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Today marks the traditional Tibetan New Year, but many Tibetans are not celebrating. Instead, they are in mourning for the almost two dozen people who set themselves on fire in the past year as a protest against Chinese rule.
NPR's Louisa Lim has covered this story and others in Tibetan regions, but it's no easy task. She sent us this personal tale that illustrates the challenges.
LOUISA LIM, BYLINE: It was going to the bathroom that almost got us busted or, to be precise, my going to the men's bathroom. We were at a gas station on the highway. The women's was out of service. While we were there, a local official pulled up in his black saloon car. He got out with a slam of the door, yelling in that unmistakable I'm-an-official-get-a-move-on kind of voice.
Then he headed straight for the men's bathroom where I was. This was not good, but I pulled down my woolen hat, put on dark glasses, wound my scarf around my face and scuttled out, doing my best to look like an ordinary Chinese tourist. He was so busy shouting at the guy cleaning the bathroom that he didn't bother to look at me.
Visiting Tibetan areas nowadays is a risky venture. In the Chinese regulations, there's nothing explicitly forbidding journalists, but the unspoken dangers deter many. One colleague told me it wasn't worth bothering. The monasteries are full of spies, he said. You won't get anything, anyway.
But many have tried, hiding in the back of vans under piles of clothes in questionable disguises. If you do get caught, you might get detained and questioned, but eventually, you'll get sent home, at worst, you might get beaten up. The dangers are far higher for those who help us and talk to us.
In 2008, Jigme Gyatso from Labrang Monastery recorded a video telling us how, after a protest at Labrang, he was arrested, held for 42 days and tortured. He's charged with taking part in activities aimed at splitting the country. No one will ever know what part the video played in that charge.
Another factor is geographical. The distances are immense. In the height of winter, the ice-covered roads are treacherous. On just one day, we saw seven traffic accidents. As we slid past a truck that had skidded straight into the mountainside, if police had turned us back for our own safety, I honestly would have felt a small pang of relief.
Outside one monastery, we really did get stuck on a snowy road. We were trying to leave, tape recorders full of incriminating material, but the car tires were not up to the job. A police patrol zipped past and we ducked beside the prayer wheels lining the monastery walls. In the end, our driver finally made it out.
At another monastery, we actually lost our driver and had to make him drive up the road honking his horn until he was within earshot while we hid from police patrols. Not subtle, but it worked.
So, given the dangers, is it worth it? For that, I go back to the testimony of Jigme Gyatso. Our greatest hope, he said, is for a fact-finding team of the international media and UN representatives to come to Tibet, to investigate the conditions and then to dare to report what they find.
As journalists, our job is to bear witness. We like to think we are doing what we can with these hurried, fervid incursions into Tibetan areas, but it will never be enough.
Louisa Lim, NPR News, Beijing.