strength for you Laurie. I was a caregiver and I know what you go thru. Please, remember to take care of yourself also thru this ordeal.

Sent by Deb from Michigan | 9:24 AM ET | 02-07-2008

MUCH love, prayer & postive thoughts are being sent to the both of you from the midwest!

Sent by sara | 9:28 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Leroy & Laurie,

I am not a regular contributor, but a faithful reader of this blog.

Laurie, may serenity find you where ever you are, and strength fill you and never leave you. May faith, healing, comfort, strength of mind and body engulf Leroy, and if this surgery does not solve it all, may it at least give him a respite from the fight he has so valiantly fought and endured for so long, giving us all an example of how not to give up. There are still many books to read, many entries to write. Live on Leroy, live on.

Best wishes to you both, you are always in my prayers.

David

Sent by David Abad | 9:35 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, thanks so much for writing. I am keeping both you and Leroy in my heart. Love and blessings from Sherri in Texas

Sent by Sherri Eggleston | 9:36 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Hang in there, Laurie and Leroy.

I am thinking of you and wishing for a good recovery. You have been through so much and here is a new trial. Now you have some answers and hopefully some good help from the surgery.

Rest and heal. May a time of renewal be upon you!

Sent by Celeste | 9:42 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Answers, answers, answers. It is nice to recieve info on "Why" things are happening to us isn't it. You can fight the good fight until you know the extent at which to fight.

Sent by Leah | 9:47 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I want to add my wishes for peace and healing and to Leroy and all of those who care for him.

Sent by Nancy Oliveri | 9:48 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks for your news, Laurie. You and Leroy have been more than ever in my thoughts since yesterday's posting. I hope you are resting today too. love and courage to you both!

Sent by Daphne | 9:49 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie,
I have been patient and caregiver so my prayers are for each of you to overcome the things you are facing right now. I am so sorry that Leroy needed more surgery but pray that it will give him the pain relief he needs. Take care of yourself along the way.
Charlotte in Rural Ridge, PA

Sent by Charlotte Kewish | 9:50 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I'll stop into our chapel at work and say a prayer.

Sent by Lisa | 9:53 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks, Laurie. That's quite a man you've got there!
Leroy, you haven't been far from my thoughts for days now. I hope you can feel the power of love that's being sent to you from all over this world by your fellow travelers.
God bless you both!
Anita

Sent by Anita Solomon | 9:59 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie thank you for the update. You and Leroy are in our prayers and thoughts as always.
Mary

Sent by Mary Egan Dufault | 10:02 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks for the update. Hopefully, now that they have removed the other cancer and fixed the old surgery maybe the pain will subside and Leroy can start feeling better. Laurie stay brave and maybe soon you guys can have some quality time together. God Bless

Sent by Teresa in WV | 10:03 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Many thoughts and prayers...warm regards.
Sandra Yudilevich
Athens, Georgia

Sent by Sandra Yudilevich | 10:06 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks for updating, we were thinking about you all day yesterday Leroy. Hope this surgery does the trick.

Sent by Jamie | 10:08 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I read your updates everyday - and somedays they automatically bring tears. My thoughts and prayers are winging your way - thinking of Leroy and everyone who loves him. Do you ever feel like looking toward the heavens and saying "Enough with the challenges already?"

Sent by Linn Woodard | 10:16 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Can't wait to hear your take on this turn of events Leroy - keep taking the happy juice, hope your pain is getting under control.

Sent by Lisa Burt | 10:16 AM ET | 02-07-2008

AS Winston Churchill said, "When you are going through Hell, keep going" Keep going Leroy; prayers for your courage and relief from that awful pain.

Sent by cv | 10:16 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie

Thank you so very much for taking the time to update the many members of the LA (Leroy's army).

I am sorry Leroy has undergo yet another surgical procedure and as extensive as it was, both procedure and time. I truly hope that the desired effect is achieved. Your wait was probably worse than his...

I know you know this as a care giver and significant other of a cancer survivor... you must take care of yourself as well as possible.

Give my best and positive thoughts to Leroy. I am happy he is using that pain button.

I continue to hold both of you in my prayers and thoughts.

Sent by Sue Chap | 10:17 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie,
Please let Leroy know that he isnt fighting this fight alone~~I will pray for him every day to get him thru this very hard time. He is loved by many.

Sent by Robin T | 10:20 AM ET | 02-07-2008

May those around you be blessed with strength and courage. May you find comfort and peace from the care that you are receiving. And may the gifts of hope and joy return to your heart once again. Sending healing thoughts your way. With much affection for a man and woman whose lives have touched mine so deeply,

Sent by eaf | 10:24 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you Laurie.

My prayers continue for you, Leroy, and the doctors and others who are caring for you both.

Sent by Geoff | 10:30 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks for the update. So sorry to hear about the spinal surgery, but my thoughts are with you... This is the best blog on the web and I'm looking forward to reading more posts from Leroy Sievers soon.

Sent by Matt | 10:30 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, thanks for taking the time to update the My Cancer blog for us junkies. I am in DC and out of work so give me a buzz if you need help. Oh, my last radiation treatment will be Monday! Yeah!

Sent by Dianne (DC) | 10:40 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I read this quote yesterday and thought of Leroy and everyone who contributes to this blog community. "Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow." Mary Ann Radmacher

My thoughts are with Leroy and Laurie, as well as all the courageous people whose thoughtful comments I read every day.

Sent by Leah Forst | 10:42 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Hopefully this surgery will be the magic bullet that heals. Laurie, take good care of yourself. Leroy, hang in there. We want you healthy and free of pain. Leroy, I lit a candle for you on the gratefullness web sit, and I will keep it burning until you get home!!

Sent by Sandra Mann | 10:55 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I'm sorry. God bless you both.

Sent by Carole | 10:58 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you for the update.

Sent by LindaK | 11:06 AM ET | 02-07-2008

My thoughts and prayers are with you, Leroy and Laurie.

Sent by Joyce in FL | 11:07 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you Laurie. My prayers for the doctors to find what was causing the pain and fix it were answered. My best to Leroy and continued prayers for his much needed and much deserved rest.

Sent by glenda | 11:08 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie,

Knowng you are going through such a rough time now, there just aren't appropriate words to say how much we think of you and Leroy, and how sad it is to find him back in surgery. Please,
pass along prayers to Leroy and know my prayers are for and with you, as always.

Thank you so much for keeping us informed, and trust you will continue to do so. He is so loved here, and part of the family, so we will be waiting patiently for any words of progress. Remember to take good care of yourself and get as much rest as possible. We are ever mindful of your enormous part in his recovery, and think of you with warmest admiration.

Love, Briana

Sent by Briana | 11:12 AM ET | 02-07-2008

I am glad that the blog held up with the onslaught of missives blogged for Leroy yesterday. There are thousands of us envisioning improvements for Leroy and wisdom and strength for his medical team and loving caregivers. The prayers will not cease.

Sent by Lucy | 11:17 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, Please give him my best. God knows he has been through enough. My hopes are this will take care of the problem, once and for all. He is so lucky to have you and his many friends to support him through all this. I don't know how you are doing, but I can imagine. You take care and take care of the Big Man too. Thoughts and Prayers. Stan

Sent by Stan Wozniak | 11:17 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie and Leroy,
My prayers, love and hopes are with you. Rest well.

Sent by Laurel M. Jones | 11:17 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Prayers your way, Laurie and Leroy. Keep pushing that pain button -- there's just no honor in suffering....

Sent by Victoria Ferreira | 11:25 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie,
Thank you so much for telling us what is going on with Leroy. What a hard nine hours that must have been for you! I'm keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.

Sent by Doris | 11:39 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, Thank you for the update. I've been praying for Leroy everyday. It's great that the doctors got him into surgery so quickly. You two sure have been through so very much, God be with you both.

Sent by Ruth White | 11:41 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie and Leroy,
Thanks so much for being so generous with your time to update us - we care so much about you both. You are in my prayers, especially today, but always.

To Leah Forst,
The beautiful comments on this site often bring me to tears - your's won the prize today. Thank you for sharing your quote on courage.

Sent by Amy in NJ | 11:47 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie, Thank you so much for taking time for the update as you are in the middle of all this. I sending my hopes to all that is good in the universe that what the doctors did will eventually lessen Leroy's pain and discomfort and weakness--even though he's using that pain button a lot now.

And you are also in those prayers, Laurie. I know every reader here who has come to care about Leroy is grateful that someone like you is his partner and is at his side in this grueling battle. I hope you find some time to nurture yourself--and get your own nurturing and support--through all this.

Sent by N.R. | 11:57 AM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie,
Leroy seems to have the most amazing doctors. They always seem to have something to try and help him. Everyone tells me how strong I am to be caring for my husband and I know everyone is telling you to be strong, but instead of being so strong, be good to yourself. Strong is over-rated.

Sent by Elaine | 12:05 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy,
This is good news. The doctors have found some cancers that are potentially dangerous. I understand how suffering it is in the days of post-surgery. But what can we do? We have no choice. You have to face it. You have to endure. You have a strong spirit. You definitely will past this most difficult two weeks. We are with you.

Sent by Da Sun | 12:06 PM ET | 02-07-2008

XOXOXOXO. You are in my thoughts every day.

Sent by grace | 12:09 PM ET | 02-07-2008

We miss you Leroy.

Sent by JULIE | 12:19 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie,

Your generosity at this tough time is incredible. Thank you for knowing there are hundreds of us out here wanting to know what's going on - and for responding to our need in the midst of your own.

Sometimes it seems to me that cancer is a balance between "let's fight" and "enough." Everyone is different about where they draw the line.

What is certain is that you are really being challenged right now, Leroy, and my hope is that you will rise to that challenge as you see fit.

Know that all of us will support your choices for yourself - all the way.

Blessings.

Sent by Diana Kitch | 12:28 PM ET | 02-07-2008

My prayers are with you, Leroy, and with you, Laurie. The My Cancer writings are so insightful and such a blessing. THANKS, Leroy!

Sent by Martha | 12:37 PM ET | 02-07-2008

I was saddened to read that Leroy had to endure yet another surgical procedure. How much can one body endure? At least now there is a reason for so much persistent pain. I hope that the surgical repair will give him some relief and improve his quality of life. I read the blog notice as I sat with my husband who was getting an experimental drug for his cancer. Waiting and watching has become a way of life for all of us who are caregivers. God give you strenght, Laurie and comfort to Leroy. He is such an inspiration.

Sent by Janet NC | 12:39 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie...I am holding you in my thoughts. You must be all in. To Leroy; You are incredible. I hope this surgery - after the incisions heal - gives you a true surcease from pain and you find your strength again. Pardon me for crying. I don't want this to be so hard for you. Sending you all the healing energy I can envision...

Sent by Alycia Keating | 12:46 PM ET | 02-07-2008

May God bless Leroy and you. Best wishes to one and all. Leroy's blog was very imprtant to my wife during her struggle with melanoma. I'd like to thank Leroy for his efforts--my wife would often share his comments with me. God bless you all!

Sent by Chet Bunnell | 12:46 PM ET | 02-07-2008

To Leroy,
I just saw a bald and proud Robin on "Good Morninr America". She has highlighted her journey with cancer and was modeling a designer dress with her new-found "Do".

I thought, " This probably would not happen without Leroy and others here telling their truth about Cancer.

Many in my family died without ever alluding to why. The saying, "You're only as sick as your secrets", is true universally. To me this is the healthiest place on the web.

I am constantly moved by Leroy and this blog...compassion and forgiveness everywhere. This is my answer to peace in the world....at least in my world.

Thanks, Cathi, PNW

Sent by Cathi | 12:48 PM ET | 02-07-2008

More hugs coming from Rochester! Thought about you guys last night.

Sent by Sue | 1:17 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie, so sorry you too have to deal with the "phantom" pains that turn out to be real!! For all of us going through this ... Listen to Your Body, not the the "most likely" from the Medical field. Warmest virtual hugs to you both.

Sent by Donna | 1:23 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Always with you, always.

Sent by Gretchen Hoag | 1:29 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie,

Thank you so much for this update. How hard this must be for you as well. Please feel the strength and love this group is sending your way. I hope that this surgery will fix Leroy's current problem (and any in the future) and that the pain pump will keep him in a pain-free oblivion until he doesn't need it. My thoughts and prayers are with you both.

Sent by Erica | 1:42 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie & Leroy,
You can certainly see all the caring that those of us in this "community" have for both of you. I just need to add my voice to that group.

Sent by Natalie | 2:01 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie...as all above. Strength to both you and Leroy at this time.
Prayers for comfort and peace!

Sent by Jo Ann Baswell | 2:05 PM ET | 02-07-2008

My thoughts are with you.

Sent by Lynne | 2:06 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy, I am thinking of you and wishing you a speedy recovery, and as close to whatever passes for "normal" that you prefer.
I've been reading you daily since you stopped making your podcasts/NPR segments, before that I was listening to them faithfully.
My father has had cancer for the last seven years (give or take some months of respite after the chemo) and your recordings and bloggings have given me an insight into the world that Dad inhabits very stoically, without much discussion of his situation. Thank you for...what, helping me walk a mile in your/his moccasins? Just thank you, and HANG IN THERE!

Sent by JulesH | 2:25 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks for keeping us updated, Laurie. We all love and worry about Leroy. I found myself in tears yesterday when I "heard" he was in the hospital again.

Sent by Colleen | 2:36 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Push it once or twice for us. A little pain free rest is well won. Cant wait to hear from you personally. Mountains of healing thoughts and good vibrations.

Sent by Haley | 2:48 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks Laurie, for the update. Hugs for you too.

Sent by Haley | 2:50 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy I'm so sorry that you've ended up back in surgery. You've had to put up with an awful lot since that vertebroplasty. I hope your back heals up nice and strong. God bless.

Sent by Steve | 3:12 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Hi Laurie & Leroy,

Thanks so much for sharing with the world your experience. And don't worry about using up all the drugs, they will make more. Push the button freely :o)

Sent by Teri Thomas | 3:18 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie, as always, you both are in our thoughts and prayers. Mary Gail and Gordon

Sent by Mary Gail | 3:35 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie you and Leroy are wrapped in our prayers, our care, and our hearts.

Sent by Sarah | 3:41 PM ET | 02-07-2008

To Laura and Leroy,
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and sending you healing energy while you are in hospital recovering.
In peace,
Lynda

Sent by Lynda | 3:42 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie and Leroy, you both are in my thoughts and prayers. Be Strong.

Sent by Brooke | 3:54 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Leory
I Hope you heal up quickly, and the pain is gone soon.

Brad

Sent by Brad Staples | 3:58 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy - keep hanging in there. You and Laurie are in our thoughts - we're channelling all the positive energy in your direction.

Sent by Bob Maimone | 4:18 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Love and prayers your way, Leroy.

Sent by Scott S. | 4:28 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie and Leroy - I am thinking of you both. You are both so strong.

with love, Elizabeth

Sent by liz h | 4:34 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear leroy and Laurie,

My prayers are with both of you. Stay strong and use that pain button, Leroy. Laurie, I know you will take wonderful care of Leroy, now that the docs have done their work. You can take over from here.

Sent by Marcy in NJ | 4:39 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie, Like many others I read this blog every am. I'm sending my best to you & Leroy. My husband has multiple medical problems and I've spent long hours in hospitals, so my heart goes out to you. I hope you are strong enough to ask for, and accept, help as you support Leroy right now.

Sent by Kathleen | 4:49 PM ET | 02-07-2008

thank you so much for the update, laurie. it's been a long day for both of you. a couple of painkillers that work well for me personally when in caregiver-mode are: knitting (which i still can't stop doing); and at bedtime, stupid-but-engaging reading and a small glass or two (max.!) of port. whatever you do, take care of yourself.

i guess it's for the best that family members don't get a 'pain button', but somehow it doesn't seem fair...

Sent by mary | 5:02 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Praying for you all in New York City.

Sent by Elizabeth in Brooklyn | 5:09 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Sending many prayers and wishes for healing and peace. Thinking of you daily.

Sent by LR | 5:14 PM ET | 02-07-2008

It is so kind of you, as others have noted, to take time and energy to keep us updated. Take good care; you are both in my thoughts every day.

Sent by Linda | 5:25 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Many thanks for the update. May I add my prayers and wishes for a speedy recovery and a vastly more comfortable state of being for Leroy? These positive 'vibes' are winging their way across the Atlantic as I write.

Sent by Maris | 5:41 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Thank you for updating us, Laurie. Keeping both of you in my prayers.

Sent by Lisa Lindstrom | 6:07 PM ET | 02-07-2008

May your find some relief from the pain...and some peace when you rest. You are both in my thoughts.
Mel

Sent by Mel Sebastiani | 6:17 PM ET | 02-07-2008

I know this wasn't exactly a development you saw coming. I'm sorry as h*ll that you've had to go through this latest challenge. Sending warm thoughts to you and Laurie for strength and healing.

All hail the pain button!

Sent by Lisa T. | 6:23 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie...Chris and I think about you and pray for you each day. We will continue to send positive thoughts, energy and prayers your way.
Our best wishes and our love to you both.

Sent by Catherine Bury | 6:30 PM ET | 02-07-2008

More cancer? Damn. I was afraid of that. Well if anyone can kick it's butt it's Leroy. Sending prayers and well wishes from Seattle...

Sent by Susan Metters | 6:34 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Thanks for the update Laurie, and you take care of yourself too. Please pass on good thoughts and love to Leroy from his news friends in the Bay Area. We're rooting for him. xo, Rebecca

Sent by Rebecca Corral | 6:55 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Laurie & Leroy, here comes the afterwork brigade to send our loving concerns for you both. Hallmark can learn a few lessons from this blog. This is genuine and true and it's because of you big guy. Praying you both rest well tonight.

Sent by Marge from Texas | 7:11 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Read about this book on NPR.com and thought you might like to see it - "Not Quite What I was Planning - Six Word Memoirs by Famous and Obscure Writers" edited by Rachel Fershleiser. Hope you are resting comfortably.... :-)

Sent by Anne | 7:34 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie,
You are such a blessing to Leroy--Please try to take care of yourself. When he is not awake and watching, you don't have to always be "tough". I know that with my husband, I always tried to act brave.....Ten months later, I am still not tough. I HATE cancer. God bless you both.
Jane

Sent by Jane from AR | 7:35 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Dear Leroy, you are a very tough man, just like my husband. He has cancer, too. It's in his throat, lungs, and a little in his bones and abdomen. We now have hospice to help us. Consider this: giving in is not the same as giving up. In some cases cancer is relentless and 'giving in' allows you and your caregiver to experience a type of peace that can lead to improved quality of life.

Sent by Linda J Garwood | 7:44 PM ET | 02-07-2008

I read your blog every day now. The first, and only blog I have ever read. And I have found myself being drawn further and further into your world of hope and pain and challenge. I can only say that I think of Leroy now every day and wonder how he is. And I think that what he has done - putting all this out on the web for all of us to see - is a wonderful and brave act. I salute it. I salute him and everyone around around him who has to deal with the realities of this illness up close and not through the keys of a computer. I think of him every day.

Sent by christopher coutant | 8:10 PM ET | 02-07-2008

I have been typing/erasing trying to find the right thing to say. Just can't come up with anything except, "I am praying for you, Leroy. Praying for complete healing and comfort from the pain."

Sent by Stacy | 8:39 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie,
You both have obviously done so much for us as a community....it's hard for us not to be able to give back to you (other than with messages of concern and prayers) in your times of need. I hope that knowing how important your work has been to everyone here will bring you inspiration to move forward in these coming days.
Take your time to recuperate. We'll wait!

Sent by Aimee | 9:16 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Laurie and Leroy, we continue to keep you in our prayers; our sincere wishes for a better tomorrow,

Sent by Dee | 9:22 PM ET | 02-07-2008

I found this blog quite by accident, and have spent the last week or so reading from the beginning. I wouldn't let myself skip ahead, so when I got to the last couple of days, with this downturn, I felt like Leroy is my good friend. I can't believe the strength it must take to continue on.

You see, my husband's cousin is in stage IV colon cancer with liver, lung and ovarian mets (I know what these words mean, now). She probably won't last much longer, but if she makes it to her birthday in March, she'll be 39. Thank you to Leroy for helping me understand.

Sent by Anne | 9:23 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Just unbelievable! Leroy and Laurie and so many others...what this disease makes us endure! Those researchers in the basement labs with the white coats need to hurry up!

Sent by Sheara | 9:32 PM ET | 02-07-2008

What an ordeal this has become.
One hurdle after another,
And yet you persevere.
Special blessings and love
To both of you.
Judith

Sent by Judith Newkirk | 10:02 PM ET | 02-07-2008

You are in my thoughts. Stay strong Leroy.

Sent by Krupali Tejura | 11:23 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Ahh??? to be comfortable. I'm thankful the doctor(s) discovered why Leroy was having so much pain. I'm sorry it was due to more cancer.
Laurie, I???ve never worn your shoes so I don't know what you're going through. I do remember though how much I appreciated having my husband there when I woke up those first days after surgery ??? or just having him sit quietly in the room with me when there was nothing else he could do. He was my rock as you are Leroys. Bless you girl!
As for you Leroy, hang in there -- your long dark days of pain and gloom will soon be replaced with sunshine!

Sending love your way today and always!

Rhonda H

Sent by Rhonda H | 11:36 PM ET | 02-07-2008

Leroy and Laurie, Thanks for message, Laurie. What an ordeal - 9 hours of surgery. I hope some of the pain will be relieved soon - in fact, lots! You are a fighter Leroy. My son, Andrew, had surgery yesterday to harvest cancer cells for the next treatment. Also they cauterized some of his bleeding, weeping tumors on his leg. He will be in the hospital for a month in a few weeks. Last treatment failed and it was such a difficult ordeal. You know about that Leroy.

I pray that both of you have strength to get through this ordeal.

Sent by Maureen | 8:50 AM ET | 02-08-2008

a listener and admirer in Philadelphia is praying for you both. I am in awe of your bravery. You remind me of what's important in life.

Sent by Tracey | 11:03 AM ET | 02-08-2008

Laurie, I don't know if you were "signed up" for the writing part of this ordeal, but you are doing a wonderful job. Your insightful, well-written postings are most welcome, and I'm sure your attitude and support are a blessing to Leroy. God bless you both.

Sent by Janet Robson | 10:14 AM ET | 02-20-2008