What Do We Call This?

We have an assignment.

We, and I mean all of us who are struggling with loss, need to come up with a name for it.

We're here because of cancer. We all know the symptoms. We're not sure when or why the tears come, but they do, and we cry. A lot. When we least expect it, there's this feeling in our gut ... like a knot tightening. Visit an old familiar spot, and the beads of sweat roll off the forehead. Read an email, or a caring letter from an old friend, and the emptiness is overwhelming.

Our internal compass is broken and no longer shows us the way. Cancer's last hurrah.

So what do we call this?

-- Laurie

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