Our hip hop series is rocking my world. More on that soon.

But I want to give a special notice to my interview with Da Brat.

She went from rapper to producer... and contestant on the weight-loss reality show "Celebrity Fit Club."

She and I are sisters under the skin... I'm talking about all of our lipid (fat) content, unfortunately.

Homegirl and I could break it down about Garretts' popcorn and cheesburgers and... struggle. I'm talking the struggle with weight.

Many of you remember my Fitness Challenge. I wish I could say I was now a size 12 (my goal). But I'm not. I'm still in the struggle... and I accept full responsibility for the fact I have not made lifelong changes. But I'm not giving up.

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And furthermore....

I got a call from a news organization that shall remain nameless.

They wanted me to do a point-counterpoint with someone who says black women need to stop accepting their fat and start fighting it.

In other words, they wanted me to be a "fatvocate"... an advocate for fatness.

I'm not.

That doesn't mean I don't promote self-love and acceptance for people of all sizes—including myself. I do.

But it also means I recognize the health risks I am taking by maintaining a medically obese weight (in my case, I am still over 200 lbs).

I'm not deluded about what I am probably doing to my joints and arteries.

I am also not deluded about the many reasons why I have not yet transformed myself.

I'm a workaholic; an internet-a-holic; and a cheeseaholic.

I never met a salty snack I didn't like.

But more than that, on some level I still feel that fitness is a luxury... that I should be nose-to-the-grindstone (or the computer screen) rather than brisk-walking through the lovely SoCal weather.

My attitude is changing, especially given that I had a really bad fall a couple months ago moving some furniture. I jacked up my left ankle AND my right knee, which means I literally didn't have a leg to stand on.

Accidents will happen. And healing will be slower if I'm overweight.

So: la lucha continua.

I'm happy to push self-acceptance, but don't ask me to be a "fatvocate," please.

MEANWHILE....

I want to hear about your struggles... and your successes. Shout a sister out about how you're dealing with health, fitness, and personal acceptance and responsiblity.