I enjoyed your interview with Terrence Howard and was glad I got the chance to hear it. I had no idea about his supposed affiliation with J.W.'s. I applaud his candor, openness, and honesty. He spoke with such fluidity and respect you could tell his answers were from his experience, his heart. I myself am one of Jehovah's Witnesses and would only hope I could speak as eloquent about my faith as he did and the recognition he gave Jehovah God's Word the Bible. I thank Terrence and you and NPR for sharing.

Sent by Judith Posey | 1:03 AM ET | 05-23-2007

I can only say Ditto

Sent by PLC | 9:20 AM ET | 05-23-2007

The interview was great. I think that Howard's personal conflict is what makes it so appealing and applicable to all of us. Please find more people like him to interview; such interviews help make all of us feel like we're not the only ones who struggle to reconcile our lives with our spirituality.

Sent by Steve Petersen | 9:44 AM ET | 05-23-2007

(chuckling) I would simply love to be as well spoken as Judith Posey! No matter... Suffice it to say I was just as surprised at Mr. Howards affiliation with JW's, and ever grateful that the interview was allowed to air. I look at him in a totally different light now; not just another actor, but actually feeling as if I know him a bit more personally. I hope to continue to be deserving of being one of Jehovah's Witnesses and am awed that Mr. Howard esteems it a privilege himself, altho not yet realized....

Sent by Sandra Woodberry | 11:30 AM ET | 05-23-2007

Thank you for airing Mr. Howard's comments in regards to his faith and beliefs, I've heard him before speak up about what he had been taught from God's Word the Bible and each time I hear him he comes across as someone who has had a great deal of contact with the "Friends," Mr. Howard's knowledge about the Jehovah's Witnesses is not just a "Ship Pass'n in the Night," - but it feels as though he has dealt deeply with the Truth! Although he claims not to be one of Jehovah's Witnesses he speaks like a "Taught One," again not as someone that has no wisdom nor knowledge of God's Word and therefore I would definitely encourage Mr. Howard to seek Jehovah's Stronghold RUN not walk - as fast as he can! it's not easy to walk this "Narrow Road," but if we want life then Walk it we must! While seek'n Honest-hearted Ones to join us in serving the True God! Jehovah. Again, Thank you for allowing others to hear some "Good News".

Sent by A Sister | 1:41 PM ET | 05-23-2007

I thought the interview with Howard was great! I like the way you broached the topic with him and his willingness to be open about his feelins about the religion. It was quite refreshing. Well done.

Sent by ernise | 1:55 PM ET | 05-23-2007

I was suprised that you were thinking of not running the interview. The most interesting stuff seems often to come up when you least expect it: someone's approach, thoughts, are different than advertised, or conflict with other beliefs they hold. Good stuff. By the way, I can't imagining hiding if JW folks come calling, but I would tell them thanks but no thanks. I'm always a little suspicious of folks who think they have a single answer to life's many mysteries. At the same time the bible, specifically the King James version, is the fountainhead for all of English literature. I'll continue to go that fountain to be refreshed.

Sent by Stanley | 2:46 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Terrace, I know it's hard for you...Jehovah never said it would be easy. Your knowledge of the Bible is well commended. Listening to your interview, I was sadden by the fact how it's so hard to turn away from the things that Satan puts into our way...the whole world is lying in the power of the wicked one(1John 5:19)Terrace think about this also 1John4:10

Sent by Sister Brown | 2:59 PM ET | 05-23-2007

I went to the same Kingdom Hall as Terrace, and I will never forget his honesty about the struggle. Terrace, if you are reading this.. I no longer have the struggle and am now in peace with my heart and mind. I contribute my peace to you and others that have helped me along the way.

Sent by Tammy from the Conchie K. H. | 4:12 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Wow, how encouraging your interview was to me. More often than not, the beliefs of the witnesses are criticized and not spoken of seriously. It is such a beautiful thing to be able to hear the words and teaching from the Bible spoken so openly and eloquently. Mr. Howard has certainly given a good "witness" and I thank you for this interview that has illuminated some truth about this wonderful worldwide brotherhood.

Sent by A sister | 4:32 PM ET | 05-23-2007

It was wonderful to hear Mr. Howard's heart. Thank you NPR for airing this interview. We all should be so humble and BRAVE to expose our weaknesses as Terrence did. I AM proud of Mr. Howard and his determination to continue and WIN "the war within". Jehovah will bless his efforts. Your sister.

Sent by Debe | 4:41 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Terrence, I hope you are reading these words of encouragement- can you feel the warmth & connection with them?
Hearing you speak about the truths of Jehovah has brought so much joy to my day- thank-you! I
I became a witness as in my teens, now I am a mother of 2- my 20 year old son had many conflicts,& was pulled away by bad association, sadly, he is now in prison..I have a strong hope that he will come to his full senses..of course
my heart aches every single day, if only he had took the right course! It seems like you really have a good head on your shoulders- I really do feel that getting involved with the wrong folks is like quicksand, slowly it pulls you in...I would like to share with you and all the readers a scripture that is such a great soure of
encouragement-especially if you are a parent, as we both are....
Luke 11:11-13
Agape' Sheree

Sent by Sheree | 5:24 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Wow! Very few people articulate what they believe as well as Mr. Howard did in this interview.
He explained things about Jehovah's Witnesses better than "Knocking" did.
Bravo, Mr. Howard.

Sent by Junius | 5:26 PM ET | 05-23-2007

I would suggest that almost all of the people writing in about this interview are practising "Love Bombing" as taught at the local Kindom Hall.
The reality is that the Watchtower religion has brought much pain and hurt to families. As the potential convert is talked into a Bible study (which turns out to be only a book study of Watchtower materials), the policy of extreme shunning is glossed over.
After baptizm, if you disagree even with the smallest of Watchtower doctrine, then you have a chance of being shunned by all your JW associates, friends and family the world over.
Granparents never seeing their grandchildren grow up, children being hung up on the phone from their parents, brother and sister living in the same neighbourhood yet not a family anymore. Heartache is the reward for joining this high control group.

Don't be fooled by the love bombing.

Sent by Alex | 5:58 PM ET | 05-23-2007

An excellent example of twisted thinking is when Terrence states that those who leave the JW and get shunned are in reality the ones shunning their family and friends still in the Watchtower group. THIS IS FRIGHTENING.
The Watchtower is a high control group.
Red flags should pop up when one hears twisted thinking like the example provided.

Sent by Alex | 6:22 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Dear Terrence: I hope you can read this. I am so proud of your sincere expressions and honesty. You are a very smart man. Sometimes the war inside us seems overwhelming, but what gets me through is knowing where our source of energy comes from. There is nothing greater than that. That means there is no obsticle you can't overcome. Just take it small... an a mile's too high, but an inch is a cinch.

Sent by Felicia from Moreno Valley CA | 6:34 PM ET | 05-23-2007

show on Jehovahs witnesses was wonderful

It was done in a fair unbiased manner

Good for you Joe.

Sent by lynda clingerman | 6:46 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Just continue to do research for yourself by using God's Words the Bible, Your heading the right direction the Truth will set You Free! Pray for Jehovah to Guide You. We all Fall Short Because we're inperfect, But we will win The Fight with Jehovahs help.

Sent by Your Friend | 6:58 PM ET | 05-23-2007

As a Jehovah's Witness I was very glad to hear my faith discussed in such an honest way. He being associated for 17 years yet not getting baptized could have made him jaded. This in turn could have caused him to speak with disregard but he was very honest about my faith and his short comings. I pray that he will continue to exercise and soon join me and my 6 million strong in the race.

Sent by J. Edwards | 6:59 PM ET | 05-23-2007

PLEASE PEOPLE!! LETS NOT FORGET HOW EASILY APOSTATES HAVE ACCESS TO THIS!

Sent by jack | 7:13 PM ET | 05-23-2007

I was raised by JWs and I've seen alot and witnessed alot but the things that everyone should remember(Alex) is that you can't hold man do against God. Although I can relate to what Mr. howard said greatly it is very hard to stop doing things you own way. Thats my problem as well,but I continue to fight and pray. One day I hope that I will be end Jehovahs favor. That is the most important thing!

Sent by A Fighter As Well | 7:21 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Jehovah's witness people will not tell you that the only people who can understand the bible are the small group of governing body members.
All truth from Jehovah God is passed only through these few men.
Sounds kind of like a cult to me.

Sent by Glenn | 7:39 PM ET | 05-23-2007

As someone who is desperately trying to regain a relationship with Jehovah, it was so incredibly refreshing to here this. I am a fairly young person who has grown up in the Truth, and I had simply taken what I knew for granted. So thank you, Terrence. You're quite an example to those who are in a similar situation as yourself, and I would venture to say you will have helped more than a few adjust thier thinking on these important matters.

Sent by Tyson Herchak | 7:42 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Witnesses do not shun people just for disagreeing with them; nor did they separate Terrance from his family; contrary to untrue beliefs posted by "Alex". I know his children who have visited my congregation; and although they and their mother remain Jehovah's witnesses and he no longer identifies himself as one, he maintains a relationship with them and even took his son with him to the Academy Awards. (You can see them sitting together if anyone has the tape.) Everyone has a choice to believe and act on what they wish, and hopefully that choice is based on truth.

Sent by Friends in PA | 7:56 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Here we go again, JWs get a favorable puff piece and they go hog wild in trying to defend the Watchtower and control what each other says to minimize the damage control. It reminds me of Catholics in South America holding up the saint idols and marching down the streets, only you are holding up this Jehovah idol, who is non-existent. Jehovah has not kept the WT from making dozens of fale prophecies, cover-ups, and doctrinal flip-flops over the last 120 years. Jehovah has not blessed the modern day organization as it is losing steam and will slowly die in the years ahead due to lack of decent leadership. Jehovah has not kept the organization clean, as pedophiles are going door-to-door and hidden by the congregations. Get out the green hats, oh WT apologists, and make sure your brothers and sisters say everything JUST RIGHT to make sure Jehovah is not seen in his underpants! The Watchtower is dying a slow death, and no one cares anymore. They are reaping what they have sown.

Sent by Randall Watters | 8:44 PM ET | 05-23-2007

Good job in the interview, Michel. You asked the questions that we would have asked. It was interesting to understand the difference between being a Jehovah's Witness and having to "qualify" to do so.

Fine job.

Sent by Rajay | 9:51 PM ET | 05-23-2007

TERRANCE, PLEASE READ THIS. Remember, there will always be struggles to becoming one of our dear brothers. Satan will constantly throw temptations and hardship our way. We have to muster up enough courage to resist, at whatever costs, though. Your candid interview was absolutely heartwarming, you really seem like you want the truth. Please, I as well as any other brothers and sisters reading or listening to your interview, urge you to take the necessary steps. Now's the time...Armageddon is fast approaching, and this system is only going to suck you in further the longer you wait. Please, pray earnestly to Jehovah for the strength to do this...we are all behind you, and it is so wonderful that you can use your fame to give us a good name, after so many attempts to defame us by such ones as Alex and Randall above. Don't listen to such ones, they are like all the opposers in the prophet's days that ridiculed and mocked their preaching activity and their heeding God's warnings (such as those in Noah's day, when they laughed at him for building the ark for the whole 40 years yet in the end, were destroyed) or like those who opposed even God's son himself- Jesus. Remember, a 'slave is not greater than his master', so just as Jesus was persecuted and spoken wrongly against, so will Jehovah's sons and daughters of today. Pray, pray, pray, Terrance, and all other honest-hearted ones for the continued courage we need to stand up to our opposers. Have faith in all Jehovah God's promises, they've happened in the past, many are happening now, and the grand finale WILL happen too. Have no doubt.

Sent by A sister | 10:44 PM ET | 05-23-2007

all of you who struggle we pray for you to return to the true GOD Jehovah

Sent by D.S. | 11:15 PM ET | 05-23-2007

I think Terrance Howard is a good example to alot of people. I can appreciate his honesty. In this world there are alot of people afraid to face there imperfections. I am a JW and to hear Terrance admit "Hey I have some things I need to work on." Says alot about him. When you acknowledge your imperfections, your able to work on them. Terrance, if you read this I want you to know that everyone has there struggle. It's what corrections we make once realized that makes the differnce. Please continue to pray. I will pray for you as well.

Sent by trina | 1:11 AM ET | 05-24-2007

"Witnesses do not shun people just for disagreeing with them; nor did they separate Terrance from his family; contrary to untrue beliefs posted by "Alex"." [Friends in PA]

Jehovah's witness DO shun people when the organization 'disfelowships' them.
Even before that a member could be 'marked' and others would shy away from that person. Please stop your lies.
As far as Terrance, no where did I say that the organization seperated him from his family. He is not baptized into the group and I did say after you become baptized. You just say things that are untrue.
Just for the record also, I was never a member. This organization uses the term apostate as a tool for labeling anyone who changes their mind about following this man led religion. Anyone who comments anything negative about this group automaticly gets this label slaped on them.
This is a high control group.

Sent by Alex | 3:39 AM ET | 05-24-2007

I have five children all now young adults who were raised as Jehovah's Witnesses. Two of my sons started smoking at 18 and now feel the same way as Mr. Howard. It was the allure of trying new things (like Eve) that drew them away from Bible principles on staying clean from addictive substances and now the addiction dictates to them how they spend their money and their level of cleanliness. Their breath smells, their clothes smell, their teeth yellowed and who knows the condition of their lungs? These are handsome, intelligent young men who dress professionally and are in finance and IT careers. Yet this addiction holds their spiritual advancement back. You can't slave for two masters and smoking is a master.

We love them and know that their level of desire to please God, rather than men or even themselves will be the determining factor on their successful break from tobacco. We are here for them and so is Jehovah when they are ready. They have no doubt of all our love because, like Jehovah, we try to express our love, concern and support at every opportunity.

Sent by Karen Kelley | 6:49 AM ET | 05-24-2007

I heard that type of information about Terrance Howard before, and now it is just a confermation of his faith fo Jehovah. I am one of Jehovah's Witness and do find it refreshing to have the knowledge, and I am glad to hear that he is trying to accept the truth.

Good for you Terrance

Sent by Arko ~ Massachussetts | 9:40 AM ET | 05-24-2007

Thanks to NPR and Terrence for it's bravery and honest enlightenment of a long misunderstood group. It's a shame that Society chooses to KNOCK those things and people they do not understand. Kudo's to you both...

Sent by Tony | 9:42 AM ET | 05-24-2007

Terrence you interview was truly inspirational. Many will who do not understand the faith will, look down upon it, will degrade it, will throw stones and spit upon us (figuratively) just as they did Jesus. But just remember Jesus said that said that if they did it to him they will do it to us. Keep reaching for the real life and don't give up. Disregard any of Satan's tactic's to use those who wish of you to turn away from Jehovah. Many who chose to leave Jehovah because of not wanting to leave by BIBLE'S standard not PEOPLE standard will quickly try to talk bad about JW, but that's all they can do. We live by the Bible. And as you says YOU experienced that yourself. NOONE can take that away from you especially if they no nothing about JW, or if they chose to leave because they want to do their own thing and blame it on Jehovah rather than themselves! All who oppose will have to remember Acts 5:38,39
And we know that numbers don't lie. The growth is astounding, and the peace we receive within is beautiful. Never let anyone take that away from you especially your relationship with Jehovah (Psa 83:18 for all those with the KJV or other bibles that have not been changed throughout the years)

Sent by Y.D. | 10:03 AM ET | 05-24-2007

When I had heard that Terrance Howard was a Jehovah's Witness I was happy. I looked at some of the roles that he was portraying which included profuse cursing, fornication, drug and alcohol abuse, gun toting, etc... I was "stumbled." I then realized that obviously I had been misinformed about his affiliation with the "Truth." Mr. Howard needs to realize how powerful and influential Satan is. One of the traps of Satan's visible organization is "big business" (the entertainment world). If he wants to remain faithful to Jehovah he is going to have to give up acting or screen his character roles carefully and become not just a "hearer of the Word but a doing of the Word." He will no longer have to struggle with his emotions.

Sent by W. L. D. | 10:15 AM ET | 05-24-2007

Wow.

Sent by just passing through | 11:04 AM ET | 05-24-2007

Jehovah's Witness broke our family apart.

I was one for 30 years........now am free of the Watchtower organization.

Sent by braveo | 11:19 AM ET | 05-24-2007

WHAT A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND IS THAT WHEN A PERSON IS DISFELLOWSHIPED (OR AS SOME OF YOU CALL IT "SHUNNED") THEY ARE SHOULD BE AWARE THAT DISFELLOWSHIPPING IS A LAST RESORT. IT IS NOT AS THOUGH PEOPLE HAVE SEX WITHOUT BEING MARRIED ONE TIME AND THEY ARE KICKED OUT! DISFELLOWSHIPING IS A PROCESS, WHERE THE PERSON IS COUNSELED CONTINUOUSLY. DISFELLOWSHIPPING IS ONLY DONE IF THE THE PERSON CONTINUES TO PRACTICE WRONGDOING AND IS UNREPENTFUL. SO IN ALL ACTUALITY THEY ARE CHOOSING TO BE "SHUNNED" AS YOU ALL CALL IT. BUT ARE THEY NOT WELCOMED BACK WITH OPEN ARMS IF AND WHEN THEY CHANGE THEIR WAYS. NOW SHOULDN'T IT BE TWISTED THINKING TO THINK THAT A PERSON SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO STILL GO OUT IN THE MINISTRY AND PARTICIPATE IN CERTAIN PRIVILEGES THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS IF THEY ARE WILLFULLY PRACTICING WRONG?

Sent by DELISHA | 11:32 AM ET | 05-24-2007

Remember Terrance, this is a struggle not against flesh and blood but the wicked spirit forces, We can not fight our own physical weeknesses let alone Satan without relying firmly on Jehovah's. A brother once asked, Do you know why the Bible says ROLL your burdens on Jehovah? Because at times our burdens are to much to lift. And there is no Sin that he will not forgive a truly repentant person for. Keep Praying and then move yourself to action. Satan will work hard at keeping you where you are at, So don't let your heart lead you anymore.. Remember this too, You've never seen a hearse with a U-Haul attached. Can't take it with you!

Sent by JS | 11:38 AM ET | 05-24-2007

TO Michel Martin,
I loved your comment"if something
doesn't turn out the exact way you expected..that doesn't necessarily make it a total loss".."go with the flow..you
never know where it may lead"...
You see that is what HOPE is "the assured expectation" of the UNSEEN things.
All to often we give up on life, while
we are being pushed by the "unseen".
Thank You SO MUCH for producing this
story and to Mr Howard to have
the COURAGE to tell the truth about
his inner struggles and about Jehovah's
Witnesses.
This story shows that he is humble and the meek..is what God is looking for.

Sent by Kathy Pittman | 12:18 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I did not see Mr. Howard's interview, however, I appreciated reading the summary on this page. I admire and respect his honesty regarding God's word and the conduct of those who serve Him. Contrary to the comments made by "Alex", Jehovah's Witness are not a "high control group" We are not a cult, however, we follow the principles set out God's word. As such the only rules and regulations come from Jehovah God himself and not from manmade doctrines.

Sent by Rita | 12:28 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I commend T.Howard for his comments on J.W.'s. I myself am a student to become a witness and have my own selfish struggles as well.This however was very moving to listen to. Don't give up the fight Terrence we have to keep that zeal that brought us in and let Jehovah guide us in our decision making. I know trust me that it's hard but one day you'll be able to call me a sister and I you a brother. Luv ya!

Sent by Kay Fields | 12:36 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Firs and foremost, Thank You Michel Martin. Thank you, for choosing to do this interview with Mr. Terrance Howard. Please take to heart and mind the words he spoke. The truth lies within Mr. Howard's heart and deep down inside his Kidneys. His interview, the words he spoke, and how he spoke them, tells us so. I am confident Mr. Howard knows this, that the "Truth" is within him. Again, thank you Michel for this wonderful, fair, and inspiring interview with Mr. Terrance Howard.

Terrance, as you already know, it is not easy to leave behind those things of the World that we love to have and love to do. I know about that THRON IN THE SIDE, the Apostle Peter knew what it was like too, and he wrote about it. Please read, mediate, and pray to Jehovah Terrance after you read these scriptures. Always remember, run to him because he is our Crag, our stronghold, our Tower, our Refuge!

Deuteronomy 30:14:
???For the word is very near you, in your own mouth and in your own heart, that you may do it.

Deuteronomy 30:16, and 19:
???16. See, I do put before you today life and good, and death and bad.???

???19. I do take the heavens and the earth as witnesses against YOU today, that I have put life and death before you, the blessing and the malediction; and you must choose life in order that you may keep alive, you and your offspring[.]???

Psalms 26:2:
???Examine me, O Jehovah, and put me to the test; Refine my kidneys and
my heart.???

Psalms 139:23:
???Search through me, O God, and know my heart. Examine me, and know my disquieting thoughts[,]???

Romans 7:14-25:
???For we know that the Law is spiritual; but I am fleshly, sold under sin. 15. For what I am working out I do not know. For what I wish, this I do not practice; but what I hate is what I do. 16. However, if what I do not wish is what I do, I agree that the Law is fine. 17. But now the one working it out is no longer I, but sin that resides in me. 18. For I know that in me, that is, in my flesh, there dwells nothing good; for ability to wish is present with me, but ability to work out what is fine is not [present]. 19. For the good that I wish I do not do, but the bad that I do not wish is what I practice. 20. If, now, what I do not wish is what I do, the one working it out is no longer I, but the sin dwelling in me. 21. I find, then, this law in my case: that when I wish to do what is right, what is bad is present with me. 22. I really delight in the law of God according to the man I am within, 23. but I behold in my members another law warring against the law of my mind and leading me captive to sin???s law that is in my members. 24.Miserable man that I am! Who will rescue me from the body undergoing this death? 25. Thanks to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So, then, with [my] mind I myself am a slave to God???s law, but with [my] flesh to sin???s law.???

Isaiah 41:10: "Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not gaze about, for I am your God. I will fortify you. I will really help you. I will really keep fast hold of you with my right hand of righteousness.??? ???

Isaiah 41:13: "For I, Jehovah your God, am grasping your right hand, the One saying to you, ???Do not be afraid. I myself will help you.'"

Hurry in soon Terrace, we are in the last days, and critical times hard to deal with are here. We all promise to make room for you on that cramped and "narrow road" to life everlasting.

Agape'
Sister "Catshouse7"

l he has to do is act on it and the door is opened for him. Terrance spoke the TRUTH, not from his words, but from God's word the BIBLE. The question for all is What Does the Bible Really Teaches? What Terrance spoke, IS "What the Bible Really Teaches" and that's where all the beleifs and practices of Jehovah Witnesses come from and thus follow.

but from deep down inside his Kidneys. That is as deep as you can get. Psam. reads: Jehovah is examining even the kidneys This is for a brother, who must have to know that whether he has actually dedicated his life to Jehovah or not at this time, he mus know that

Sent by Sister Catshouse7 | 12:41 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Mr. Howard, I know you have read all of these e-mails, but hearing your interview and seeing the world longer than I have, I know that no e-mail rejecting Jehovah's beautiful awe inspiring guidelines from his word the bible can not sway your love, trust, and faith you have already gained in just learning about Jehovah, becuase you speak with sincere confidence and honesty about yourself and as well as Jehovah God and his requirements to serve him, not man or yourself. I too have faught and still am fighting to make Jehovah's heart rejoice too, and that will never stop. I was disfellowshipped twice, but after realizing that I needed to stop being a continual victim of my own circumstances and choices I had made in life with all the "why fors", and become accountable for my actions and own up to the fact that it didn't excuse the unloving disobedience I had shown Jehovah, because I at that time didn't genuinley love Jehovah, but was taught to know he's real, respect him as the only true god, and know he does not lie, and last but not least I didn't love me at that time, but now, these last four years of being back serving Jehovah God "whole souled" to the best of my ability, have been the best and hardest last four years of my life and I would not trade it for nothing in this world we live in today, and I continually thank Jehovah for his patience because it took me all of my teenage and young adult years to see that he knew all along I was a "lost sheep", not a "lost soul or cause", and i am only 32.So take heart, and Trust in Jehovah God Fully, and go "drink life's water free" with your family Jehovah's way, and Jehovah's way only.

Sent by a sista in TOL | 12:44 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Wow, there was such a huge response to this interview, I thought I was was moved by it, apparently many were. I would just like to briefly say that I too was raised as one of Jehovah's Witnesses and have struggled with being steadfast against my own personal wants. It was very timely for me to hear this interview and know that someone other than myself feels exactly the way I have for many a years. As I intend to pray for direction and strength to turn my life into a direction that is favorable to Jah, I pray that others do to. Lastly, I am sadly one of the disfellowshipped and I would just like to say in defense of Jehovah's arrangement, that the shunning is not put in place to harm or hurt families, it is only our personal weaknesses that will let us conclude that. Jehovah is protecting his people from the things of the world that some of us chose to engage in. To walk in the way of the truth is already a struggle..this is a protection for them. Terrance Howard if your reading this, thank you for expressign my feelings so clearly this was an encouragement to me and others I know you never expected.

Sent by C. Cooksey- Northern California | 1:00 PM ET | 05-24-2007

"Jehovah's witness DO shun people when the organization 'disfelowships' them.
Even before that a member could be 'marked' and others would shy away from that person. Please stop your lies.
As far as Terrance, no where did I say that the organization seperated him from his family. He is not baptized into the group and I did say after you become baptized. You just say things that are untrue.
Just for the record also, I was never a member. This organization uses the term apostate as a tool for labeling anyone who changes their mind about following this man led religion. Anyone who comments anything negative about this group automaticly gets this label slaped on them.
This is a high control group.

Sent by Alex | 3:39 AM ET | 05-24-2007"

To all others except for 'Alex' who is obviously illeterate and ignorant to the Bible facts and truth:

First, it is spelled 'Disfellowshipped' and it a choice the person himself/herself makes. You cannot become a baptized JW unless you have acquired an ACCURATE Bible knowledge, then DECIDE to be a JW. Once babtized he/she has decided to obey what THE BIBLE SAYS (whichever version/translation). It is our decision to shun ourselves from family and friends, it all depends on US.

Sent by a friend in ga | 1:11 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I am very, very happy to hear about the interview and to hear the words from someone else's mouth. We are a people of remarkable faith, and it is a blessing that other people have been able to see it with their own eyes. May Jehovah continue to bless our work and the candor of those who look at us in a favorable light. Terrance, if Jesus draws you to Jehovah, it will truly be a blessing. Agape...

Sent by Shala S. Barnett | 1:22 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I found it interesting that they spoke of Jehovah's Witnesses as being made the butt of jokes, they dont' realize that shows our efforts are being acknowledged, with the organization growing by the millions every year! I would hardly call that dieing! Some people would see the Jehovah's Witnesses as being brain washed, but I believe that it is truely the opposite, their minds are open to see the truth!

ALEX- it doesn't seem like Jehovah's Witnesses are the controlling one! You obviously do not know much about the faith of Jehovah's Witnesses. Because indeed it is not the faith that makes these actions come to be, but the words of the bible. There is nothing controling about being one of Jehovah's Witnesses, you are free to do whatever you want to do, but the faith helps to teach to have the behavior of a christian. You must have had a bad experience and I'm sorry for that, but let's remember we can not put our faith in man, we are here to put our faith in God, man is in no place to judge. The only reason a person is disfellowshipped is because their actions show an unrepetant attitude and do not want to come back to the faith, so what does it matter if they are disfellowshipped, their actions show they do not want to be a part of the faith. Let's remember Alex, you are not forced to get babtized or babtized as a child you are an adult to make the decision to be babtized, and you knew the consequences of unrepented behaviors! Do we not in our daily lives have consequences to bad behavior? Do you not get a ticket if you speed?

Terrance, I think it's amazing to see you making such possitive changes. These changes will only better your life and the life of your family. Giving your family a faith is a beautiful gift.

Sent by Faithful from Minnesota | 1:33 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Regardless if Terrance Howard speaks out to support the Organization or not it has Jehovah's backing. No matter what other say or do it will remain. Jehovah will draw the honest hearted ones to him. Not all will listen or see the need to get to know Jehovah. We have been given a choice of life or death. Jehovah hold life in store for those who follow him and for those that don't the latter. For all that might be reading this, next time when the Witnesses come (knocking) at your door instead of not answering take the time to find out for yourself what they believe and if it's scriptural. That's what a reasonable person would do investigate for yourself.Those who LIE and speak all kind of TWISTED things about Jehovah and his people they will have the reward mention at Revelation 20:15.

Sent by carol williams | 1:42 PM ET | 05-24-2007

DEAR TERRANCE, YOUR INTERVIEW WAS VERY TOUCHING, TO ME AND ALL THE OTHERS WHO;S STRUGGLING WITH THE TRUTH. NO ONE IS PERFECT, ( FOR HE WHO STANDS TOO TALL, BEWARE THAT HE DOES;NT FALL ). SATAN IS TRYING TO DECEIVE ALL OF US. I GREW UP AROUND THE TRUTH TOO. TO SAY IN THE TRUTH IS TO SAY I;VE ACCEPTED THE TRUTH, BUT TO SAY AROUND IT, I HAVEN;T MADE THE TRUTH MY OWN. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE TRUTH YOUR OWN.I MARRIED A MAN OUT OF THE WILL OF GOD, WHO HAS TAKEN ME THROUGH MANY TRAILS AND TRIBULATIONS. I TOO HAVE THE ILLNESS OF SMOKING CIGARETTES. FOR MANY REASON THE NEED TO QUIT IS THERE. FOR ONE CANCER RUNS DEEP IN MY FAMILY, ALSO THE BIBLE SPEAKS OF TAKING IN HARMFUL CHEMICALS, THAT IS HARMFUL TO YOUR HEALTH.BUT MAINLY HOW I FEEL PHYSICALLY. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I HAVE TO SET AN EXAMPLE FOR MY KIDS AND THE NEED TO BE AROUND TO SEE THEM GROW UP, SPIRITUALLY, MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. DOING MY TIME IN THE WORLD I;VE SEEN NOTHING BUT, FORNICATORS, ADULTERER,MURDERS, HATRED, BETRAYAL,INCEST AND MOLESTATION. EVERYTHING THE BIBLE PREDICTED. THE WORLD HAD NOTHING TO OFFER ME, NO MATTER HOW PEOPLE TRY AND MAKE YOU THINK YOU;RE MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING, MORE LIKE NOTHING.I MISS MY RELATIONSHIP I HAD WITH JEHOVAH. OUR TALKS AND WALKS TOGETHER. OUR FRIENDSHIP LIKE NONE I EVER HAD OR EVER WILL HAVE.THROUGH ALL THAT I;VE BEING THROUGH IN MY LIFE, MY GREATEST TIME WAS WITH JEHOVAH. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD GIVES ME GREATER PLEASURES OF HAVING MY FATHER TO TEACH AND INSTRUCT ME ON THINGS TO DO TO HAVE A MORE PEACEFUL AND FULFILLING LIFE.I HOPE AND PRAY YOU CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AS I WILL MINE.

Sent by DEATRICK OF AURORA COLORADO | 2:06 PM ET | 05-24-2007

It is good to hear that so many of Jehovah's people are trying to encourage one who is showing a conciousness of his spiritual needs. I appreciate that fact that he stated we act on what is said in Jehovah God's word the bible. I encourage Mr. Howard to rely on Jehovah and trust in him because he will give you the needed help. A few good scripture to meditate on are Luke 11:9,13 which encourage us to ask Jehovah for help and he will give it, and Philippians 4:13 which also helps us to see we can gain "strength by virtue of him who imparts power to me." To my brothers and sisters I also would like you to take in to consideration a few scriptures in regard to any opposition we might face as to our faith. 2Tim 2:16-18 this will help us to see the view of apostates in the first century Christian congregation
(2 John 9,10; Rom 16:17,18). But most importantly remember Prov. 11:9 "By his mouth the one who in an apostate brings his fellowman to ruin." It would be better not to acknowledge what an apostate says and let our conduct and our dedication to Jehovah speak. (1Pet 2:12 "...maintain your conduct fine among the nations...")

Sent by KJ from California | 2:37 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I am an ex-witness who witnessed "the brothers" doing nothing and reprimanding my mother after our father would beat us, and even try to stab us. They knew the full effect of our fathers' violent rage and they did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Terrence, everything looks so beautiful on the outside but as an adult african-american women living with the memories of an organization that turned its back on a group of abused women. I am thankful to be alive...everyday.

This organization screams of cult. It began in the early 1900's. Look it up the information is out there.
Families are broken up and encouraged not to speak to disfellowed family members. Whatever happened to "Love Thy Brother" and "Love Thy neighbor as you love thyself" Only cults ask you to detach from those not associated with their beliefs.

Sent by L.E | 3:11 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Dearest Terrance. Your honest/truthful comments do not go unnoticed by Jehovah God. I too left the Truth right out of high school, disfellowshipped,18 years later, Jehovah's mercy is so appreciated. When I was out in the world, involved with alcohol, drugs, immorality, violent behavior, shot/stabbed, to name a few, played a major role, however, I'm glad I'm alive to talk about it. Interestingly, my "buddies", made fun of me, thought I was wierd, name it, when I began to change & lead a clean life. It was difficult. Now ? I'm thankful to Jehovah, a happy individual with TRUE friends. Although I battle guilt feelings, never underestimate a humble heart & the power of prayer. Think of the long term benefits Terrance, as opposed to the short time left a life span has & this dying system we live in. Take care my Terrance, my prayers are with you & DO NOT STOP PRAYING !!!

Sent by RUDY | 3:23 PM ET | 05-24-2007

one thing i would like to say..
find the kingdom of jehovah.and always put jehovah fist..matt6:33...

Sent by sister duran | 3:45 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Thanks, NPR for allowing us to see this interview. Terrence, I know your struggle. I didn't smoke, but I was a party animal.By age 25, I was too thru with jello shots and Yaigermeister! LOL!!!! I made the decision to study and I had no idea I would make that decision. I was the last of my mom's eight kids, that she reared in the truth, that anyone would ever guess would embrace the truth. Terrence, I came in fast. It all started when I saw my friend from high school at a District Convention, and she was a straight up Witness! I was shocked because we both were not having it in high school!I went to visit her at her Kingdom Hall a bit later one Sunday. The speaker for the public talk was a professional comedian in his past. He was hilarious. Everyone was sooo nice. I had on a micro mini skirt and cleavage everywhere. Yet everyone was sooo nice. I was the meanie. I only went to see my friend. I had to admit that it felt good to be at the Kingdom Hall again. I didn't know any of the songs. No one informed me of the new Song book. The little sister next to me tried to share hers, but I wasn't having it! Well. I found a Kingdom Hall in my area to go to after that because it felt so good to be there. This particular congregation had all my friends from my old Hall that I grew up in attending. I hadn't seen them in so long. They remembered me being the eldest of 8 children and the station wagon (LOL!!!) They embraced me. I started a study 2 months after coming back to the meetings with a persistent sister who didn't understand NO!!! She and I are close now. It has been 12 years, Terrence. I am now married and I have a little girl who loves Jehovah. You know the scripture at Revelation 12:9? She asked me one day when she was 4: "Mom, does Jehovah have a bif foot?" LOL!!! You can do this, Terrance. I am rooting for you. I appreciate your honestly and humility. That is where it starts. Remember the 3 H's!! Are you hungry? I think that now you may have a little idea of the haters out there. I like to call it Jehovah's Witness hate. These people just pop up everytime there is anything that brings praise and honor to Jehovah's name, which he so rightly deserve. Thay are just filthy ignorant people with a putrid brain and heart and they are venom laden. Now you know what it's like. There is nothing as it pertains to our faith, that they won't twist and convolute to fit their sick urges for revenge on some supposed "mishap", that for all we know, could have happened decades ago. Could that be healthy to be so venomous after all this time? It takes effort to keep an "ax to grind" alive for all that time. When you see the negative, quit reading. Don't try to converse with them. At our conventions annually, there is always this "Lone Ranger" apostate out there holding up signs and speaking twisted. I'm like, where is that man's wife? Or yet his life, for that matter. It dawned on me that he is void of both! Stay away from the hate..Get going in that race, my friend.

Agape,
Sister Woman

Sent by Lori | 4:15 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Nice article. It's hard for everyone, even ones who actively serve within the JW christian congregation like myself. The good thing about our faith is that we understand that only God can examine a person's heart. Do what is right, and let your heart follow...

Sent by Mark | 4:16 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I am a Jehovas Witness and it makes me very happy and proud to see that Jehovas mandates are taking place as we speak, we follow the teachings of the bible so as it states in Matthew 24:14 this is what we're supposed to be doing and thats what were about. Terrence keep on exercising you'll get there. sincerely Nelson

Sent by brother Nelson C. Pino | 4:26 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Dear Terrance, I am talking to you as a person in the know, For 23 years i sat on the side lines, going to meetings,to the school ,conventions i was so involved that when i got babtized people i knew for years did not relize i was not a witness. For all that time i sat outside of Jehovahs organization, i am now truly sorry. I now go out in service and to tell you i get so mad at myself sometimes by no doing what i was to do . I enjoy going out in service for Jehovah that i kick myself for missing this enjoyment all these years. So Terrance hang in thetr and if you ever have any doubts pick up the bible Jehovahs word and you can find any answer that you need to continue in your life, but do it soon time is short.

Sent by sent by Ed in California | 4:28 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I remember seeing you first in New York Undercover. I was so amazed. I knew you were going places. I can relate to what you're going through, especially with the cigarette thing. Keep putting the kingdom first, and you will be blessed for your effort. It's so great that you have the support of your family and children. The road is cramped, but we can get through. Don't give up. Philemon 4:22

Sent by Jackie | 4:43 PM ET | 05-24-2007

As for L.E. Above an ex-witness saying our father would beat us,and they did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. L.E. just what did you think the brothers could do? They have Police in the world and it's their job to handle this problem. I have a neighbor the same way am i to go over and whip him? Get real

Sent by Ed | 4:53 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Terrance, your interview was vey heartwarming.We live in times that surely hard to deal with at times. However, as one of Jehovah's witnesses, we can endure anything with the help of his holy spirit. So keep on pursuing righteousness.!!! Agape love

Sent by Sis Robinson--- Houston, tx | 5:05 PM ET | 05-24-2007

As one who grew up in the Truth I really fought sinful desires all my life, even Disfellowshipped, divorced, and basically reaching rock bottom, I experienced Jah's love and discipline.
I had so many HIV tests I could not count them all....but I was determined to change....and I did.....gradually.

Now after being remarried to a loving wife who stayed with me, forgave me and helped me face my addictions I am free of the desire for selfish gratification.

I have leaned on Jah completely....he gave me my life back!! Now I feel he accepts my prayers and my worship. I have a daughter we're raising to fear Jehovah and serve him.

I have a goal of FT service this year and soon I may be used by the brothers to serve others. I feel like David who said " I will teach others your ways"
David too understood Jeh forgives in a large way, as he has in my case, too.

terrence, I pray that Jah will help you endure and conquer your fears, and he will grant you forgiveness and the gift of a clean conscience. May that be your blessed future my brother!
Brother RDM

Sent by Richard Munoz | 5:22 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I love to read all these canned presentations. I guess after going to 5 meetings a week, not being able to 'examine all things', including the Watchtowers history and non Watchtower material, I would be as single minded too.
I would suggest that the Watchtower teachings are not as strong as you may think, but just like the old Soviet Union, you members share the following characteristics:

1) You are kept apart
2) You are forced to conform
3) You are ruled by fear
4) You are hemmed in by secrecy and
censorship
5) You are told what to do
6) You censored yourselves
7) You are treated like children
8) Your language is stilted

Examples based on the words of Igor Kokarev talking about how living in the Soviet Union, had all the characteristics of a repressive sect.

Think about it people.

Sent by Michael | 5:24 PM ET | 05-24-2007

To L.E.: As a child, maybe you did not understand the whole situation. As a child , there were things that I did not understand about the (elders) ,and how they handled matters in our household. But as I got older,and learned to appreciate the truth more, I knew that Jehovah's organization was and still is the only organization that I would ever belong to. Actually my mom raised 5 of us by herself, and we are stronger than ever in Jehovah's love. So don't blame the brother's, because they are also imperfect as well. And please don't look for an excuse to do something that you probaly wanted to do anyway. ( Leave Jehovah's organization.)

Sent by Mona--Houston,tx | 5:31 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Oh, I am very sad for missing the interview between Michael and Terrence. I am also one who has struggled with cigarette smoking. Like Terrence, I have been associated with the Witnesses for about 17 years. And I too will defend them all the way. When I stopped going to the Kingdom Hall my life went to pieces. I now realize what happened. I dont know why this struggle(this morbid fearof stopping cigs). There are many scriptures such as Deut.6:6 Romans.12:1; 1.Tim.4:15; James.3:18; that tell us to be ABSORBED" in these things.."INCULCATED".."INSTILLED BY REPETITION" and "PONDERED
OVER ". This is what I am trying to do. Maybe this will help someone else who is struggling to serve Jehovah whole-heartedly like I am. Though I did not hear the interview just reading these comments have been uplifting. Any repeats on this broadcast???????PLEASE

Sent by Susan H | 5:42 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Im sorry I mispelled Michels name. If yuo can will you please correct it?

Sent by Susan H | 5:46 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Being One Of Jehovahs Witnesses is a way of life! True we all struggle with ourselves as far as what is fleshly desire and what is spiritual! But know that "out of the mouth the heart speaks". Mr.Howard was honest and straight forward even candid about where he is personally. People think that money fame and power is all we need , But just think how your veiw or peoples views would change if they were in poor health realizing their mortality? What a question right?
Each person should think ever deeper about their own spirituality! What does that mean,one may ask? It means that we are not Gods and there is a Creator who has feelings and right now with all the wealth and power people are starving, should that be? As a whole people should really learn "What The Bible Really Teaches"! As Mr.Howard brought out you can't just join the Jehovah's Witnesses without qualifying by bible standards!All that they do is by Volentary efforts which stems from the heart and ones personal love for GOD Jehovah! That is the motivating factor!
There is so much to learn none of us can know it all, but as a collective we can obtain greater knowledge of the true GOD Jehovah! The Real Power Is Love! Not Weapons or money!

Sent by RKW | 6:16 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Wow. I have never heard such a clear cut, fair and accurate portrayal of Jehovah's Witnesses presented in the media. Amazing that the source is from an observer. Thank you Mr. Howard and thank you NPR.

Sent by C. Holtkamp | 7:10 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I will have to disagree with Glenn,
All of Jehovahs Witnesses understand the Bible by our study of the Bible, along with the aided publications. The governing Body of Brothers, are directed by means of Jehovah's holy spirit to channel down all the information that they know to all of Jehovah's Witnesses all over the world

We are not a cult, we are not isolated in one spot. We are all over the world
in unity under the same line of thought,
spirit, and it is all directed from Gods Word the Bible. Not our own thinking.

Sent by A. Johnson | 7:18 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I am a former witness - which is a very difficult thing to even say - and at present struggle with reconciling myself to Jehovah. I need to be clear in saying that I separated myself from Jehovah via my struggles with enduring my wife's problems, etc. I found that I was in a being a hypocrite - but I didn't know it. I ended up immensely disliking my own wife because of her behaviors and ended up losing the battle with endurance. I gave up and hate myself for it. Doing the right thing - serving Jehovah - requires that you disown yourself and prioritize his will ... boy do I miss being with him!!!!!!!!!!!

Sent by Ronald A. Beard | 7:50 PM ET | 05-24-2007

This was not only a great interview from Terrences side, but also the person that interviewed him had such good questions that just made the conversation flow with insight and understanding. You were drawn to him and anxious for the next question. Hopefully people everywhere will understand our commission that as Terrence stated is Bible based, and take time next time we come knocking to take a moment to listen. A Sister

Sent by SWooldridge | 8:10 PM ET | 05-24-2007

If someone has a problem with Witnesses."You don't have to be one". It's a life-style so different than most today (thank goodness for that) A few of the posts sound like "A mechanic explaining how to do brain surgery. I think I would rather get the correct info on how Brain Surgery is done from the Brain Surgeon. I got the correct info 9 years ago and that's when my real life started and our family life could not be happier. We have freedom of choice and with the way the world is today, if someone does not want to find the truth, that's ok. Think of why Witnesses go door to door. We could do many other things from day to day, but because we "love our neighbors" we share Bible truths with them, and also show them where they can find answers to lifes questions right in their own bible. As for the "disfellowshipping debate"
It is extremely difficult for that to happen.( And I mean extremely. I know this personally, and you are given every opportunity to try to make things right. If you make the choice to continue to do something that could "contaminate the congregation" such as immorality or another degrading practice, well, I for one am thankful that there is a religion that won't go against Bible principles just to try to keep the numbers up in their churches.
Another comment from Alex about our religion not doing well and will eventually fade away. Each year in January the progress around the world is documented in the Watchtower. Every country in the world and a very "organized detailed account. The increase each year is truly amazing. It's very easy to get pulled in to these arguments and comments, but I don't get angry at people who have a problem with us. They will either see it or not see it. I am certainly blessed that I did see it and that I am associated with the kind of Religion and people that truly put Gods word first

Sent by barb | 8:29 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Congratulations to NPR for airing the Terrance Howard interview. I am sure there were misgivings about allowing a positive light to be shed on what some consider a cult. Interestingly a similar situation occured in Bible times and can be found in the book of Acts chapter 5. There was a great debate as to how to 'handle' this cult of early Christians. A well respected man in the Jewish Sanhedrin and a Law teacher by the name of Gamaliel arose after listening for a while and said this in verses 38 & 39, " And so, under the present circumstances, I say to YOU, Do not meddle with these men, but let them alone; (because, if this scheme or this work is from men, it will be overthrown; 39??but if it is from God, YOU will not be able to overthrow them;) otherwise, YOU may perhaps be found fighters actually against God.???

For those of us who hold the Bible as both a teaching and learning instrument for mankind, I would say that God had Gamaliel's words recorded for a purpose.

Sent by Karen Kelley | 8:42 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Jesus is the central theme of Christian Greek scriptures, yet not one JW religious person has any focus on him.
The flavor and message of the risen Christ and his undeserved kindness has nothing to do with the Watchtower organizations gospel of measuring up to Gods standards.
The Watchtower publications replace the scriptures with this religion as does the Book of Mormon does with the Latter Day Saints. It is just another modern American sect.

Sent by Janet | 8:44 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Thank you NPR for your candid interview! I am a witness and enjoyed it very much.

A note to non-witnesses:
I have a good relationship with my non-witness family (dad baptized and brother not baptized). I love them with all my heart and respect their choices. Check it out for yourself.

Sent by SB San Diego | 9:08 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Hey Terrence... I know I will be hangin' with you in the new system. : D I have serious confidence that you will be there. I have my battles daily as well. Good thing for our concious huh?

I enjoy making music and maybe I can compose to one of your films one day.

Sent by Danny Figueroa, Tucson, AZ | 9:26 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Terrence, I must admit that listening to your words brought me to tears. I could feel the struggle and desire to do what is right in your voice. I know that after being around the truth for so long there is nothing that I could say to you that you don't already know. There is no encouraging scripture for me to quote that you have not already read a thousand times. So let me simply say this... I PROMISE YOU THIS DAY that I will remember you in my prayers and ask Jehovah to give you the strength to overcome these struggles that satan has put before you. Don't give up the fight. I hope one day that I will have the privilage of calling you MY BROTHER.

Sent by Sister in Omaha | 9:57 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I really enjoyed reading this and listening to the interview.Terrace's illustration of running a race and that he was in training hit close to home.We look for those ones who are excersing to get in this race, sort of speak, those who want to know the bible and how to apply it in their lives.

Sent by N. Allen | 10:22 PM ET | 05-24-2007

I am also just now qualifying and am now learning to teach others the truth about Jehovah God and his son Jesus. I am looking forward to becoming a baptized witness in the near future. Two thumbs up to Terrance and NPR for sharing what so many close the door to the logically simple truth. Tell Terrance he won't regret joining that race.

Sent by Shelonda | 11:33 PM ET | 05-24-2007

Thank you Michel Martin for the excellent job on the interview. I am so glad you decided to air it. To Terrance, I appreciate your honesty and your humility. Great job of explaining the truth and where you are. Please continue studying and learning about our great God Jehovah. I hope soon you will be able to realize your desire of becoming one of Jehovahs Witnesses.May Jehovah bless your efforts.

Sent by Lorraine Maldonado | 11:55 PM ET | 05-24-2007

hi, i have been baptized 27 years,i have been married 33 years to an opposing unbeliever,my goal was to be a good wife and mother and raise up my 5 children to love jehovah,my children saw jehovahs hand in our life and many difficult trials,one by one they succumed to the world, gang life and drugs sent my two oldest to prison,i witnessed my oldest near death his body blue and not breathing due to herion overdose, the happiest time in my life is when we all went out in service and the meetings togather,i love my children and my husband with all of my heart,i have faith that if they are sheeplike and respond to the truth, they will return to jehovah, about 3 years ago it became a major challange for me to attend meetings,due to depression and a small stroke,and discouragement,i just know that jehovah will bless you for using your voice to publically praise our great god jehovah, also all the beautiful and encouraging comments are so heartwarming, these last days are so hard,we have jehovahs holy spirit, his angels,his organization,the brothers and sisters,all these blessings, i pray that you continue to progress toward baptism,your sister in the faith Carol G. Stockton,Ca.

Sent by carol guerra | 5:10 AM ET | 05-25-2007

GO TERRANCE! WE'RE ALL BEHIND YOU & SO IS JEHOVAH. WE WILL BE LAUGHING-OFF ALL THE MOCKINGS IN THE NEW SYSTEM OF THINGS. PERSEVERE & YOU WILL ATTAIN YOUR QUEST TO BE IN THE TRUTH. SOONER OR LATER THE WORLD WILL KNOW THAT JEHOVAH IS SOVEREIGN!!!

Sent by T. MANELI | 9:27 AM ET | 05-25-2007

How refreshing to see someone of your position in life embrace the truth! Jesus said "it would be easier for a camel to get through a needles eye than for a rich man to inherit the Kingdom of God". Matthew 19:24 So thank you very much for seeking the kingdon of the True God Jehovah because his son Jesus did not say it was imposible for a rich man to inherit God's Kingdom. Please become a doer of God's word and not just a hearer of his word. Your eternal future depends upon itif you want to gain everlasting like in Jehovah's new order of things.

Sent by Sister Mabon | 9:46 AM ET | 05-25-2007

You can just study the bible to learn what God's will is for us. It don't take a certain religion or group of people to follow.

Sent by Lanetta S. Davis | 10:09 AM ET | 05-25-2007

I was so delighted to hear the interview between Terrence and Michel. How refreshing (and surprising) to hear the heartfelt comments in favor of our beliefs, made by someone who is not yet a dedicated Witness. Thank you, Terrence, for sticking to scripture and explaining so well in a brief interview, what you know to be truth. I agree with someone else who posted that you did a better job than the narrator/journalist in the film. The film was excellent, but they should have let the Witnesses explain their beliefs, the narration was simplistic and dry. It never gave any weight to what scripture says, only a basic outline of beliefs.

Also, this message board was supposed to be about opinions dealing with the film/interview itself. It is always amusing to me, albeit frustrating, to hear people popping out of the woodwork to unleash their negative, shortsited comments upon sincere Christians who are trying their best to live according to God's standards. Those standards are to be found in the Bible, not in pop culture and self-help books that say 'everyone should be okay no matter what they do and how they live'. Keep in mind that those who are disfellowshipped have made and broken a vow, and they are unwilling to make changes- which the Bible calls "repenting". Disfellowshipping is a command found in the writings of the apostles. Along with that, one finds the counsel to forgive and welcome back repentant ones who decide to change their ways. I have two family members who are disfellowshipped, which hurts immensely. It hurts to know that they cared so little for Jehovah, his truth, his people, and their own loved ones. "If one knows how to do what is right and yet does not do it, it is a sin for him." (James 4:17) But I know from experience that if anything, the elders are overly patient with those who sin, because they endeavor to imitate the love and mercy of Jehovah God. It would be shameful and embarrassing to allow unrepentant wrongdoers to remain in good standing within the congregations. Then we would be no closer to the Bible's standards than any other faith.
You know, Jehovah's Witnesses are honest people who love God and their fellowman. Do you think they go door to door for their own benefit? It is because of Jesus' command, as well as his telling us to love first and formost Jehovah God and then our neighbors as ourselves. If a storm or disaster were approaching and a safe means of escape existed, not sharing this with as many as we could would be tantamount to murder. We want people to know how loving Jehovah God is. He is so maligned by those (even clergy of many religions) who blame him for the evils of the world. People need the hope of God's kingdom, so we share the message that Jesus shared in the way he shared it.

Thanks again, Terrence, for your love and honesty. We all hope you continue in your search for wisdom and truth. May Jehovah bless your efforts.

Sent by Donna | 10:16 AM ET | 05-25-2007

To all those respondents that claim Jehovah's Witnesses are a cult: Jehovah has always had earthly representatives overseeing his worship . The fact that the overseeing brothers (some call them a small group of controlling men) do such a fine job "watching over the flock of God" is a true testiment to the fact that this is indeed an organisation approved and led by an organized God, Jehovah, and not by any "group of men". No men, no matter the group size, could ever run such an organisation as Jehovah's Witnesses on their own accord. Remember, cults generally have a very short shelf life. Many have tried to stamp out this organisation. If it was run by a group of men, it would have long been disbanded. But since it is headed by Jehovah, it will stand to time indefinite! Mr. Howard, the membership into this organisation is free, as is everthing provided once you make that decision to join. Can't wait to hear that you have officially joined Jehovah's organisation.

Sent by DG | 10:27 AM ET | 05-25-2007

I missed the interview, but was able to listen to the audible. I myself am one of Jehovah's Witness and proud to be one. People will speak lies such as Alex and Randall. These people are of no concern for they will know when that day comes that Jehovah will prove to be who he said he is. People will always speak twisted things about Jehovah Witnesses. The bible mentions that we will be persecuted; after all Jesus himself was righteous in every way and look at what they did to him, he however, being God's son and they killed him, so we are not surprised or shock by what people who have no knowledge or understanding about Jehovah Witnesses say. They will try to fight against God but they will lose. For what man is it that lives upon the face of the earth can fight against God and yet live.

Everyone in life has a choice to make either you will choose to live your life in harmony with the bible or you will not, but know this that God is not one to be mock for you will reap what you sow.

Terrance remember the scripture at Luke 15:11-24 about the prodigal son you're like that son. Remember that Jehovah is a loving, and kind God. He is forgiving and will accept you into his fold if you are willing to serve him and if so then serve God. The scripture at 2 Tim. 3:1-5 tells us what kind of times we are living in. 2 Tim. 3:16-17 helps us to understand that all scriptures are beneficial. There are those who want their ears tickled at 2 Tim. 4:3-4. But never forget the scripture that leaves nothing to the imagination about this world. 1 John 2:15-17.

Terrance I hope you decide to serve Jehovah, you know what the truth is and now the decision is left up to you and you alone, no one can make that choice for you. In addition, remember that we are all struggling with something may it be illness, death of a love one, life's anxiety, our on imperfections. These things will be with us until the new system. But each and every one of us just has to put up a fine fight for we know that Satan is like a roaring lion seeking to devour someone.

So if you need help pray to Jehovah for he is our rock, our stronghold, our mighty arm and he will never leave you if you do not leave him. Should you need to talk, talk to those that are Jehovah Witnesses and are trying to help you, may they lend a listening ear to get you back to where you need to be. May you come under the tent of God and flourish in his goodness.

Sent by Sister M.E. | 10:49 AM ET | 05-25-2007

In reply to Michael who sent this:
1) You are kept apart-(we are located all over the world and we do not dwell in monasteries, or neighborhood exclusively made for us. We live, work, go to school, and shop among other neighbors who have different religions or backgrounds from us.)

2) You are forced to conform-(no one is forced to do anything, everyone makes a HEARTFELT dedication to Jehovah, and decides to get baptized, then they have to be qualified to be baptized, making sure they are living according to Bible standards before they get baptized. No one is made to get baptized nor are they baptized when they are babies into the faith. They CHOOSE!!)

3) You are ruled by fear-(We have no fear of men, only proper fear of God and that fear is love. That Love moves us to do what is right according to the Bible and live by God???s word the Bible not Man. So man does not govern us, only God.)

4) You are hemmed in by secrecy and Censorship
-(Within the Organization there are no secrets. We welcome all to come to our meetings and we offer all who are interested home bible Studies to learn what the Bible requires. As far as Censorship or (suppression); in countries, many centuries ago religious leaders instigated book burning including the Bible which was a universal symbol of the suppression of freedom of thought and speech, for feared of what the common man would do with his freedom of thought. However, the Bible (God???s Word) did not encourage and does not encourage restraint on freedom of thought. Mark 12:30 encouraged us to love Jehovah with OUR WHOLE MIND, and Rom 12:1 entreats all Christians to render their service to God with their own ???POWER OF REASON???. No one is suppressed into this religion. We freely think for ourselves and study and research on our own to reason for ourselves what we are learning.)

5) You are told what to do- (we are never told what to do. Once again as stated above, we freely think for ourselves and study and research the Bible ourselves in order to make wise decisions in our own lives. Also within the organization we are encouraged, as you would encourage your children, to live a life that is right and to do the right thing. But we are all born with free will, so no one in the organization makes anybody do anything that they don???t want to do. We are taught what is right from God???s word the bible. It is solely up to each person to choose for themselves whether they want to follow God???s laws or not!!)

6) You censored yourselves-(We live by God???s laws not our own selfish desires. When we make a personal dedication to Jehovah we recognize that following God???s law is not the same as men. If you think we censor ourselves try reading 1 Pet 3:18-4:6 to see how Jehovah???s Witnesses follow the footsteps of Jesus Christ to see why we look to Jehovah for direction in living a spiritually clean life.)

7) You are treated like children-(Once again, we obey ???God as ruler rather than men???
(Act 5:29) So there is no one that tells us what to do. We are born with free will and we are encouraged and taught through the scriptures to live a morally clean life. But it???s up to our bible trained conscious to do it or not. As you teach your children to live a life that will benefit them. The Bible teaches us to live a life that will benefit us (2 Tim 3:16,17)

8) Your language is stilted-(We do our best in everything we do to imitate Jesus Christ in his way of teaching and the way he treated others. We do not claim to be perfect as he was neither do we claim to have all the answers. However, we do have the best source of information that there is and that is the God???s Word the Bible. We use it give an answer to all that really wants to know what God require. If you think that our language or speech is stilted or pompous we???re sorry you feel that way, because that is definitely not the way Jesus Christ taught all of us to be. In the Bible at Rom 15:5, God wanted us to have the same mental attitude as Jesus Christ. If you think his language was stilted, then I suggest you read his life story again and see the type of person Jesus is. He healed the sick, raised the dead and even preached from house to house, city to city and village to village about his father???s kingdom that would bring blessings to mankind. But the most loving thing he did was to die for all of us giving us a chance to gain everlasting life. We as JW are just following the footstep of Jesus Christ and preaching about His father Kingdom. (Matt 24:14).

Michael first of all, I'm not sure if you are really familiar with who Jehovah's Witnesses are or not. Have you ever actually asked about the organization and the functions? Did you really talk to us about any of those thing you mentioned about? If you have, then you would have REALLY LEARNED that all the above comments were untrue. I can make a defense to what people say about JW all the time, but many people spread so many lies, what's the point. Many people rather make assumptions instead of asking. You'll actually learn a thing or two about us without feeling like you have to conform.

The main focus of our ministry is God's KINGDOM and how ALL human can benefit from it. We know as Jehovah's Witnesses what we do and how we worship. We can try and try and try to convince and reason with people showing them from the bible until we're blue in the face, but people will believe what they want to believe or make up what they want to in order to sway others from learning about God's purpose. We don't promote our own thinking, but everything we do comes from the Bible. And for some reason people have a major problem with that.

Sent by Y.D. | 11:08 AM ET | 05-25-2007

Terrance and friends,

Focus on Love, all the love and good that are expressed here, and sent your way.

Give no place to Wrath, and no place to Hate. Pay attention to yourselves.

Know the difference between someone disagreeing, and sharing a difference of opinion, then someone who is bitter, vicious, and unhappy with their lot in life and with the course in life they freely, and personally, chose/choose to take for themselves.

No matter what is said by that one who is taunting (Proverbs 27:11), let us help give a reply by focusing on giving Wholesome, Heartfelt Love, and Encouragement to Terrance and Anyone Else, who is trying to come into Jehovah's Love.

Sent by Not Perfect, but Loving, Not Tearing Down, Just bldging Up. | 11:27 AM ET | 05-25-2007

Bravo! An honest experience and candid one at that. I appreciated how he recognized that is friend Shawn was popular yet "different". That is what shows Jehovah's backing of this organization, the ability to motivate people to change their lives and personalities and put them in harmony with Bible principles. We've seen it so many times with so many people. These are changes no one can be "brainwashed" into becoming, but with Jehovah's spirit and help they CAN change and have better lives. Beastlike people become lamblike etc. Thanks Terrance and I wish you much success in your desire to serve Jehovah. May you and your family be blessed.

Sent by A V | 12:11 PM ET | 05-25-2007

Michael, I read your cynical remarks and I shake my head. Sometimes there's nothing to say. You can believe as you wish. As a JW myself and having been for 20+ years, I can relate to Terrence's struggles. I was 'raised' around the organization, and went through my period of 'rebellion' and realized that what appeared 'fun' really wasn't.

Now you claim the following:

1) You are kept apart - 1 Cor. 15:33 - bad assosication spoils useful habits. Even your parents warned you about certain people not to hang out with.

2) You are forced to conform - Not even true. Jehovah created us as free moral agents...even you acknowledge the need of being able to make a choice. I suppose that's why you became a jounalist. You have freedom of speech right...and that's by choice.

3) You are ruled by fear - Where did you get that idea? Just like you may have feared disappointing your family because of choices you made that weren't the best ones. Fear you are defining is a morbid fear. Missed the point all togehter.

4) You are hemmed in by secrecy and
censorship - Huh?? Too vague to even expound on.

5) You are told what to do - Didn't your parents tell you what to do? Don't you have a boss that tells you what to do? Its called authority. Everyone has to conform to some authority, be it Divine or secular.

6) You censored yourselves - Its called discretion.

7) You are treated like children - Children of God.

8) Your language is stilted - I personally don't want anyone around me using foul language and certainly, I don't want to do the same to others. What's the problem with that?

So we're the butt of jokes, the subject of suspicion and all the usual comments about being a sect, being oppressisive and anything else negative that can be said about the organization. Jesus himself said, at John 15:18-20

"If the world hates YOU, YOU know that it has hated me before it hated YOU. ??If YOU were part of the world, the world would be fond of what is its own. Now because YOU are no part of the world, but I have chosen YOU out of the world, on this account the world hates YOU. 20??Bear in mind the word I said to YOU, A slave is not greater than his master. If they have persecuted me, they will persecute YOU also."

I won't lie and say that people haven't had a bad experience, and that's unfortunate, but to use that to as reasons to say, 'JW's are this, or JW's are that because of thus and such,' its a waste of time. No one said that people are perfect. People make mistakes. In time, whatever it is will be rectified, but its not our time, its Jehovah's time.

In the sum of it all matters Michael, its an individual's choice whether to become a witness or not. Bottom line its Jehovah, the Highest Authority, who will have the final say. Scoff if you want, that's your choice as well. It was foretold in the Bible and it hasn't failed yet. "For YOU know this first, that in the last days there will come ridiculers with their ridicule..."--2 Peter 3:3

Canned or not, the Bible stands on its own and the Word of God.

Sent by A sister in the South | 12:26 PM ET | 05-25-2007

Terrence Howard gave a good witness even though he is not a JW and that???s commendable. And my spiritual brothers and sisters comments on this interview are so encouraging and uplifting. I was baptized at the age of 16 and didn???t make the truth my own. I took it for granted because I was raised in the truth. I end up getting disfellowshipped(because I wanted to live a immoral life), but I did get reinstated a year and a half later. I was still playing both sides; I wanted to live and act like the world and be a Jehovah???s Witness. One day my sister sent me a talk by Bro.Mack ???Stay at Jehovah???s Table???; after listening to that talk I haven???t looked back into the world. I actually auxiliary pioneered for 2 months, previous to that I hadn???t been out in the ministry in 8yrs, and I never thought I would pioneer I always thought pioneering wasn???t for me. I thank Jehovah for his patience that is in harmony with 2Pet. 3:9. I also want to thank Jehovah for providing Bro. Mack with Holy Spirit in giving such and superb talk. I listen to that talk everyday. I???ve made copies for my family and friends that were in the same situation as me, and they are making great progress. With the right heart Jehovah???s Holy Spirit definitely will lead us in the right direction, and I truly feel I received it through that talk, Thanks Jehovah!
Again, I have personally appreciated all these comments because I can relate to them in one way or another, thanks for posting your experiences! I look forward to seeing you all in the ???New System???! :) May we all continue to Stay at Jehovah???s Table!

-Chicago, IL

Sent by JB | 12:41 PM ET | 05-25-2007

I hope this program will run again, I really would like to see it.

Sent by Sister M.E. | 1:07 PM ET | 05-25-2007

For those that choose to blame the organization for separating families due to disfellowship,no nothing about JEHOVAH,the BIBLE,or the ORGANIZATION.I myself can say this without hesitation for I myself am disfellowshipped.What I was doing was not without knowledged that if I continued in my course that I was headed that direction.So I made the choice to separate from my family & friends,but with much regret.So for those who want to blame Jehovah's org for keeping his organization clean,or want to blame JAH org for dividing families don't really know JAH at all.But that's why you have a choice.If you don't want to serve Jehovah you can choose between all the fasle gods you want to serve and serve them.As for those that want to learn about the TRUE GOD JEHOVAH,there will be nothing you can do or say to stop the honest hearted.Because everything you all say are all full of lies,hatred,in the Adam & Eve mentality,want to blame others for your decisions,faults and accountabilities.Regardless of your excuses,reasons,everyone will give an account to JEHOVAH.FOr all rest trying to serve JEHOVAH or coming to learn about HIM.Keeping running.I'm trying to get back HOME,where I should have never let in the first place,where true peace is....with JEHOVAH and his ORGANIZATION.

Sent by CALIFORNIA | 1:27 PM ET | 05-25-2007

Thank You NPR, and Michel Martin for this wonderful interview with Terrance Howard. I didn't have the slightest idea that Mr. Howard was connected in this way with JW's. To Terrance I would like to say that I admire your sincere and honest comments about yourself and your struggles with coming into the truth. And, I think deep down inside you already KNOW what it is that you NEED to do. WILL YOU go ahead and make that DECISION? It's only up to you. But, I am here to say that none of us JW's can stand firm on our own power. You to, will need Jehovah's strength. So, I want to invite you to say the same sincere, and honest words, RE: how you feel, to GOD, and get to work, otherwise you will regret it later. And, to all the people writing here to talk negative about JW's. The purpose of this exchange, was to talk about Terrance Howard's interview, not how you feel about JW's.

Sent by N.O. | 1:53 PM ET | 05-25-2007

I miss the show on Terrence Howard interview I hope it will repeat I love Terrence and the movies he play in didn'tknow he was affiliated with JWs and so am I so please repeat the interview for me and those that did not see it please.

Sent by SW | 2:10 PM ET | 05-25-2007

I just read all the e-mail responses. Remember, reading negative remarks might stumble you. Be careful.

Sent by Mary from Calilfornia Congregation | 2:58 PM ET | 05-25-2007

It was very refreshing to hear such wonderful comments regarding "the truth". I too am a study like Terrance, has been one for a little over three years, although I know that this way of life is based on Bible Truth, and is the only way;I too struggle with giving up my selfish "ways", however, I keep studying, and pray that Jehovah underserved kindness touch my heart and allow me to continue to learn his ways and not the ways of man, so that I too can serve him whole soul~because I do realize that there is no comprimising, its Jehovah way or Satan way. I look forward, to living on a paradise earth for ever.

Sent by Tonya | 4:35 PM ET | 05-25-2007

Alex, what religion are you and who is leading it?

Sent by LAC | 6:05 PM ET | 05-25-2007

Hey Alex, I'm currently "Disfellowshiped", and I begin my response this way because its important to understand what the difference is between that and shunned. If you had a highly contagious disease and you knew that if you touched anyone they would have it what would you do? Would you run out and hug everyone you saw? What if someone else knew that you had this disease? Would you want them not to say anything, what if their family found out they knew about this disease and didn't say anything, and now the family will die? This is what you would allow in your organization, a disease untreated allowed to fester and infect everyone. But, what if, while keeping you seperate you're treated and well cared for and once you are healed you are allowed to rejoin the group without passing this infection? This is why after repeated counseling people are disfellowshipped, not because of a disagreement with "doctrine" but because after repeated treatments the have to be "seperated" to protect those who chose to be protected. If you believe that the bible has revisions like Windows software your mistaken, there is no give in right and wrong, and you can't force you opinion of when wrong is okay and when its not on Jehovah, There is no maybe's in the bible only absolutes. Sorry you had to find out this way.

Sent by Drew | 6:26 PM ET | 05-25-2007

One thing I noticed is when a person talks against Jehovahs Organization they dont back anything they say with the scriptures. Its usually a selfish and personal sound behind it. They sound just like the religious false leaders that spoke against Christ. Just look closely at their words. Sounds so familiar with the pharasies that Jesus condemned. I can almost bet you if you looked into the lives of those critics they have so many skeletons in their closet. They are quick to point to the straw in someones eye while they have a log in their own. And while Im reading their comments against witnesses what are they doing to promote the teaching of the truth? Are they preaching the good news by going to peoples homes as Jesus instructed? Are they using Gods name (Jehovah) as stated over 7000 times in the original translation of the bible? Do they abstain from adultry, fornication and not harming their brothers? Interesting isnt it? And as for Alex, I pity him because his info is so wrong its amazing. Everyone has a choice to be a Jehovahs Witness or not. If he chooses not then that him but at least get the facts right.But I dont think he want to.

Sent by L.Foster | 10:35 PM ET | 05-25-2007

I enjoyed your interview with Tarrence Howard. It first, I thought of the brillent scene of the creation of 'It's Hard Out Here on a Pimp.' That scene was mesmerizing. Then, I started to hear this young man speak of his ties with JW's and he feeling about the group. The clearity of thought and introspection are rare in most people today. Such honesty. The type we should wish upon our president.

I did a search for "Knocking" and watched it tonight. When I was a kid and the JW's came 'Knocking' I was always told to come away from the door while an adult got rid of them. I always wondered why. I'm still not sure.

After watching the show I have a new understand of JW's and certainly a respect that I didn't have.

Thanks for leading the way to this new understanding.

Sent by Larry Jordan | 11:03 PM ET | 05-25-2007

I hear you Terrence, Excellent expressions, Thanks for keeping it real.

To all those above and below with negative thoughts and dispositions, ponder this:

???A fair minded person believes what he does because he believes firmly it is the truth and as such is willing to discuss it with any other fair minded one. He is willing for it to be sifted and tested to the uttermost, for he does not want to believe what is untrue and he knows the truth will stand any real tests, and too, the more it is tested, the more it can be seen to be the truth. He is willing to concede that those who differ from him are sincere until the opposite is disclosed and this disclosure of insincerity will not be his defeat in argument. If he is defeated in arguments, he will not try to relieve himself of his defeat by slandering his opponent but he will thank him for enabling him to see his weakness and the faultiness of his belief.???

From: Fit for Life II, excerpt, Written by medical doctor Isaac Peeples (1912)

Bottom line, I recognize and appreciate, it's God's Word that's True, John 17:17 & Matthew 12:34-37 warns us to be careful what we say.

Sent by VA | 11:35 PM ET | 05-25-2007

I personally did not see the interview. But I did read some of his comments in this article. I have a question to all of you who feel it necessary to educate Terrance Howard on something he obviously is already familiar with. He has admitted that the struggle to make the committment is not with the truth that he has found from the Bible but with his own choices in this life and career. I thought that this was quite brave of him, considering how so many people view Jehovahs Witnesses. Thank you Mr. Howard for putting a face on this!

Sent by e.v. from Col,Ga. | 12:16 AM ET | 05-26-2007

This interview was really good!!
I didn't know all this about him and now i respect him much more!
JWs are really good people, we need to see their qualities instead of the things we find hard to accept like christmast and all the other stuff!

Sent by john | 1:56 AM ET | 05-26-2007

I was deeply touched and saddened by Mr. Howard???s struggle to become a servant of Jehovah God. I was touched because it takes great courage to strip away layers of pride and to leave oneself exposed to public the way Mr. Howard did on microphone. You could hear and feel his personal struggle in his voice. Like Mr. Howard I too have struggled to come in and stay in the TRUTH. My career in marketing and advertising has exposed me to many temptations that have taken a toll on me mentally and spiritually. However, through it all Jehovah has preserved me alive both physically and spiritually and for this I am eternally grateful. Former actress Teresa Graves has set a fine example for Mr. Howard as someone who successful met the challenge of leaving her acting career behind to serve Jehovah. It was a struggle for her as well. All I can say is I sincerely hope that Mr. Howard finds the strength, courage and self control needed to make his way on the road to everlasting life. It is clear that he has accurate knowledge of God???s will and respect for the moral principles outlined in the Bible. All he needs now is to give Jehovah the steering wheel and let him take control of his life. With Jehovah at the wheel, he will never have to worry about crashing. Mr. Howard???keep up the fight, you will win if you don???t tire out.

Sent by Henry Collins | 7:49 AM ET | 05-26-2007

please!!! re-schedule the interview with Mr.Howard as well the film "knockers".and!!for those who speak negatively and untruthful about Jehovah YOUR and OUR CREATOR!! we will gladly accept your invitation to speak with you if you want the facts on OUR (this means you too)Heavenly Creator.
you can say all that you have to say, its your right to speak out, but only the blind speak what they inturn hear and cannot see, even with 20/20 vision you speak what you cannot see.
raised in the Bronx N.Y in the 60's 70's being into the gangs(black-spades,seven immortals,savage nomads,ghetto brothers, peace makers, hells angels, etc,etc. OUR Heavenly Father has pulled me from these demonic influences just like your talk and thinking these members of these gangs use to speak,how very negative they were to talk about others with out even knowing the facts and at times beat and excecuted individuals and hate "bombed" thier families without knowing the facts.
Mr. Howard these individuals do not want you to have the PEACE that you are seeking. Trust in Jehovah and do not lean upon your own understanding.

Sent by Angel Marrero | 7:52 AM ET | 05-26-2007

Dear Friend in Georgia, your comments to Alex may very well have been right in your eye's , however your approach to his thought's and comment's might have not been best approach. He was right that your organization is highly controled. It's highly controled by the the most high himself. People have a right to except or deny this control, Alex has choose not to except this control. Remember God had son's who also rejected this control, you know one of them by the name of Satan. He thought that God's way of doing things was wrong and he labled it control. Others call it love and real direction. What ever it's called please pick your word's as you comment on Alex.

Sent by concerned GA | 8:23 AM ET | 05-26-2007

Terrance, Thank You for sharing, Its hard to open up your inner feelings and share them, and more so for you because your in the public eye. All I can say is good for you, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO DO!!! now how bad do you want it.

Sent by MJM ca | 11:54 AM ET | 05-26-2007

I've read some of the comments here and I see that there are apostates sending negative messages. True Christians who serve the ONLY TRUE GOD Jehovah please beware of this. Very soon Satan and his Demons and all who ignore the warnings found in God's word the bible will very soon and so deservedly so be destoryed. And what a wonderful time awaits those who apply John 3:16 and Revelation 18:4. Endless life on a paradise earth with sickness and death be done away with. No more being bothered by people pushing their pagan holidays on true christians, Crisp clean air without it being filled with cigarette smoke, or mary jane. And best of all.....dead loved ones coming back to life. Yes, Mr. Howard....this is what awaits those putting their trust in Jehovah and our Now Reigning King Jesus Christ.

Sent by Hermano | 1:32 PM ET | 05-26-2007

NPR keep up the good work. There are many people out there trying to grasp the real life and come out of addiction. It appears that notoriety is not the "happy" seed that some thinks it is. Hold fast Terrance.

Sent by Grace Harris | 2:37 PM ET | 05-26-2007

Mr. Howard;

If you really wanted to be one of Jehovah's servants then you won't allow anything especially cigarettes to stop you from putting Jehovah's will first. What makes it worst is the fact that you know the will of Jehaovah and yet still decided to continue to what you are doing. You are a very talented actor from the movies that I have seen. I seriously think that you need to really think about the statement that you made and what it means to be a Jehovah's Witness.

Sent by Sister Melissa Pottinger | 8:19 PM ET | 05-26-2007

Terrence, i know that much can be said as these messages indicate. i dont think you need more information, just act on what you have already learned. the truth is just a simple way of life outlined that is not cluttered with laws to govern wicked people; but only the necessary things. take life a day and do not be indecisive. you have in your hand the power to bring great joy to your fathers heart. no greater blessing can their be. pray and take action.

Sent by e. j. dover | 9:29 PM ET | 05-26-2007

WE EXPECT PERSONS LIKE ALEX TO SPEAK AS THEY DO. TERRENCE YOU KNOW BETTER, DONT YOU? LIKE THE RELIGIOUS LEADERS OF JESUS DAY-(MATTHEW 22:14:14,15,29,34-45) TRUTH OPPOSERS ONLY KNOW HOW TO SAY NEGATIVE DISTORTIONS OR PART TRUTH LIKE SATAN THE DEVIL TO CONFUSE).BUT TRUE CHRISTIANS HAVE THIS GAURANTEE FROM JEHOVAH (ISAIAH 54:17) THAT NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST THE TRUTH OF GODS WORD WILL SUCCED. PHILIPPIANS 4:6,7. YOUR HEART WILL WIN OUT BY WHAT YOU FEED IT.

Sent by mary lemon | 11:44 PM ET | 05-26-2007

I have been a Jehovah's Witness for 50 years and I can promise you there is nothing more joyful and positive than to be one of Jehovah's Witnesses.

We have the peace that Almighty God Jehovah bestows on those who obey His Word. It is Jehovah's Word written in the book that is in most households all over the world yet few take seriously or even bother to read.

It is the Bible and God's guidelines that we choose individually to follow because we find that Jehovah is the God of love. Everything that he tells to do is always for our good and we unitedly obey His word the world over. We genuinely love one another and care for one another.

No other organization of people has this worldwide peace. It is the peace that only comes from the blessings of Jehovah.

Terrance seems to know this and is on his way to qualifying as one of Jehovah's people. I'm very happy for him.

Sent by R P | 12:41 AM ET | 05-27-2007

I enjoyed the interview with Mr. Terrance Howard, I'm one of Jehovah Witness and all I can do is encourage Mr. Howard to continue the spiritual wealth so that you can enjoy the rich blessing with your family in the near future. Satan make everything so convience but continue to pray to Jehovah for the help and strength you to stop the things that's hindering you from the progress of stasifying the desire your heart and I will also pray for you too. And if I never meet you I have faith that Jehovah draws his people to him and I will see you in paradise.

Sent by Sheila Holmes | 10:13 AM ET | 05-27-2007

To those who identified themselves as J.W's - A few have been very outspoken in their response to the criticisms of some. But I don't think Mr. Howard by his revelations, was trying to start a debate. I think he was just expressing himself in an honest and dignified way. So let's not lose our focus here. The scriptures clearly show, that there would always be those who are determined to criticize and slander. (1Peter 4:4) But think for a moment, what would happen, if when going on a journey you stop to kick at every dog that barks at you? (And by using this analogy, I am in no way referring to anyone as a dog.) It's one thing to commend Mr. Howard for his heartfelt expressions, but quite another to engage in unproductive and even heated arguments with those who choose to differ with our way of worship, which in fact they are free to do. We did not learn the Christ to be so,(Jude 9)nor his Father for that matter. Remember it is his Father's name, Jehovah, that is being defamed, not ours. So if Jehovah can exercise great self-control, despite the