We (the media) give an awful lot of free coverage to Apple -- and it honestly does give me pause sometimes. But now, as the owner of a certain smartphone that begins with an i, I find myself waiting and wondering with the rest of the Apple sycophants out there, WHAT IS STEVE JOBS GOING TO SAY TODAY? I've got my eyes on Gizmodo and Engadget, as I'm sure more than a few of you do today. My gadget has overwhelmed my ethics. And apparently, my focus, as well. More on that later.