Army Love: A Fallen Soldier's Widow Tells Their Daughter How It All Began This Memorial Day weekend at Storycorps, a mother and daughter remember a husband and father who died in Iraq when his Humvee hit an IED.
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Army Love: A Fallen Soldier's Widow Tells Their Daughter How It All Began

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Army Love: A Fallen Soldier's Widow Tells Their Daughter How It All Began

Army Love: A Fallen Soldier's Widow Tells Their Daughter How It All Began

Army Love: A Fallen Soldier's Widow Tells Their Daughter How It All Began

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Donna Engeman, Survivor Outreach Services manager at the Installation Management Command, rode her Harley Davidson from San Antonio to Washington, D.C., to ride in Rolling Thunder Memorial Day, 2012. She rides again this year to help raise awarenes about the significance and meaning behind the Gold Star Pins. Rob Mcilvaine(AR News)/U.S. Army /Rob Mcilvaine(AR News)/U.S. Army hide caption

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Donna Engeman, Survivor Outreach Services manager at the Installation Management Command, rode her Harley Davidson from San Antonio to Washington, D.C., to ride in Rolling Thunder Memorial Day, 2012. She rides again this year to help raise awarenes about the significance and meaning behind the Gold Star Pins.

Rob Mcilvaine(AR News)/U.S. Army /Rob Mcilvaine(AR News)/U.S. Army

Donna Engeman enlisted in the U.S. Army in 1981. About two years later, she left after she got pregnant with her first-born, a son called Patrick. She left having achieved the rank of specialist and having found the love of her life, her husband, Army Chief Warrant Officer John W. Engeman.

In addition to Patrick, they had a daughter, Nicole McKenna.

In January 2006, Officer Engeman deployed to Iraq as part of an embedded special transition team to train and advise Iraqi security forces for a year. One day, while was traveling in his Humvee, an IED exploded nearby. He was instantly killed, at 45 years old. It was Mother's Day - May 14, 2006.

Ten years after his death, StoryCorps features an interview recorded March 2013 with Engeman's widow and daughter, where mom shared with Nicole the couple's great love story, from the very beginning.

"We were very young soldiers, and we were living in the barracks," Donna recalls. "A lot of times those relationships happened, and typically they called 'em a barrack romance, because they didn't last very long."

Nicole: But you and Daddy lasted quite a while, right?

Donna: We did. We were married in 1983. And Daddy died in 2006.

Nicole: Tell me about Daddy as a young parent.

Donna: He always had an inordinate amount of patience. The first three weeks of your life you were this tiny delicate little bundle and you just slept on his chest.

He would not move at night. And honestly, that was the only three weeks out of our entire marriage that I didn't hear him snore.

Nicole: (Laughs)

Donna: You know, I always felt so loved, but I always felt so honored by him too. I mean, I was never a gourmet cook. But we could have had mud pies, and he would have said, "Thank you."

Nicole: What's your favorite memory about being married to Daddy?

Donna: Just one?

Nicole: Just one.

Donna: (Laughs) I remember when we were at a military ball, and we were dancing. And the music had been fast, and then we went into a slow dance. And he was in ... his dress blues. And I remember how he would hold me. Isn't it weird, I still remember what his lips feel like on my neck?

Nicole: If you had a minute, one minute ... what would you say to Dad?

Donna: I would want him to know, nobody has ever loved me the way he did. And I hope, I truly hope he felt the same way.

Donna and her daughter Nicole live in Texas. Her son, Major Patrick Engeman, is enlisted in the Army. Following his father's death, he deployed four times.

U.S. Army, Donna Engeman, Army Survivor Outreach Services, got inked four years after losing her husband, Chief Warrant Officer John Engeman, in Iraq, May 2006. Slade Walters/IMCOM, U.S. Army/Slade Walters/IMCOM, U.S. Army hide caption

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U.S. Army, Donna Engeman, Army Survivor Outreach Services, got inked four years after losing her husband, Chief Warrant Officer John Engeman, in Iraq, May 2006.

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Audio produced for Weekend Edition by Von Diaz.

StoryCorps is a national nonprofit that gives people the chance to interview friends and loved ones about their lives. These conversations are archived at the American Folklife Center at the Library of Congress, allowing participants to leave a legacy for future generations. Learn more, including how to interview someone in your life, at StoryCorps.org.