Former Dallas Police Officer Amber Guyger Takes The Stand In Murder Trial In Dallas, Amber Guyger took the stand on Friday in her trial for murder. The 31-year-old former Dallas Police officer is charged with killing Botham Jean.

Former Dallas Police Officer Amber Guyger Takes The Stand In Murder Trial

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A Dallas jury heard today from the white former police officer charged with killing her black neighbor. Amber Guyger took the stand in her own murder trial. She says she was on the wrong floor of her apartment complex and entered in John's apartment by mistake. From Dallas, NPR's Wade Goodwyn reports.

WADE GOODWYN, BYLINE: Amber Guyger took the stand this morning to explain to the jury that she killed Botham Jean because she feared for her life when she entered his apartment and saw him standing there. Defense lawyer Toby Shook took Guyger through those fateful seconds.


TOBY SHOOK: First, tell the jury exactly how loud you said, let me see your hands.

AMBER GUYGER: And I'm saying, let me see your hands, let me see your hands.

SHOOK: What were you focused on?


SHOOK: Just him?


GOODWYN: As Guyger and her lawyer stood in front of the witness stand, Shook played the role of Botham Jean.


SHOOK: And then he began coming towards you?


SHOOK: He came coming toward you. That's when you heard him speak, hey, hey, hey.

GOODWYN: But the main reason Guyger testified was so that the jury could see her showing remorse for what she'd done.


GUYGER: I feel like a piece of crap. And I ask God for forgiveness, and I hate myself every single day. I wish he was the one with the gun that killed me. I never wanted to take an innocent person's life. I am so sorry.

GOODWYN: At one point, Guyger became so distraught, the proceedings had to be delayed. But on cross-examination, prosecutor Jason Hermus emphasized that Guyger realized somebody was inside the apartment when she was still out in the hallway. She conceded she could hear him as she put her key in the lock. But she told Hermus that all she could think about was going inside and confronting the person she thought was an intruder.


JASON HERMUS: Could've backed away and let that door shut on its own.

GUYGER: I could have.

HERMUS: You could've done that?

GUYGER: Yes, sir.

HERMUS: You chose to pull your gun, to level it off and shoot at Mr. Jean.

GUYGER: I did do that.

HERMUS: That was your choice.

GUYGER: It was my choice.

HERMUS: Even though you could have backed off at least twice now to a position where you would have been more safe, and he would have been alive.

GUYGER: I could have.

GOODWYN: The case will turn on whether the jury finds Amber Guyger's actions reasonable, even if they were mistaken.

Wade Goodwyn, NPR News, Dallas.

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