Vietnam Veterans' Memorial Founder: Monument Almost Never Got Built Jan Scruggs commemorates the 40th anniversary of the end to the Vietnam War with a walk along the memorial he pioneered building.
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Vietnam Veterans' Memorial Founder: Monument Almost Never Got Built

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On a perfect spring morning, we took a walk through a park in Washington, D.C.

So we are walking parallel to the memorial.

The Vietnam Veterans Memorial...

Great, black slash amid the green of this park in spring - there's no angle from which this is not a moving thing to look at.

This is what it looks like when you carve the names of more than 58,000 dead Americans in black granite. We arranged to meet a veteran who is credited with getting this memorial built. He is now preparing to retire.

Mr. Scruggs.


INSKEEP: Hey, how are you?

SCRUGGS: Good, alive and well. Good to see you there.

INSKEEP: Jan Scruggs met us at a site overlooking the wall.

SCRUGGS: Now, look. This is actually the absolutely perfect day to do this because you can see the ebb and flow of human traffic here. And look at the people. What kinds of people are they? They are 14-year-old, 15-year-old people.

INSKEEP: They were kids on spring break. We met Scruggs to learn the story of how this memorial was built, honoring the dead from a war that ended in 1975, 40 years ago today. Scruggs' own story involves getting wounded in Vietnam just after high school.

SCRUGGS: I was 19. I was 19.

INSKEEP: Hardly older than these junior high school and early high school kids who are coming by. I mean, a few years older than that.

SCRUGGS: Yeah, yeah.

INSKEEP: He says pieces of shrapnel remain in his body still. When he returned home, he got to thinking of wounds not of the body but of the mind. His brooding on that subject and his academic study led to Washington's most distinctive memorial.

SCRUGGS: And I had a theory that if we could put all the names on the wall, that - this was based on Jungian thought. Carl Jung, a student of Freud, writes about collective psychological states and how we're all sort of drawn together; certain things hold us together. Well, people who die in wars for a country, this is something we all agree on. You can't forget them.

INSKEEP: Scruggs says he instigated a contest for some way to put all the names of the dead on display. Maya Lin, a young architecture student, won. The memorial she designed opened when I was just a kid. But even I heard about the controversy over it, the black granite seen by some as a symbol of defeat. Scruggs says the design was really meant to help veterans manage posttraumatic stress and to do a little more.

SCRUGGS: Just as the individual military participants in the Vietnam War needed to be healed, so too did the entire nation, you see.

INSKEEP: What did you think about when you first saw the design?

SCRUGGS: I thought, this is going to be difficult to explain.

INSKEEP: Scruggs' Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund needed public relations crisis managers to help answer persistent questions.

SCRUGGS: And this almost killed the whole project. This thing almost never got built. Why is it that every monument in Washington is white, but this one's black? Why is it that every monument in Washington is rising into the air; this one is buried beneath the ground?

INSKEEP: The PR specialists assured Scruggs he would just have to wait, and the controversy would become a historical footnote, which it now is.

SCRUGGS: Everybody loves it (laughter).

INSKEEP: We should mention a couple of more traditional touches were added following that controversy. There's a couple of soldiers in realistic portrayal at the beginning. There's a women's memorial over here behind us.

SCRUGGS: Right. Because this was such an unconventional work of art, we had to find a way to make the opponents happy. And we did that by having a compromise meeting. And they wanted a traditional, three servicemen statue.

INSKEEP: You still hear a touch of impatience in his voice. Yet all these years later, Jan Scruggs says that political compromise made the memorial better. He especially approves of that women's memorial also added over time. The centerpiece, of course, remains the wall of black granite, low at each end, high in the middle. We went for a walk from one end to the other.

So here we are. We're on this stone path now heading down the slope.

SCRUGGS: So the Vietnam Veterans Memorial wall's 492 feet long.

INSKEEP: As we dropped lower, the black wall rose higher beside us. And I noticed that as we walked, Jan Scruggs began to raise his shoulders. He walked with his hands folded in front of him.

Does it make you tense at all to come down here?

SCRUGGS: You know, I haven't been here for a while. I've just been tired.

INSKEEP: So he said at first. But the wall still seemed to affect him, even though he believes he has probably visited more than 2,000 times. He says the names of friends are on this wall. He brightened when we encountered a group of tourists.

SCRUGGS: I'm Jan Scruggs, the president of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial.

MIKE: Oh, Mike (unintelligible). Nice to meet you. We're from New Hampshire.

INSKEEP: And we moved on, climbing upward now, the wall slowly dropping beside us. We emerged on the far side to contemplate the wall on this sunny day. It was a busy spot, though also quiet.

SCRUGGS: You can have a bunch of noisy school kids. They're noisy around here. But once they get down to the wall, it quiets them down because they feel like they're inside of a church or some religious - they feel like they're inside all of a sudden. And people have been noticing that for years. And as you walk down the wall - see, they don't notice it happening. But you see, as they're descending down right now, they're still distracted. They see the cars behind them and all of that. But once the wall is over their head, they're inside of this element. And it becomes a very emotional experience. They start talking in - whispering instead of talking. It's an amazing thing to see.

INSKEEP: This is one reason I asked you if it affected you. I mean, I noticed when we were walking down it affected me, even though I've done it before. And I looked over at you, and your shoulders kind of went like this.

SCRUGGS: Yeah. Yeah.

INSKEEP: You feel it even after thousands of times.

SCRUGGS: Yeah. And, you know, I knew some of these kids from high school, just like me, who went in 'cause their dad was at Okinawa or Iwo Jima or something. And they wanted to do the same thing, serve their country. And at age 19 or 20, they're dead. They're dead. So it's a big thing, yeah. It's a big thing to do. So this - I wanted to - I wanted to even the score.

INSKEEP: I don't want to say that his eyes reddened as he spoke. Maybe it was just the bright morning light. A minute later, he seemed fine. Jan Scruggs was finishing decades of tending to the Vietnam Veterans Memorial. And he was fine.

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