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Unidentified Man #1: I believe in mystery.

Unidentified Woman: I believe in family.

Unidentified Man #2: I believe in being who I am.

Unidentified Man #3: I believe in the power of failure.

Unidentified Man #4: And I believe normal life is extraordinary.

Unidentified Man #5: This, I believe.

HANSEN: Our "This I Believe" essay today was sent to us by an inmate at Kinross Correctional Facility on Michigan's Upper Peninsula. Troy Chapman is serving a sentence of 60 to 90 years for second-degree murder. So far, he has served just under 24 of those years. Here's our series curator, independent producer Jay Allison.

JAY ALLISON: For our series, we receive quite a few essays from prisoners. Some write of their belief in their own innocence. Troy Chapman does not deny that he killed a man in a bar fight when he was 20 years old. His belief is centered on what he has learned since then. No recording equipment is allowed in the prison, so here is Troy Chapman, recorded by telephone, with his essay for "This I believe."

Mr. TROY CHAPMAN (Inmate, Kinross Correctional Facility): When the scruffy, orange cat showed up in the prison yard, I was one of the first to go out there and pet it. I hadn't touched a cat or a dog in over twenty years. I spent at least 20 minutes crouched down by the dumpster behind the kitchen as the cat rolled around and luxuriated beneath my attention. What he was expressing outwardly, I was feeling inwardly.

It was an amazing bit of grace to feel him under my hand and know that I was enriching the life of another creature with something as simple as my care. I believe that caring for something or someone in need is what makes us human. Over the next few days, I watched other prisoners responding to the cat. Every yard period, a group of prisoners gathered there. They stood around talking and taking turns petting the cat. These were guys you wouldn't usually find talking to each other. ..TEXT: Several times I saw an officer in the group, not chasing people away, but just watching, and seeming to enjoy it along with the prisoners. Bowls of milk and water appeared, along with bread wisely placed under the edge of the dumpster to keep the seagulls from getting it. The cat was obviously a stray and in pretty bad shape. One prisoner brought out his small, blunt-tipped scissors and trimmed burrs and matted fur from his coat. People said that cat came to the right place. He's getting treated like a king. This was true. But as I watched, I was also thinking about what the cat was doing for us.

There's a lot of talk about what's wrong with prisons in America. We need more programs. We need more psychologists or treatment of various kinds. Some even talk about making prisons more kind. But I think what we really need is a chance to practice kindness ourselves. Not receive it, but give it. After more than two decades here, I know that kindness is not a value that's encouraged. It's often seen as weakness. Instead the culture encourages keeping your head down, minding your own business, and never letting yourself be vulnerable. For a few days, a raggedy cat disrupted this code of prison culture.

They've taken him away now, hopefully to a decent home, but it did my heart good to see the effect he had on me and the men here. He didn't have a Ph.D., he wasn't a criminologist or a psychologist, but by simply saying, I need some help here, he did something important for us. He needed us, and we need to be needed. I believe we all do.

ALLISON: Troy Chapman with his essay for "This I Believe" recorded by telephone from Michigan's Kinross Correctional Facility. A group has formed in support of Chapman. They contend that because of the changes he's made, and the almost 24 years since he committed his crime, his sentence should be commuted. You can visit npr.org/thisibelieve to find out more, or to submit an essay of your own to our series. For "This I Believe," I'm Jay Allison.

HANSEN: Jay Allison is co-editor with Dan Gediman, John Gregory, and Viki Merrick of the new book, "This I Believe Volume II: More Personal Philosophies of Remarkable Men and Women."

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