A Rest Stop On The Road From Soldier To Civilian The returning 182nd Infantry Regiment learns there's more than a plane ride between them and home.
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A Rest Stop On The Road From Soldier To Civilian

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A Rest Stop On The Road From Soldier To Civilian

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This is WEEKEND EDITION from NPR News. I'm Rachel Martin.

And these are the voices of the men of the 182nd Infantry Regiment of the Army National Guard.

STAFF SERGEANT JASON KOPP: My name is Staff Sergeant Jason Kopp.

CORPORAL THERY NARCISSE: I am Corporal Thery Narcisse.

CAPTAIN MICHAEL CURRY: I am Captain Michael Curry.


STAFF SERGEANT JEFF BARLOW: Staff Sergeant Jeff Barlow.

SPECIALIST JOHN NESTICO: Grew up in Lexington, Massachusetts.

SPECIALIST KORY DESMOND: From Peabody, Massachusetts.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #1: Coventry, Rhode Island, currently.

DESMOND: Anybody not from Massachusetts would call it Peabody.

MARTIN: The 600 or so soldiers are mostly from Massachusetts and Rhode Island. They just wrapped up a yearlong deployment to Afghanistan and are now beginning the transition from soldier to civilian. Some will face unemployment and financial problems. Others will struggle with depression or post-traumatic stress disorder. And their families will face challenges as well, trying to integrate these men back into their lives.

For the next year, we'll be following their stories as part of a series that we're calling Home Front.


MARTIN: We first met the members of the 182nd about a week ago on an airport tarmac. They had just landed in the United States. The plane touched down in Indiana in the middle of the night. It was raining but the soldiers bounding down the stairs couldn't have cared less. They were almost running, pausing only when they realized a couple of one-star generals were standing at the bottom of the stairs ready to welcome them back to the U.S.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #2: Welcome home.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #3: Clean air, huh?


MARTIN: Hundreds of soldiers file into a noisy airport hangar, their backpacks and M-4 rifles in tow. Under the drone of fluorescent lights, one of the officers shouts instructions.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #4: All right gentlemen, leave your bags where they are if you've got them on the ground. Secure your weapon, bring it in a little closer. Ha-whoomp(ph).

SOLDIERS: Ha-whoomp.

MARTIN: After a briefing and gathering their gear, the soldiers got on a bus and headed south to a military base called Camp Atterbury. The longest part of their journey was over, but they weren't home yet.

Before a soldier can go home, the Army has to check them out and say it's OK.

LIEUTENANT COLONEL DAVID ELLIS: Yes, I'm Lieutenant Colonel David Ellis...

MARTIN: This is the man who oversees the next chapter for these soldiers. The process is called demobilization.

ELLIS: This is our audiology booth, so all soldiers will receive their hearing test...

MARTIN: The 182nd spend the next several days standing in lines for various check-ups. A lot of soldier's life is spent waiting around and it's no different here. Colonel Ellis walked us through the process.

ELLIS: This is where if you want to get all of your shots up to date, I can get you stuck in about 20 different ways.

MARTIN: So, that's the physical kind of stuff, which is fairly easy to detect and fix. The harder part is gauging a soldier's state of mind.

COLONEL TIM NEWSOME: And now, let me be one of the first to welcome you back home to our great nation, and say thank you for doing all the swinging the bat on behalf of the freedoms and liberties we all enjoy. I do want...

MARTIN: This is Colonel Tim Newsome. He's the Army officer in charge of demobilization process here. Hundreds of soldiers have filed into a huge tent-like structure and settled into metal folding chairs. Some sip coffee from Styrofoam cups. A few use empty juice bottles as spittoons. Newsome kicks off the first of six hours of briefings these soldiers have to absorb today, so the Colonel knows he's working with a limited attention span.

NEWSOME: But listen, something is no kidding going to slap you right across the face when you get home within the first 72-hours. And it's going to let you know that life has continued on in your absence.

MARTIN: He walks up and down the aisles delivering a broad range of advice, even about relationships

NEWSOME: It seems that we males forget the art of kissing when we're in the pursuit of a, shall we say, other end states.


NEWSOME: OK, as so part of the reunion process, take the time to relearn the art of kissing, because evidently they really, really do like it.

MARTIN: But Newsome doesn't ignore the big issues, like PTSD or depression. Over the past couple years, the Army has put a heavier focus on mental health, especially in the demobilization process. Newsome says these war wounds should be treated like any other.

NEWSOME: Somebody's got something wrong with their foot, they go see the podiatrist. No harm, no foul. Nobody says anything. It's when they got something wrong up here, that's when we want to put a stigma on somebody. Oh, hey, did you hear about Jones?


NEWSOME: Went and saw the doctor. Yes, he did. You got to watch out for Jones.

MARTIN: The soldiers in the audience nod their heads. They know what he's talking about.

NEWSOME: And don't you dare let some stigma prevent you from seeking out the treatment here.

MARTIN: But for many, the main objective here isn't getting help. It's getting home.

Standing outside his barracks, Specialist Jonathan Remkus described demobilization this way.

SPECIALIST JONATHAN REMKUS: You get excited about being in the United States but then you realize you got to be here for like five days, and that's even more depressing. So yeah, I'm basically checked out right now. I'm already considered a civilian, trapped in a military uniform.

MARTIN: But leaving Camp Atterbury requires checking a lot of boxes first.


MARTIN: Members of the 182nd work their way through a maze of assessments, filling out stacks of paperwork as they go.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #5: Are you done sir?

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #6: Well, I think I am.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #5: Do you have any appointments to go to?

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #6: Yeah, I do tomorrow.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #7: Do you? You got TBI going on?




MARTIN: This soldier was referred to a specialist for a traumatic brain injury or TBI, and he didn't want to talk with us about it. But an injury like that could mean long-term treatment and orders not to return to combat.

LIEUTENANT COLONEL KATHRYN PEOPLES-ROBINSON: We have people who do multiple deployments.

MARTIN: This is Lieutenant Colonel Kathryn Peoples-Robinson. And she handles medical screenings at Camp Atterbury.

PEOPLES-ROBINSON: So we need to be able to gauge pretty well whether this person is put together enough to go back out on another deployment.

MARTIN: Have you had cases where you encountered someone and you thought no, this person can't go back again.

PEOPLES-ROBINSON: Absolutely. Absolutely. If I start to get the bubble guts - bubble guts is when something is just not right. You don't know what exactly what it is. You can't put your finger on it but you know it's not right.

MARTIN: The demobilization process includes a number of diagnostic tools: personal interviews, computerized tests. But determining a soldier's mental health often comes down to intuition. And if a soldier is in denial about his injury, or dead set on going home early, he can game the system - essentially deceive the Army into thinking he's just fine. Or, ideally, a soldier can raise his hand and ask for help.

NESTICO: My name is Specialist Nestico.

MARTIN: His first name's John and he's a member of the 182nd from Massachusetts. We met him on his second day at Camp Atterbury and he was still getting over the dramatic change of scenery.

NESTICO: The first thing I noticed, for example, when I got off the bus at Camp Atterbury, and my first breath. I look at the guy next to me and I go, I smell grass.

MARTIN: Nestico was wearing the standard issue brown camouflage fatigues and clear ballistic military glasses, like he'd just come off a shooting range. Afghanistan was his second tour of duty overseas, but his first in a combat zone.

NESTICO: My first day in-country we went out on a mission.

MARTIN: He was driving with a platoon sergeant in Pakitya Province, trying to get the lay of the land. The officer reassured him, he said the area was safe.

NESTICO: And sure enough, probably less than a minute after he said this to me we got hit.

MARTIN: It was an IED. No one was hurt, but Nestico was shaken.

NESTICO: It set a precedence, I guess you can kind of say, for the rest of the deployment. I was a little bit more weary, a little bit more cautious on things, but you just do what you got to do. You know? You do what you got to do so you can go home.

MARTIN: But going home comes with its own kind of stress. Like many Guardsmen, Nestico had a civilian job before he deployed. He worked at Radio Shack selling cell phones. But a lot of his friends there have moved on and he's worried about fitting back into that world.

NESTICO: Here, I know these guys. We're so close, you know, I could tell you their brothers' names. You know? Tell you what, you know, their family looks like. That's how, you know, good we all know each other at this point. And it's like kind of like going from a family to an environment full of strangers.

MARTIN: What Nestico is doing here - taking time to think about how going home could be hard - officials here say that's actually part of the process.


MARTIN: The soldiers are intentionally given several hours of down-time everyday to physically and mentally unwind from the last 10 months. There are a couple pool tables, a rec room where soldiers play video games, even a basketball court.


MARTIN: By this point, many members of the 182nd have been signed off to go home. Others, like Specialist John Nestico have not. We catch up with him walking on base in between appointments

NESTICO: I feel a lot better than I was even the other day when I was talking with you guys.

MARTIN: Nestico saw a mental health counselor and he started working through some issues - the IED attack, his family's financial problems, and worries about life as a civilian. He could have left it at that. And a lot of soldiers do. But Nestico asked for a follow-up appointment.

NESTICO: For a while, admittedly I was in a little bit of a freefall. It just took a change of environment and the ability to talk to someone who wasn't wearing a uniform to allow myself to open up a little bit; to feel like what I say here isn't going to be held in contempt or against me, but in the best interest of what's good for me.


MARTIN: Only three days after landing in Indiana, most of the members of the 182nd have made it all the way to the last station in the demobilization process: final review.

Colonel Dave Ellis says soldiers in this room are at a crossroads.

ELLIS: You know, they have a choice of what direction they're headed. And we allow them an opportunity; we lay the road map in front of them. Which road they choose is up to them. But they at least know all the pitfalls and all the challenges that they'll face. And we give them everything that we can to try to make sure they're successful.

MARTIN: With that, these National Guardsmen will leave Camp Atterbury. Unlike active duty troops, they won't go back to the structure and support of a military base. They'll return to their civilian lives. For some, that will mean packing up their uniform and picking up where they left off. For others, it will mean picking up the pieces and starting over.


UNIDENTIFIED WOMAN: Oh my God, we're so excited. It's so exciting, proud and happy.

UNIDENTIFIED MAN #9: Happy to see our son come home.

MARTIN: Next week, the families of some of the members of the 182nd, how they've coped over the past year and how they're planning to welcome their soldiers home.

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