Regina Spektor: 'I See My Family ... In Everybody' The singer discusses how growing up an immigrant has shaped her work. "People don't understand," she says, "how easy it is to find yourself in a situation where you're in an absolutely foreign place."

Regina Spektor: 'I See My Family ... In Everybody'

Regina Spektor: 'I See My Family ... In Everybody'

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"It becomes a gift ... to get to see things from a different perspective," Regina Spektor says. Her new album is called Remember Us To Life. Shervin Lainez/Courtesy of the artist hide caption

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"It becomes a gift ... to get to see things from a different perspective," Regina Spektor says. Her new album is called Remember Us To Life.

Shervin Lainez/Courtesy of the artist

Regina Spektor's family — Russian Jews from Moscow — left the former Soviet Union for the U.S. in 1989, when Spektor was 9. They settled in the Bronx, where her dad, despite their financial struggles, managed to secure his daughter a piano teacher so she could keep playing her favorite instrument.

Twenty-seven years and seven albums later, Spektor's still playing; recently, she wrote the theme song for Netflix's Orange Is The New Black. And while her songs have always been playful, there is a strain of something a little bit darker on her new album, Remember Us To Life -- something about the tougher side of life. So NPR's Audie Cornish asked her what it was like growing up in the Bronx.

Hear their conversation at the audio link and read an edited version below.

Regina Spektor: For me, it was amazing, because I was a kid and I was very excited to experience this whole new world. And everything was fun. Everything from, "Oh wow, we get bananas, I'd only seen them in picture books!" to the diversity of the neighborhood. I'd never seen other races, really, up until then. And to explore Judaism for the first time — it was really hushed in the Soviet Union and I knew I was Jewish, but we didn't get to celebrate any of the holidays really, or know anything about our culture.

But I saw certain things that I think maybe other kids are protected from, like I saw my parents struggling. I knew that we were cutting out coupons and buying dented cans because they were cheaper. And all our furniture was from the garbage. And to me, because I was a kid, all that stuff was really exciting, but I definitely --

Audie Cornish: You can feel it, right? You can feel it in a household.

Absolutely. And it's painful to watch your parents not be in control of things. You know, even as we were leaving the Soviet Union, just watching how they were treated at customs as we were leaving. All our suitcases shaken out, the passports were taken from us and were cut in half in a very dramatic way, and my parents just kind of looking down at their feet and trying to sort of lay low and not have some bureaucrat get mad at them. I watched them be scared, you know, and that really shook the earth for me in a lot of ways.

So when you write songs of people going through — not that same story, but that same kind of emotion — it's coming from someplace.

It's coming from a place where — people want to feel good about themselves because they can afford certain things for their family and they think that it's some kind of a yardstick for getting it right, you know? They think they're getting things right in life. And I think that so many people don't understand how thin that line is, how easy it is to be broke, how easy it is to find yourself in a situation where you're in an absolutely foreign place. And I think that being an immigrant — I don't know, when I walk through the city, I just think that I see my family. I see us in everybody, you know? I see us in the newest immigrants that just got here yesterday. I see us in the person who is trying to mime their way to find out which way is downtown and which way is uptown in the subway. I just — I see us.

I wonder if you ever think that — how do I say this? I think when you grow up struggling economically with your family, and I've experienced this as well, you never quite shake that.

That's true.

And you seek it in your work as an adult. Are we hearing some of that here? Do you find yourself not being able to inhabit that space quite frequently because you can't quite shake it?


Maybe the good thing to know is that you don't need to shake it. It's one of those things where it becomes a gift, you know? I think some things like that — when you're a kid, they're kind of a burden because I think a lot of the time, it's kind of intimidating to have a very unique experience, because then you're kind of an outsider. And then, as you live your life and you inhabit more and more of yourself and you accept and love more and more of yourself, you realize that it is a gift to get to see things from a different perspective, you know? And I think that I'm always gonna think that it's silly to spend money on certain things or to value certain things. No matter how many people find it really valuable, it's always just gonna seem a little silly to me.

You know, one other thing that's happened to you since your last album is that you had a child, so I'll say congratulations!

Thank you, thanks so much.

And I remember you singing in this song in 2009 — "Folding Chair," from the album Far. And you're imagining with a lover what it might be like to have a kid — how much fun you would have. Or, the characters are imagining that. So you had the baby boy. Did it come out as cool and as fun as it was described in this song?

Yeah, actually. I mean, the superstitious person in me just wants to knock on all the wood in the studio.

It probably really makes you embrace uncertainty.

Oh yeah, that's the part that's very, very hard. As soon as I had him, first of all, it hit me that my parents love me so much. It just kind of hit me on this physical level and I was just like, "You love me this much? I am screwed! Like, this is just too much," you know? And then I had a lot of anxiety because I was just looking at this incredible little being and I was thinking, "God, our world is so complicated." I was really worried about everything.

And then my mom said, "Well, when I think about you and your brother being little, I just think about how fun it is to be a parent. It's so fun and funny and we just all had a lot of fun together all the time." And once she said that, some kind of a weight lifted and I was thinking, yeah, all that other stuff is true. There is this uncertainty and I can have anxiety about it. Or I could just try and have a lot of fun and laugh and just enjoy the fact that we're just these silly little people that are a little family now, you know?