In Colorado Wildfires' Wake, Survivors Live In Limbo Wildfire-ravaged Colorado is experiencing its most destructive fire season ever. Large blazes have destroyed more than 600 homes and claimed the lives of six people. The recovery process is only just beginning for the scores of people who lost their homes.

In Colorado Wildfires' Wake, Survivors Live In Limbo

In Colorado Wildfires' Wake, Survivors Live In Limbo

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C.J. Moore stands where her front door used to be, before the Waldo Canyon Fire swept through the Mountain Shadows neighborhood in Colorado Springs, Colo. The fire destroyed more than 350 homes there. Kirk Siegler for NPR hide caption

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When the Waldo Canyon Fire roared over the hill behind the Mountain Shadows neighborhood in Colorado Springs, Colo., in June, nearly 350 homes were destroyed. The blaze reduced this affluent neighborhood at the foot of the mountains to rubble.

C.J. Moore's home on Mirror Lake Court was among the casualties. The inferno was so hot, her stone driveway exploded. Only a few blackened trees sway eerily in the wind where her home used to stand.

"That's my freezer curled up over there," Moore gestures. "Looks like it's just curled up. Under here is a furnace ... front door, completely melted."

Moore and her late husband built their home here in 1985 when he retired from the Fort Carson U.S. Army base. The fire also destroyed another home nearby that Moore inherited from her father-in-law.

And Moore is not alone. This summer, Colorado has found itself in the midst of its most destructive and expensive wildfire season in history. Large blazes have killed six people and destroyed more than 600 homes, and the property damage estimate is approaching $500 million. Many of the victims of the wildfire continue to live in limbo.

Like many of her neighbors, Moore lost almost all of her belongings in the fire. Kirk Siegler for NPR hide caption

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Like many of her neighbors, Moore lost almost all of her belongings in the fire.

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Picking Up, Finding Help

For her part, Moore plans to rebuild both houses. Even so, she says some things are simply irreplaceable.

"One of the things I thought about the other day was the flag that was over my late husband's casket," Moore says. "And I'm going, 'I can't replace that.' I mean, yeah, I can get another flag, but it wouldn't have served the same purpose. And you [think about it], and then tears well up."

Moore's insurance company is already replacing what can be replaced. Friends have given her dish towels and silverware. And she's slowly getting used to accepting the kindness of strangers.

"Most of us are the givers, you know?" Moore says. "We're big supporters of United Way, we're big supporters of different charities ... It's been real hard to accept charity."

Local nonprofits have stepped up to help, and many businesses are offering discounts for victims. All the replacing and rebuilding could actually create a mini-stimulus for local economies. But those gains might be tempered by the anticipated fallout the wildfires will have on Colorado tourism, an industry that brings in around $8 billion annually.

'Every Headwind,' Hitting At Once

The rafting and guiding company Rocky Mountain Adventures is based two hours north of Colorado Springs. Owner Ryan Barwick had to suspend rafting trips on the nearby Poudre River during the peak season in June, when the High Park Fire blackened more than 135 square miles in the region.

"A lot of us do live paycheck to paycheck," Barwick says. "And you know, when you're shut down for three weeks, you're a small business — we don't have that cushion to fall back on."

Even before the fire, Barwick says it was hard enough to sell whitewater trips, given the ongoing drought. But it's even harder now, he says, with the river a trickle of black sediment running off the canyons above.

"We've had rock slides, we've had mudslides, we've had black water — I mean, you name it, we've encountered it this year," he says. "It's pretty much every headwind that you fear at the beginning of each season, compiled all into one season."

Not Afraid To Move Back

Near Fort Collins, Colo., the High Park Fire destroyed 259 homes. At a recent meeting for victims of the fire, an organizer asked how many attendees were "feeling a sense of extreme hopelessness." Almost everyone in the room raised their hands.

Teresa Brown's rental house was destroyed in the fire. She didn't have renters' insurance, and says one of her biggest problems now is that she's not considered sufficiently low income to qualify for some kinds of aid.

So Brown has been hitting the local Salvation Army and every yard sale she can find. She may have even found a new rental, in the very same mountain canyon where her old house stood. Brown says she's not afraid to move back, despite what she's experienced.

"I feel like each part of the country really does have its own weather hazard," she says. "And you just choose which ones you like, and where you love to be."

To make it easier for fire victims to rebuild, at least one Colorado county has already begun waiving certain permits and fees. The federal government is also making loans available to those who lost everything.

Another federal disaster declaration is currently in the works. It would free up funds for wildfire mitigation in areas like the Colorado foothills, where new homes and cabins have proliferated in recent years.